PROLOGUE
This is a story of a superman. It details his origin, his search for happiness, his loves, and finally, his success or failure, of which you alone can judge. It is a story perhaps fantastic, but a story based, nevertheless, on possibilities.
A superman is not a man, not a creature of the species Homo Sapiens; this is the fallacy of Nietzsche, the fallacy of H. G. Wells. These, like others who deal with the matter, have believed that a man, a human being, raised to the nth degree, represents the superman. Nietzsche picked one set of qualities--those of fitness, potency, power--Wells chose another set, the contemplative, the serene, the intellectual. So probably, a Neanderthaler in his filthy cave, using his embryonic imagination, might have pictured his superman as a giant in strength and size, a mighty hunter, one whose meat-pot and belly is never empty. Certainly he never considered a race whose very thoughts were partly beyond his conception, and he saw nothing ironical in freezing to death upon a ledge of coal. As we are to the cave man, superman must be to us. His coming is surely a possibility; perhaps it is inevitable.
For not everything in the world is subject to mathematics. Not every factor in this particular sector of the cosmic whirl can be reduced to formula, expressed in calculus, integrated, packed into nicely labeled bundles, and filed away in a book. Because one rises from the dinner table and announces his intention to go across the hall to the library, it does not inevitably follow that he will arrive there. There's a chance factor in the universe--entropy, luck, free will, or what you wish-- but an x-factor that prohibits exact calculation. Nothing is ever quite certain, and behind every cause lies another more obscure. A housewife puts a kettle of water on the fire to boil; it will almost certainly boil, but there is a chance, a very slight one, that it will freeze. For even the transfer of heat is a random process, and the water may dissipate its warmth to the fire.
Mendel packed heredity in a neat mathematical box; Freud and Jung labeled and filed environment. Yet variations creep in. Sometimes an offspring possesses qualities which neither parent could possibly have transmitted; biologists call these beings 'sports'; evolutionists speak of 'mutations'. These odd individuals are common enough in the plant kingdom and the insect world; their discovery creates not a ripple of scientific excitement, and day by day the curious natural experiments are born and work out their destinies. Sometimes, if the variants possess inherent advantages, they survive and breed true as a new species, sometimes they breed back into the mass and are lost, and sometimes they die. A commonplace of Nature among plants and insects; it is seldom that a scientist thinks of the phenomenon in terms of humanity.
INTRODUCTION
Anna Hall died as stolidly as she had lived, died unimagitively in childbirth; and was perhaps spared some maternal pangs, for her strange son lived. Nor did grim middle-aged John Hall waste his emotional strength in either futile regrets or useless recriminations of the child. This business of living was a stern, pitiless affair; one took what befell and did not argue. He accepted the infant, and named it after his own father, old Edmond.
It must have been a rare accident of genes and determinants that produced Edmond Hall--a spindly infant, straight-legged from birth, with oddly light eyes. Yet his strangest abnormality, one that set brisk Doctor Lindquist muttering, was his hands, his tiny slim fingers, for each of these possessed an extra joint. He clenched his three-knuckled thumb against his four-knuckled fingers into a curious little fist, and stared tearlessly with yellowish gray gaze.
'She would not have a hospital,' Doctor Lindquist was muttering. 'This is what comes of home births.' One doubted that he meant only Anna's demise; his eyes were on her son.
John Hall said nothing; there was little, indeed, that he could say. Without cavil and in grim acceptance of little Edmond, he did what was to be done; he arranged for a nurse to care for the child, and returned somberly to his law practice. John was a good lawyer, industrious, methodical, earnest, and successful.
Certainly he missed Anna. He had liked to talk to her of an evening; not that she contributed much to the conversation, but she was a quiet and attentive audience. The vocal formulating sometimes served to clarify his thoughts. There was a loneliness, too, in his solitary evenings; the baby slept or lay quiet in an upstairs room, and Magda in the kitchen made only a distant clatter. He smoked and read. For many weeks he threaded the idealistic maze of Berkeley, and turned as counter-irritant to Hume.
After a while he took to addressing the child. It was as quiet and possibly as understanding as Anna. Queer little brat! Tearless, almost voiceless, with eyes beginning to show peculiarly amber. It gurgled occasionally; he never heard it cry. So he talked to it by evenings, sending the nurse away glad enough for the moments of liberty. She was puzzled by the little whelp; abnormal hands, abnormal mind, she thought; probably imbecilic. Nevertheless, she was kind enough, in a competent, professional manner. The child began to recognize her presence; she was his refuge and source of comfort. Perhaps this thin, dark, nervous maternal substitute influenced the infant more than he was ever to realize.
John was startled when the child's eyes began to focus. He swung his watch before it; the pale eyes followed the movement with an intensity of gaze more kitten-like than human. A wide, unwinking stare. Sometimes they looked straight into John's own eyes; the little being's gaze was so curiously intent that he was a trifle startled.
Time passed quietly, uneventfully. Now little Edmond was observing his immediate world with a half purposeful expression; now he was grasping at objects with his odd hands. They were agile little hands, unusually apt at seizing what was within their reach. The fingers closed like small tentacles about John's swinging watch, and tugged it, strangely and precociously, not toward the thin-lipped mouth, but before the eyes for examination.
And time dragged on. John gave up his office in the Loop, moving it to his home on Kenmore. He installed a desk in the living room, and a wall telephone; just as good as being downtown, he thought, and it saved the street car ride. He had the house wired for electric light; everybody was abandoning the hot gas-burners. His practice was well-established, and clients quickly learned of his new business quarters. And at this time a new company was being formed to manufacture gasoline automobiles; he bought a few shares as a speculation, believing the devices due for a wave of popularity. And the 'L' nosed northward block by block. This was Chicago of the first decade, sprawling in its mud and glitter. No seer nor sorcerer whispered that the young city had spawned an egg whose maturity was as yet inconceivable.
The child Edmond was speaking a few words now. 'Light,' he said, when the yellow carbon-filament flashed on. He toddled around the office, learned the sound of the telephone bell. His nurse dressed him in little shirted suits that went unharmoniously with his pinched and precocious features; he looked like a waxen elf or a changeling. Yet, from a parental standpoint he was a model child; mischief seemed absent from his make-up. He was strangely content to be alone, and happily played meaningless games with himself. John still talked to him at evening. He listened owlishly solemn, and seldom questioned, and seasons came and vanished.
Nothing ever disturbed his poise. John's equally grim and never friendly brother Edward (also named for that old father of both) came once or twice to call in the early years.
'The brat's lonesome,' he stated baldly. 'You'll bring him up queer unless you get him some friends.'
The four-year-old Edmond answered for himself in a piping voice: 'I'm not lonesome.'
'Eh? Who do you play with?'
'I play with myself. I talk with myself. I don't need any friend.'
His uncle laughed. 'Queer, John, like I told you.'
Queer or not, the imp developed. At six he was a silent slender child with curious amber eyes and nondescript brown hair, and a habit of spending many hours alone at the window. He betrayed none of the father-worship common to sons, but he liked the slowly aging John, and they got along well together in a distant way. His curious hands had long ago ceased to bother his father; they were at least as useful as normal members, and at times unusually apt and delicate. The child built things--tall houses of cards that John's steadiness could not duplicate, intricate bits of machinery from a mechanical building toy, and sometimes neat little sailing planes of paper, matches, and glue.
At this age Edmond's quiet way of living was rather ruthlessly upset. John chose to enter him in school.
CHAPTER TWO
MORNING ON OLYMPUS
There was a public school at the time not more than a block and a half from the house on Kenmore. John placed young Edmond there, disregarding the Kindergarten and starting him in the first grade. The nurse, more or less of an ornament the last two years, dropped out of the boy's sphere. His father took him the short distance to school for a week or so, and thereafter he trudged it himself, as he had often watched others from his window.
For the first time in his short life his world impinged on that of others. He was thrust willy-nilly out of his privacy into the semi-public ordeal of grade school. His first day was something of a trial; he was stared at, and stared back, and stood for the most part quietly waiting for instructions. A few young sophisticates who had come up from Kindergarten grouped together, calling each other by name, and definitely dividing themselves from the others. However, there were many newcomers like Edmond who stood at a loss; some of them cried, and some waited aimlessly for the assignment of seats.
And that stage passed. The strange child refused association with others; he came and left alone, and spent his recesses wandering by himself about the school-yard. He did not seem unusually bright. The goad of competition simply slipped off his hide; he flatly and definitely refused to compete. Questions put by the teacher were answered with unvarying correctness, but he never volunteered. On the other hand, his memory was faultless, and his grasp of explanations rather remarkable. And so the strange child moved in a world as frictionless as he could contrive and the grades slipped by with the lengthy seasons of childhood. He seemed to learn with acceptable facility. He was never late, seldom early, and still pursued as solitary a course as conditions permitted.
In fourth grade he encountered a physical training instructress who had taken a summer course in the psychology of morbid children. She singled Edmond out; here, she thought, is both a good specimen and an opportunity to help. Introverted, repressed, feeling of inferiority--these were the tags she applied to him.
She arranged games during the gymnasium hour, and attempted to arouse Edmond to compete. She paired him with one or another of the children in races, jumping contests, competitions of various sorts. She appointed him to drop the handkerchief when that game was in progress, and in various ways tried to direct him in paths she thought proper from her three-months study of the subject.
Edmond realized the situation with some disfavor. He promptly and coolly obtained an excuse from physical training, displaying his curious hands as a reason. In some ways he paid for his privilege; the excuse drew the attention of his classmates to his manual deformity. They commented on it in the blunt manner of ten-year-olds, and were continually asking to see the questionable fingers. Edmond obligingly wriggled them for their amusement; he saw in this the easiest attainment of the privacy he desired. And after a while interest did fade; he was permitted again to come and go alone.
He was not, of course, spared entirely in the fierce savagery of childhood. Often enough he was the butt of gibes, the recipient of challenges to fight, or the bearer of a derisive, though usually short-lived, sobriquet. He faced all of these ordeals with a stony indifference. He came and went as he had always done--alone. If he held any resentment, he never showed it, with but possibly one exception.
He was in the sixth grade, and just twelve years old. In every grade, as he had noticed, there had been one leader, one boy who assumed mastery, and whom the others obeyed with a sort of loose discipline. For two years this leader had been Paul--Paul Varney, son of an English professor at nearby Northwestern University, a fine blond youngster, clean-featured, large for his age, intelligent, and imaginative. Very grown up was Paul; he dated with little Evanne Marten in the fifth grade in Platonic imitation of his elders. It was his custom and his privilege to walk home each afternoon with Vanny, who had the blackest hair in school. And it was Paul who coined the sobriquet 'Snake-fingers', which pursued Edmond most of a week. At the beginning the name gave Edmond a day of torment--not that he minded the epithet, but he hated with a fierce intensity the attention it centered on him. He stalked icily out of the door that afternoon. The nick-name followed him, taken up by others in the cruel hunting-pack of children. A group trailed him, headed by Paul.
At the sidewalk he encountered little black-haired Vanny of the fifth; she took in the situation instantly, and seized his arm.
'Walk with me, Edmond.'
There was a cessation of sound from behind him; this situation was up to Paul. And Paul strode up to Edmond; he was a head taller than his slight opponent.
'Vanny's walking with me!' he said.
'I'll walk with whom I please, Paul Varney!' Vanny cut in.
'This guy won't be able to walk in a minute!' He advanced toward Edmond.
'All right,' said the latter coldly, with a curious intense light in his amber eyes. He doubled the troublesome fingers into curious fists.
'Sure, you're bigger'n Edmond. Bully!' Vanny taunted Paul. He stopped; whether Vanny's gibe or Edmond's defiance had halted him was not evident.
'Can't fight with girls around,' was his comment, as he swung on his heel. The pack, leaderless, watched the quarry depart.
'Why do they call you Evanne?' asked Edmond as they walked on.
'One grandma's name was Eva and the other's name was Anne,' sang Vanny. She had answered the same question numerous times. Her mind reverted to the scene of a moment before. 'Why don't you get mad at Paul once in a while? He rides you too much.'
'Perhaps,' said Edmond. 'Sometimes.' He fell silent, and they walked on until they reached Vanny's home.
'Goodbye, Edmond.' She took the books he had carried for her and skipped into the house. Edmond trudged on alone.
In the morning the quarrel had been forgotten; at least, Paul did not refer to it, and Edmond saw no reason to revive it. Paul walked home with Vanny as usual that afternoon, and every afternoon following. Edmond was satisfied, he sought no further meeting with the girl, but he felt a slight thrill of pleasure to have her smile and greet him thereafter when they met in the hall or on the playground. He always smiled a thin, youthfully sardonic smile in answer. It was the friendliest grimace he could manage with what features he had available.
The years in the grades dragged on--futile, stupid years, the boy thought. For, though no one had realized it, Edmond never studied. True, he handed in the usual themes and exercises when these were required, and he purchased the usual text books, but these were never perused. The explanations of the teacher, the little drill he had in class, were all he required; his almost infallible memory served him sufficiently to render needless any further study.
In these awakening years he was beginning to appreciate something else--that there was a difference between the beings about him and himself. Not the minor physical differences that he had always known, but a mental and emotional gap that he was unable to bridge. This realization was slow in dawning. He began by recognizing a slightly superior feeling, a mild contempt, for his class-mates; they were stupid, slow, plodding; they worked over problems that yielded instantly to his perceptions. Even Paul, who was incessantly being called on for answers when others failed, and who always made the highest marks, seemed merely a less complete dullard than the rest.
But the vital difference was of another sort, a variation not of degree but of nature. This condusion came to him as the culmination of many semesters of reprimands by his various teachers; and the accumulated repetitions of an adage that seemed meaningless to him. He was in seventh grade when the realization dawned, and it came about in this fashion.
The geography period was in session, and the teacher was expounding at some length the growing importance of South America to the United States. Edmond, who was seated near a window, was staring disinterestedly out at the street. He noticed a commotion at the corner--two automobiles had mutually dented fenders--and turned his head, focusing his eyes on the scene. His motion drew the teacher's petulant glance.
'Edmund Hall!' was her impatient exclamation. 'Please forget the window and pay attention!' This followed with the most surprising statement he had heard during his seven school years. 'No one can think of two things at once!'
Edmond knew she was wrong. He had been following her. For he himself could with perfect clarity pursue two separate and distinct trains of thought at the same time.
CHAPTER THREE
INTROSPECTION
High school. A larger world wherein it was far easier to walk alone. Classes under various teachers and with various associates, and freedom from the prying glare of prolonged intimacy. Edmond was half content.
He was now a slender quiet lad of fourteen, of about average height. His features were beginning to betray a youthful ascetic saturninity and his rare smiles seemed almost sneers, foreshadowing a sort of demoniac beauty to come. Boys disliked him, and girls ignored him; he made no advances to either and quietly repulsed casual attempts at companionship.
The work itself weighted very lightly upon him; he had not lost his miraculous facility nor infallible memory. His two study periods sufficed to complete any form-work his courses required, and he disregarded the rest. He had, therefore, ample leisure for a rigid regime of introspection he was following. For more than a year the youth had been examining his own mind.
The realization of his difference had become a certainty; evidence abounded in his reading, in his associates, in the very manner of the school's teaching. He had two minds, equal and independent, capable each in itself of pursuing a train of thought. He could read with half his being and dream idly with his other self; or on occasion, he could fuse his twin mentalities, focus both on the same point as a single unit, and reason with a lucidity and insight that might have amazed his instructors. He could read with astonishing facility, garnering the contents of half a page of print in an instant's glance, or he could deal with the simple quadratics of high school algebra without the need of chalk or pencil. Yet he never flaunted these abilities; he pursued his accustomed path, never volunteering, never correcting, watching the blond Paul perform pridefully, and holding silently a secret contempt.
In his second year, little Vanny arrived, with her glowing black braids of hair; Paul walked with her in the halls in a manner mature as befits a sophomore in high school, and she still smiled at Edmond when they met. He noted a shade of distraction in her face, and recalled that her father had died during the summer.
In the house on Kenmore, the senescent John smoked on in his library. His little block of motor shares had multiplied itself into a respectable nest-egg; he had given up his practice for a quiet existence in the shade. He refused to own an automobile, berated the rumbling of the distant 'L', and read the conservative Daily News. A war in Europe was two years old, and a white-haired philanthrope had sailed to get the soldiers out of the trenches by Christmas. A president was re-elected after a race so close that victory hung in the balance for several days.
Edmond and his father got along well enough. Old John was satisfied with his son's quiet reserve and asocial bent; it seemed to him a sign of industry and serious mind. And Edmond was content to have his leisure undisturbed; the two spent their evenings reading, and seldom spoke. Berkeley and Hume were back on the shelves, and John was plodding through the great Critique and Edmond, finding novels of little interest, was perusing page by page the volumes of the Britannica. He absorbed information with a sponge-like memory that retained everything, but as yet the influx was unclassified and random, for the practical and theoretical had no differences in his small experience. Thus the older man absorbed a flood of philosophy with no retaining walls of knowledge, and the younger accumulated loose bricks of knowledge that enclosed no philosophy.
The years rolled on tail-to-trunk like an elephants' parade. Edmond entered Northwestern University, and here found a privacy almost as profound as that of his early youth. A war had been fought and finished without disturbing the curious household other than the mild vicissitudes of meatless days, Hooverizing, and Liberty Bonds. The stormy aftermath was over the world, and the decade of Youth was in its inception.
Edmond chose a medical course, and settled into a routine of home-to-class. The campus was just beyond the city limits, and he made the trip by street-car since old John still held steadfastly to his refusal of motor cars. His first year's sojourn in the College of Medicine was but a repetition of high school. Paul was there, majoring in English; occasionally they passed on the campus with casual nods, and Edmond had his father Professor Varney in an English lecture course. He was not greatly interested in any of his freshman studies; they were simply requirements to be put by since his pre-medic course permitted little latitude for choice. However, he mastered French with considerable facility.
In his second year, he derived some enjoyment from an elective course in Physics under Professor Albert Stein. The brilliant little Jewish savant was already famous; his measurements of electrons were beginning to open up vistas looking to the unknown. Behind his near-sighted eyes and slightly accented speech, Edmond perceived a mind alert and intuitive, an intellect that thought in lesser degree almost as he did himself.
And that year Vanny appeared again, and that was also the year that old John died. Edmond was twenty, a slender young man with strange amber eyes. His grim Uncle Edward became his guardian for the year remaining until his majority, and managed the not-too-extensive estate with a grumbling astuteness. Edmond lived on at the house on Kenmore, and Magda, grown plump and ruddy, ran the house as she had done for twenty years.
So Edmond drifted on, a slim saturnine figure, toying with knowledge in those incredible minds he possessed. He read voluminously in every field save fiction. Learning came to him with a consummate ease. He moved through the University like a lonely, flaming-eyed spirit, coming and going in solitude and scarcely ever addressed outside the classroom. Only Evanne Marten, grown very lovely with her glistening black mop of hair, tossed him an occasional word of greeting.
He was not yet really lonely. He watched the panorama of city and college, and was fairly content with his own company. There still grew in him the sense of superiority, of contempt for these single-minded beings about him. To see only one side of anything! To be unable to toss thoughts back and forth within one's self, never to know the strange conceptions that are beyond expression in language! No wonder they herded together for company!
Then he was twenty-one, and assumed the management of his resources. His income was sufficient for comfort; he made few changes in old John's investments. However, he purchased a long grey roadster of rather expensive make; there was something about mechanical excellence that pleased his curious character. He drove the machine with almost miraculous dexterity, slipping through traffic like wind through grain. His slim, tentacular fingers seemed especially designed for the management of machinery, and the thrill of driving was as intense as if he used his own muscles. Sometimes he drove to the open country, selecting unpatrolled dirt roads, and here drove at breath-taking speed, pitting his skill against the vagaries of the terrain.
His courses neared completion. Toward the end, the queer Edmond was somewhat less content; a sense of futility oppressed him, and he perceived no outlet anywhere for his energies. The curious being was lonely.
'I am enclosed in a viscid mist,' he reflected. 'Knowledge is a barren thing, since I see no closer to its end than the dullest of these about me.' And his other mind replied, 'This conclusion is unwarranted since hitherto I have made no attempt to attain happiness, but have let my fortunes drift without plan to the beckonings of chance.'
Thereafter he formed a plan. His degree was granted and he departed, making no effort to serve as an interne, since he did not wish to practice. An experiment awaited him that he relished; if happiness could be reduced to formula, he meant so to reduce it, solving at least for himself the elusive mystery.
Yet an unusual sense of sadness pursued him; he endured the graduation exercises in a somber silence. After the return to his home, he put away his car, and wandered aimlessly westward, past the decrepit school of his early youth, past the house that had been Vanney's home, past the high school now empty for the summer's recess. The half-deserted summer streets seemed sterile and melancholy; he was lonely.
Before him spread the glass fronts of a business street. A group of half a dozen persons clustered before the window of one--a pet shop. A glance revealed the attraction--the gambols and grimaces of a small monkey. Edmond paused for a moment; an impulse stirred him. He entered the shop, emerging in a moment bearing a paper-wrapped cage. The group filtered away as the attraction vanished.
'Here is my companion,' thought Edmond, 'and my defense against loneliness. At least he will be as understanding as any among these who watched him.'
He bore the chattering little animal to the house on Kenmore.
'Your name,' he said, 'shall be Homo, after the being who apes you less successfully than you him.' He smiled as the creature chattered in reply. 'My friend,' he continued, 'your sympathy and intelligence shall aid me in my appointed task.'
The monkey Homo chattered and grimaced, and rattled the bars of his flimsy cage; Edmund slipped the catch, and the little being pushed open the door, bounding with tree-born agility to Edmond's knee. There he sat in patent enjoyment of his liberty, while his strange master watched him with an expression almost of amusement, finding in his antics a momentary release from his own somber nature. The youth toyed with his unusual emotion of pleasure, reflecting, 'This creature, unthinking and happy, may direct my quest, who am thinking and therefore unhappy; let me see whether I can complete the circle, and in the pursuit of knowledge find happiness.' Thus Edmond entered upon his search.
Book I
THE PURSUIT OF KNOWLEDGE
CHAPTER ONE
TRAFFIC WITH NATURE
During this epoch of his life, Edmond was not unhappy, at least until the period was approaching its end. He threw himself into a round of labors and speculations; he spent many hours in the unraveling of mysteries by processes purely rational. For a span of several months he found no need for the mechanics of experiment since the tabulations of others' results were available for his use. He absorbed the facts and rejected the speculations of science. This rejection was due in part to his distrust of the theories of these half-minded creatures about him; he was inclined to doubt the truth of any hypothesis promulgated by such beings.
He set about his own researches, therefore, working with an enthusiasm that almost deluded himself. He realized, indeed, that his purpose in these researches was artificial and sterile; he had no consuming love of knowledge, and no deep inherent desire to serve humanity; what drove him like a seven-tongued scourge was the specter of boredom standing just behind him. To a being of Edmond's nature this was sufficient incentive.
His income was ample for his immediate needs. He subsided therefore into a quiet regime of speculation, building for himself an esoteric picture of the universe to assist his purposes. In this field as well he found little meat in the hypotheses of his predecessors; excepting, and with qualification, Einstein.
'The Bohr atom, the Schrödinger atom,' he reflected, 'are two meaningless attempts to describe that which is forever indescribable and are worthless for my purposes. The very nature of matter is a problem not entirely physical, but partly metaphysical, and as such defies any absolute resolvence, at least by human kind with its single viewpoint.
'From my standpoint, the universe consists, not of concepts or sensations, like Berkeley's, not of matter and energy, like the scientists of the first decade, not even of mathematical quantities, like James Jeans, but purely and entirely of Laws, or perhaps a Law. This chair on which I lean is an aspect of a law; my breath, this very thought, are other phases.'
His companion self, following an allied course, continued, 'Einstein's little booklet, assuming of course its correctness, represents my universe, yet even this conception lacks something! One does not eat a law, live in, carve, sleep, nor reproduce with an equation. Behind these laws stands Authority; had I the necessary Authority, these dozen scraps of equation-scribbled paper would be in very truth the universe. This demiurgy is beyond even my potentiality.'
His minds merged; the two thought courses were one.
'It would not astonish me to find the Authority behind all Law to be only my old acquaintance Chance. Perhaps the supreme wisdom lies in the law of averages.'
Suddenly Edmond abandoned these futile speculations, perceiving that they pointed nowhere. He determined to dally for a while with experiment, and to this end moved what equipment he possessed into the room he had occupied during his school-days. This was at the rear of the house; as a further precaution, he had the windows leaded lest certain effects of flame and spark arouse the neighbors.
For a while he intrigued himself with study of the nature of Life. For many months a procession of rabbits and guinea pigs came in through the kitchen in wire cages and left via the incinerator in ash-wagons. The problem proved elusive; neither the mechanists nor the vitalists held the answer. Nowhere in any of the little creatures could Edmond find any trace of a vital fluid or an essence of life, yet he saw more and more clearly that these beings he slaughtered were somewhat more than machines.
'Perhaps,' he thought, 'the vital fluid is more subtle than matter or energy for which my traps are set. Perhaps it partakes of both natures, or neither; yet I will not concede the existence of quantities called spiritual.'
'The difference between living beings and machines,' continued his companion self, 'is in this: that life contains a sort of ghostly purpose, an imitation of a purpose that drives its subjects to prolong their own misery, to force others to live after them. This semblance of a purpose is the mysterious vital fluid which is of the nature neither of matter nor of energy.'
During the progress of his experiments, he became interested for a time in the matter of intellect. He was curious to observe the relationship between intelligence and the brain, and to this end devised a means of stimulating the growth of a rabbit's cerebrum, by using certain pituitary extracts. He watched the miserable little monstrosity in its cage suspended on the wall, as its head grew out of all proportion, until it was forced to crawl pushing the unwieldy capital along before it. The thing grew slowly. After several months Edmond perceived or imagined that it watched him with a trace of interest; certainly it grew to recognize his feeding, and this was a recognition never granted by its companions. The abnormal creature kept its miserable black eyes incessantly on him. It cowered away in terror when he approached the cage with his syringe for the daily injections.
'Perhaps I can do as much for you,' he told Homo, who chattered on his shoulder, 'though I suspect the inflicting of intelligence is the greatest injury Fate can do to any being, for it is literally to thrust that being into Hell. You are doubtless fairly happy, Homo, and better off as you are.'
As the experiment progressed, Edmond began to perceive the development of certain unpleasantries, and frowned often in his observation of the little monster. He was neither surprised nor very displeased, therefore, to enter the laboratory one day and discover that the rabbit had somehow contrived to spring the latch to its cage and fling itself to the floor. It lay with its delicate, misshapen skull shattered, and the abnormal brain crushed.
'Very likely it is better this way,' thought Edmond. 'The thing was miserably unhappy and I believe, more than a little mad.'
Again he abandoned his line of investigation, turning now back to the realm of physics. He noted that metallic lead exposed to the weather for long periods became slightly radioactive. With this as a clue he produced lead with an activity nearly one fourth as high as radium, but was unable to proceed beyond that point. He wanted to solve now the mystery of atomic energy to see the effects of that colossal power to which all other sources were as rain drops to the ocean. He wanted to release this power and to control it, if control were possible. He set about to devise a method.
'A violinist can shatter a wine-glass if he plays the correct note,' he thought, 'or a few soldiers trample down the greatest bridge in the world if they time their steps rightly. I can doubtless shatter an atom if I use a properly sympathetic vibration. Where now am I to find a vibratory beam of the inconceivable frequency I require? Cosmic rays have it, but they dribble out of space in beams too uselessly tenuous. I must produce my own.'
He turned his thoughts to a method of generating his beam. He considered the use of the bursting atoms of niton as his oscillators.
'Since the cosmic rays of space are generated by the birth-throes of atoms,' he reflected, 'I can certainly pervert them to be the agents of atomic death.'
But niton, the deadly mysterious emanation of dying radium, was beyond his means. He needed perhaps ten grams of radium for its production, a quantity whose cost exceeded his financial powers. First, therefore, he found it necessary to procure enough money to purchase it.
This problem presented at first no outstanding difficulties to such a being as Edmond. He saw many methods. However, certain requirements had to be met. He wanted a continuous source of income that would require none of his time to produce; a royalty on a patent would provide that. But whatever device he patented must be proof against imitation or theft, and be readily marketable. It should moreover be foolproof to the extent of revealing no secrets which he considered dangerous to a society that rested on the rocks of the cave. He wished to introduce no destructive force.
'I am perhaps the greatest of all misanthropes,' he reflected; 'nevertheless I have no desire to destroy the society that enables me to live in comparative comfort, that prepares my food, maintains my dwelling, and supplies me with warmth and light. Let the beasts outside once learn the secret of the atom and the next little war will tumble civilization into the abyss.'
He turned his twin minds to his activated lead. He produced a little rod of this material, perhaps the general size of a safety match. Removing a vacuum tube from his radio, he broke the glass bulb from the base and affixed his lead rod thereto, slipping it carefully through the tubular grid so that it replaced the delicate tungsten filament. With the more than human dexterity of his curious fingers, he replaced and evacuated the bulb, leaving the tips that carried the filament current disconnected.
'Here is a cold, unvarying and permanent source of electron flow,' he reflected. 'Presumably I can interest a manufacturer in a vacuum tube which is completely quiet, practically eternal, and that consumes no A-current. Then there is the considerable advantage of simplified circuits.'
He did not trouble himself to try the device, but placed a diagram and description in the hands of a patent attorney, and sent his model to the office of Stoddard & Co., one of the larger independent makers of vacuum tubes, with a letter describing it. Thereafter he ceased to think of it, and turned his activities again to the problem of energy and matter. He prepared his apparatus, and waited for his fortunes to provide the funds he required.
CHAPTER TWO
COMMERCE Perhaps a fortnight after the forwarding of Edmond's tube, he
received a reply from the concern.
'We have received and tested a vacuum tube submitted by
you...'
'The device fulfills your claims to some extent, and there is
a possibility that we might be interested in its manufacture....
Should you care to discuss the matter, we will be pleased to
receive you at this office at ...'
Edmond smiled his ironic smile, and dropped the letter in
his pocket.
'One of the axioms of a buyer is to appear only casually
interested,' he thought. 'Let their dignities be satisfied; I'll
go to them.'
Some three hours after the time designated, Edmond presented
himself at the outer office of Stoddard & Co., and passed
a card to the startled office girl. There ensued a delay of several
minutes. Edmond guessed that the powers behind the door
summoned an additional member. Then he was ushered in.
Four men rose as he entered, staring at him. He felt the
instant dislike that was his common reception; it flooded the
office with a tenseness, a chilly, unpleasant strain. He stared
back unsmiling, and after a moment, the oldest of the group
flushed and coughed apologetically.
'Mr. Hall?' he said. 'I am Mr. Stoddard and this is Mr.
Thwaites, our secretary. These two gentlemen,' indicating
a square-jawed, blue-eyed individual of forty, and a somewhat
younger one with spectacles, 'are Bohn and Hoffman, our
engineers.'
Edmond bowed slightly; the men nodded. Not one of the
group had extended a hand. He seated himself.
The president interrupted another strained silence with a
cough.
'We had expected you earlier,' he said.
'It was inconvenient,' said Edmond, and waited.
'Well, well, perhaps we had better get down to business.
This vacuum tube of yours is--somewhat revolutionary.
It seems to function satisfactorily, but would mean the discarding
and altering of considerable machinery.'
Edmond nodded.
'You must realize that this entails great expense, and there
is some doubt in my mind as to the value of the device.'
'Well?' said Edmond.
'What terms would you consider, if we should decide to
acquire the rights to your tube?'
'I will require,' said Edmond, 'a five percent royalty on the
selling price of the tube, and will permit you to manufacture
the device under an exclusive contract with me. I will retain
ownership of the patent, and the right to terminate the contract
should your production fall below a minimum of two
thousand per day. I will further require an initial payment of
a nominal amount--ten thousand dollars will be satisfactory,
and you may if you wish check this against future royalties.
Finally, I will myself draw the contract.'
'Those terms are impossible!' exclaimed the president.
'Very well,' said Edmond, and waited.
'Are you a lawyer?' asked Mr. Thwaites.
"No,' said Edmond, 'nevertheless the contract will be
binding.' He stared silently at the group before him, his
incredible hands clasped over the handle of his cane. There
was an aura of tension about the group. Each member felt an
inexplicable aversion to this curious presence, and Edmond
knew it. He smiled his saturnine and supremely irritating
smile.
The president looked at him with a weary somberness.
'Will you listen to our offer?'
'I consider my terms equitable,' said Edmond. 'May I
point out what you doubtless realize--that you have no choice?
The concern to which I grant this tube will immediately
possess a monopoly, since all other types are instantly obsolete.
You are compelled to accept my proposal.'
The four stared silently back at him. Bohn opened his
square jaw and inserted a pipe, He lit it, and puffed a moment.
'May I ask some questions?' he snapped.
'Yes.'
'What's the source of your electron flow?'
'It is a disintegration product. The energy used is atomic.'
'What's the material you use in your filament?'
'Radio-active lead.'
'There's no lead that active.'
'No,' said Edmond, 'I created it.'
'How?'
'That,' said Edmond, 'I will not answer.'
'Why not?' Bohn's voice crackled with enmity.
'Because the explanation is beyond your understanding.'
The engineer gave a contemptuous snort at the insult, and
fell silent, eyeing Edmond coldly. Edmond turned to Hoffman,
who seemed on the point of speech, by the blinking of his
eyes behind their lenses.
'May I ask what is the life of your filament?' he queried
mildly.
'It has a half-period of about eight thousand years.'
'What?'
'I say that it will dissipate half its activity in eight thousand
years.'
'D'you mean the thing's eternal?'
Edmond gave again his irritating smile with its intolerable
undertone of superiority and contempt.
Tou asked me the life of the filament. The useful life of the
tube is very much shorter. Inasmuch as the emission is constant
whether or not the device is in use, certain radiations
other than the electronic, produce effects. There is a tendency
for the plate and grid to become active under the influence of
alpha and gamma rays; this sets up a secondary opposing
electron stream from them which will gradually weaken the
conductive effect of the primary flow from the filament. The
loss of efficiency will become noticeable in about seven years.'
'But man, even that's too long!' exclaimed the president.
'It practically destroys the replacement market!'
'That need not worry a concern the size of yours. It will
take many decades to saturate the market.'
Mr. Thwaites spoke for the second time. 'We are simply
inviting legal trouble. The Corporation will never permit an
independent to ruin its market without a fight.'
'I will trust you to carry though the courts,' said Edmond.
'You will win, for the principle and the process of manufacture
are both basic and new.' He paused a moment, surveying
the group. 'Should it appear necessary, you may call upon
me.' His intonation implied contempt; the intolerable scathing
smile returned to his lips. It amused him that none of the
four had questioned his ability to oppose the rich and powerful
Corporation, owner of most of the basic electrical patents.
He noted Bohn's irritation and a certain tenseness in his jaw
as he bit his pipe. 'Your confidence is a high compliment,
Gentlemen. Is there anything further?'
'Yes!' snapped Bohn. 'I think this thing is a hoax!' He rose
excitedly from his chair. 'This man has bought or stolen
some radium from a hospital or laboratory, and he's alloyed
it with lead to make his filament! He's selling you about fifteen
hundred dollars worth of radium for the cash payment of
ten thousand dollars. Pay him and he'll never show up again!'
The four were on their feet facing Edmond, who still sat
smiling.
'Bohn's right!' said Hoffman. 'Radio-active lead--there
isn't any such thing! It's a fraud!'
Thwaites opened his mouth, and then remained silent.
The four angry men stood staring vindictively at the curious
being who faced them still with his smile of cold contempt.
There was a moment of pause bitter with hatred.
'I congratulate you, Mr. Bohn,' said Edmond, his voice
and expression unaltered. 'Your deductions are admirable,
but have the one flaw of being incorrect.' He drew from his
pocket a little disc as large as a silver dollar, wrapped in a
dull-glinting lead-foil; he tossed this before the group, where
it dropped on the table with a leaden thump.
'There is a two-ounce disc of A-lead. If it contains radium,
its value will be considerably greater than your ten thousand
dollar payment. I leave it as a token of good faith, gentlemen;
it cost me perhaps three dollars.'
He glanced at Bohn, who was unwrapping the foil about the
piece with fury in his blue eyes.
'You may perform any tests you wish on this material,
Mr. Bohn, but handle it gingerly. It burns--like radium!'
Edmond rose.
'I do not require your check at once, but will expect it
within a week, at which time I will submit my contract for
your signatures. During the interim Mr. Bohn and Mr. Hoffman
may call at my home.' He indicated his card, which still
lay on the table, 'for instructions in the method and some of the
principles underlying the preparation of activated lead. They
will perceive that the cost of manufacture is surprisingly low.'
'Why only some of the principles?' asked Bohn, glowering.
'Those that you can comprehend,' said Edmond, turning
I to the door. 'Good afternoon, gentlemen.'
He departed, hearing with amusement the crescendo of
excited and angry voices issuing from the closing door. The
voice of the president--'What was that man? Did you see his
hands?'
CHAPTER THREE
MARKET Edmond stepped out of the building into the late afternoon
sun that flashed at him from the windshields of ten thousand
west-bound vehicles. He shaded his eyes for a moment, then
crossed Adams Street and continued south, merging for the
moment into the stream of living beings that eddied around and
between the canyon-forming buildings.
'This river flows its own way, bound by laws as definite and
predictable as those that govern flowing water,' he reflected.
'Mankind in the mass is a simple and controllable thing, like
a peaceful river; it is only in the individual that there is a little
fire of independence.'
He entered the lobby of a great white skyscraper. Disregarding
the clicking of the elevator starters, he mounted the
stairs to the second floor, turning into the customers' room of
his brokers. The market was long since closed; he was alone
in a room of vacant chairs save for several clerks casting up the
final quotations, and an old man sweeping scraps and cigarette
butts into a central pile. The translux was dark, but a ticker
still clicked out its story of'bid-and asked'; no one watched it
as its yellow ribbon flowed endlessly into a waste-basket.
Edmond walked over to the far end of the room, where a
smaller board carried the Curb quotations. A casual glance
was sufficient; Stoddard & Co. had closed just below twenty,
for a fractional loss from the preceding day. He stood for a
few moments recapitulating his readily available resources--he
found no need ever for written accounts--and walked over
to the desk, to a clerk who had handled his occasional previous
transactions. He nodded as the man greeted him by name.
'You may buy me five thousand Stoddard at twenty,' he said.
'Five thousand, Mr. Hall? Do you think it advisable to
speculate for that amount? Stoddard's only an independent,
you know.'
'I am not speculating,' said Edmond.
'But the company has never paid a dividend.'
'I require the stock for a particular reason.'
The clerk scribbled on a blank order: '5000 Sdd. @ 20
O.B., N.Y. Curb,' and passed it to him. He signed in his
accustomed precise script.
'You realize, of course, that we cannot margin this stock,
being on the Curb, and poor bank collateral.'
'Of course,' said Edmond. 'I will provide sufficient security.'
So he departed.
CHAPTER FOUR
PUZZLEMENT Bohn and Hoffman presented themselves at Edmond's home
promptly in accordance with their appointment. Magda
admitted them, and directed them to the upper rear room that
served as his laboratory. They found him seated facing the
door, idle, and toying with little Homo who chattered furiously
at them. Edmond returned their cold greetings without rising,
indicating two wooden chairs beside the long table.
Hoffman sat down quietly and faced Edmond, but his
companion's eyes ranged sharply about the room. Bohn noted
the blackened windows, and a peculiar shade in the illumination
of the room struck him. He glanced at the lights--two
bulbs of high capacity of the type called daylight, under
whose blue-white glare the group assumed a corpse-like
grayness. Their host was hideous, Bohn thought; curious
thing, he continued mentally, since his features were not irregular.
The repulsion was something behind appearances, some
fundamental difference in nature. He continued his inspection,
considering now the equipment of the laboratory. A small motor-generator
in the far corner, probably as a direct-current
source, beside it a transformer, and next to that the condenser
and hollow cylinder of a rather large high-frequency coil. A
flat bowl of mercury rested on a little turn-table at his elbow;
he gave it a twist, and it spun silently, the liquid metal rising
about the sides of the bowl in a perfect parabolic mirror.
Struck by a sudden thought, he glanced at the ceiling; there
was a shutter there that might open on a skylight. For the rest,
jars of liquid, some apparently containing algae, a sickly plant
or two on a shelf below the black window, and two white
rabbits dolefully munching greens in a cage on the windowless
wall. Simple enough equipment!
Edmond meanwhile had dismissed the monkey, who backed
away from the group, regarded the strangers with bright intelligent
eyes and scampered out into the hallway.
'You are not impressed, Mr. Bohn.'
'Hardly.' Bohn bitterly resented the implied sneer.
'The tools are less important than the hand that wields
them.'
'Let's get down to business,' said Bohn.
'Very well,' said their host. 'Will you be so kind as to lift
that reflector to the table?'
He indicated one of several wooden bowls perhaps eighteen
inches across whose inner surfaces seemed blackened as if
charred or rubbed with graphite. Bohn stooped to lift it; it was
surprisingly heavy, necessitating the use of both his hands. He
placed it on the table before Edmond.
'Thank you. Now if you will watch me....'
He opened a drawer in the table, removing from it a spool
of heavy wire and a whitened cardboard square perhaps four
inches to a side.
'This is lead wire. This cardboard is coated with calcium
fluoride.'
He passed the articles to Bohn, who received them with
patient skepticism.
'I want you to see that the wire is inactive. I will extinguish
the lights'--the room was suddenly and mysteriously dark 'and
you will note that the board does not fluoresce.'
Bohn rubbed the wire across the square, but there was no
result whatsoever. The lights were suddenly glowing again;
the wire and square were unchanged save for a scratch or
two on the latter's white surface.
'Your demonstration is convincing,' said Bohn sardonically.
'We feel assured that the wire is innocent and harmless.'
Tass it here, then, and I will give it its fangs.'
Edmond unwound some six inches from the spool, leaving
it still attached, extended out like a little wand. He drew three
cords from points on the edge of his reflector; at the apex of
the tetrahedron thus formed he gathered the ends. To mark
this elusive point in space he moved a ring stand beside the
bowl setting a clamp to designate the intersection of his bits
of string which he allowed to drop.
'A simple method of locating the focus,' he explained. 'As
the black surface of my reflector does not reflect light, I have
to use other means. The focal length, as you see, is about
thirty centimeters. The reflector itself is not parabolic, but
spherical. I do not desire too sharp a focus, as I wish to irradiate
the entire volume of the lead wire--not merely a single
point.'
The two visitors watched without comment. Their host
passed the six-inch rod of lead back and forth through the
point indicated by the clamp, back and forth perhaps a dozen
times. Then he tossed the spool to Bohn.
'Hold it by the spool, Mr. Bohn. It will bite now.'
Bohn examined the little rod, which seemed utterly unchanged.
'Well?' he said sharply.
'We will try the fluorescent screen. I will extinguish the
lights'--and again the lights were dark. Bohn placed the rod
of lead above the square; at once a pallid blue-white glow
spread over the surface. The scratches Bohn had made were
outlined in white fire, and the square shone like a little window
opening on a cloudy night sky. The cold white flame rippled as
he moved the rod above it.
The voice of their host sounded: 'Try your diamond, Mr.
Hoftrnan.' Hoffman slipped a ring from his finger, and held
it toward the glowing square. As it approached the wire, the
gem began to glow in its setting; it glistened with an icy blue
fire far brighter than the square. Hoffman withdrew it, but it
continued to flame with undiminished brilliance. The lights
flashed on, catching the two engineers blinking down at the
glowing diamond.
'It will fluoresce for some time to come,' said Edmond.
'At least you may be assured that the gem is genuine; imitations
will not react.' He paused. 'Is there anything further?'
We are convinced,' said Bohn shortly. 'Will you explain
your methods?'
'In part.' Edmond drew a cigarette from a box beside him,
and passed them to the engineers. Hoffman accepted one, but
Bohn shook his head and drew out his pipe. Their host exhaled
a long plume of smoke.
'Obviously,' he continued, 'the simplest way to break up
an atom is through sympathetic vibration. The same principle
as breaking a glass goblet by playing a violin above it at the
proper pitch.'
'That's an old idea,' said Hoffman, 'but it never worked.'
'No; because no one has been able to produce a vibration of
great enough frequency. The electrons of most substances
have revolution periods measurable in millionths of a second.
'However, certain rays are known that have frequencies of
this order; I refer to the so-called cosmic rays.'
'Bah!' said Bohn. 'I suppose you produce cosmic rays!'
'No,' said Edmond, staring coldly at him.
'To continue: It has also been observed that lead exposed
to the weather for a long period of years becomes mildly
radioactive. All the fools now occupying chairs of research
have attributed this to sunlight. Of course, they are wrong;
it is due to the cosmic rays.
'Therefore, I have designed this reflector'--he tapped the
bowl--'which brings the cosmic rays which enter this room to
a focus, intensifying their effect a thousandfold. That is what
starts the disintegration of the lead; once begun, the process is
self-continuous.' He paused again. 'Do you wish to ask any
questions?'
'Yes,' said both men at once. Hoffman fell silent, and
Bohn spoke, apparently somewhat subdued.
'I have always understood that cosmic rays have unparalleled
penetrative power, passing far into the deepest mines, and
that even gold is very transparent to them. It is generally
believed that nothing will reflect them.'
'Almost nothing, Mr. Bohn. My reflector will.'
'But what material do you use?'
'Did you ever hear of neutronium, Mr. Bohn?'
'Neutronium!' both men spoke.
That,' said Hoffman, 'is the stuff that's left after all the
electrons are driven off. Neutronium is solid protons, and
weighs about one ton to the cubic inch.'
'But that stuff is simply hypothetical,' objected Bohn.
'Not quite hypothetical, Mr. Bohn. It occurs in the dwarf
stars, for instance, and in other places.'
'Where, for example?'
'In this room, Mr. Bohn. I have caused an infinitesimal
layer of it to be created on the reflecting side of this wooden
bowl, a deposit inconceivably thin--perhaps only two or three
protons deep. Nevertheless, it is sufficient. Doubtless you
noticed the weight.'
'Yes.' He stared at the black concavity on the table. 'By
what means do you perform this?'
'By means I shall not reveal, because it is dangerous.'
'Dangerous! You needn't be solicitous of our safety!'
'I am not, but of my own. The process is economically
dangerous.'
'Bah! That's what people thought about every practical
advance, from steam engines, on.'
'Yes,' said Edmond, 'and I know of none that has not been
perverted to destruction.' For the first time in the interview he
smiled, and the men flushed angrily. 'Would you place hand
grenades in the paws of all the apes in the zoo, Mr. Bohn?
Neither shall I.' He crushed out his cigarette in an ash tray
with an air of closing the subject, and turned to Hoffman.
'You wished to ask a question, Mr. Hoffman.'
The other leaned forward, peering at Edmond through his
eye-glasses.
'Will this process disintegrate other elements besides lead,
Mr. Hall?'
'A few, but the process is infinitely slower.'
'Why is that?'
'There are several reasons. Primarily, because lead is itself
more or less unstable in structure. Then, neutronium in this
very thin deposit reflects the particular ray that affects lead in
greater degree; in other words, my reflector has a sort of cosmic
color. Again, the lead radiations form the greater portion
of the cosmic rays themselves, for a reason I have not bothered
to ascertain; they too are leaden-hued. That is of course why
leaden roofs and gutters are activated after long exposure to
weather, while zinc or iron or copper ones are not.'
'I see,' said Hoffman slowly. 'Say, how long have you been
working on this, Mr. Hall?'
'About six weeks,' said Edmond coldly, ignoring the look
of amazement on the faces of his guests. He continued: 'I
think we have covered sufficient ground here. You may send
for these four reflectors; they will treat enough lead for your
present capacity. Should increased production necessitate any
addition, I will supply them. You may install these in any part
of your plant; the cosmic rays are but slightly diffused by
passing through the building. The technique of the actual
handling of the filament I will leave to you, but be sure to
safeguard your workers with lead-foil lined gloves against
radium burns.'
He rose, and the others followed.
'I'll take this one with me, if you don't mind,' said Bohn,
lifting the wooden bowl from the table with some effort.
The three passed into the hall 'Homo!' called Edmond sharply,
and from somewhere in the darkness of the hall the monkey
scampered, leaping to his shoulder, and crouching there. As
they were descending the stairs, Hoffman noticed their host
glance backward at the lighted rectangle of laboratory door;
instantly the lights went out. The engineer made no comment,
but drew a deep breath when the front door had closed upon
them. He followed Bohn, who staggered ahead under the weight
he bore, and helped him slide the bowl to the floor of their car.
'What d'you think of it, Carl?' said Hoffman, as the car
moved.
'Don't know.'
'D'you believe that stuff about cosmic rays and neutronium?'
'We'll damn soon find out when I get to the lab. I got some
lead there that I know isn't doctored.'
They were silent for several blocks.
'Say, Carl, did you see him put out the lights?'
'Trick. He did it with his feet.'
'But he put 'em out from the hall when we were going.'
'Switch in the hall.'
But Hoffman, less solid in outlook, more mystical than
Bohn, remained unconvinced. The curious Edmond had impressed
him deeply, and he found his character far less repulsive
at this second meeting. There was a sort of fascination
about the man.
'Do you think he knows as much as he says he does?'
'If he does, he's the devil.'
'Yes, I thought that too, Carl.'
The car drew up before the Stoddard plant, and the two
scrambled out.
'Lend me a hand, Mac, and I'll damn soon find out what
this thing is.'
But Bohn never did. He blunted innumerable knives on
the black surface, and dented it very easily with a chisel, but
never managed to collect enough of the stuff to analyze. The
deposit was far too thin, a tenuous coating of something heavy
that nothing could dislodge.
CHAPTER FIVE
THE SEED OF POWER Several weeks later Edmond sold his Stoddard at a fourteen
point profit, and unemotionally watched it climb to more than
forty. Then he set about securing his radium; part of it he
was able to obtain from a domestic producer, and the remainder
from Europe. He owned finally ten grams of a salty white
crystalline powder--the sulphide of radium--and he had
paid about fifty thousand dollars for this somewhat less than
a spoonful. He had, however, a constant source of niton, in
minute quantities it is true, but invariable and practically
eternal. Nor was it an unwise purchase from any standpoint,
for the radium was readily salable at any time.
He turned his energies again to the more complete solution
of the mystery of matter. Niton, the gaseous emanation evolved
by radium from its own decay, is in itself decaying, its own
atoms bursting, consuming themselves in the long series of
disintegrating elements whose end-product is lead. But niton
is infinitely more active than its parent radium, and from its
exploding atoms Edmond hoped to produce an intense beam
of rays of the cosmic order by throwing these atoms into inconceivably
rapid oscillation. To this end he enclosed the evanescent
gas in a little globular bulb, on one hemisphere of which
he caused to form an infinitely thin deposit of neutronium
which was to serve both as a shield and a reflector for the beam.
At opposite points on the globe's equator--the juncture of the
black and clear hemispheres, he placed the slender platinum
electrodes that were to admit to the gas an interrupted current
of infinitesimal period; it remained now to produce an interrupter,
a circuit-breaker, capable of breaking his current into
bursts whose period compared to the almost instantaneous
periods of revolving electrons.
Edmond resumed his consideration of the atom disrupter.
He had now, in his niton tube, an oscillator capable of responding
to the stimulus of such an electric stress as he contemplated;
it remained for him to produce an alternator of sufficient
frequency. He wanted now an alternating electric current of
such short period that the already active niton atoms should
be wrenched and strained so violently that the gamma radiations
increase their hardness to the vastly higher scale of the
cosmic rays. Out of their torture he wished to wrest those
mysterious impulses that signal the birth-throes of atoms.
What agent could he use? Certainly no mechanical device
could attain the nearly infinite frequency he required; even
the discharge of a condenser fell far short. He discarded likewise
the agency of chemistry; ions could not vibrate with violence
sufficient to destroy themselves. His search limited itself
of necessity to the more subtle field that lay within the atom;
only electrons possessed the colossal, fluent velocity he
needed. For many hours he sat toying with the problem, and
the solution eluded him; finally he wearied of the glare of
light in his laboratory and descended to the floor below.
Evening was falling, unseen in the black-windowed room he
quitted; its dusk was already in the hall and the library,
though a low sun still gilded the living-room wall. Homo
skipped frantically about his cage in the library; his chattering
was a summons to Edmond, who released the exuberant
creature, permitting it to scamper to his shoulder. He seated
himself in his usual chair before the fireplace and gave himself
to his thoughts. These were not somber; the spur of obstacles,
strange to his experience, gave a piquancy to the problem.
'It has long been suspected,' he reflected, 'that the laws of
the conservation of energy and of mass are the same law; this
means in effect that translation of matter to energy is possible,
and conversely, one must be able to create matter out of pure
energy. And of course, the relation becomes more obvious
when it is realized that energy itself has mass; light, the purest
form of energy known, obeys the laws of mechanics as docilely
as a baseball tossed into the air.'
Then he reverted to the immediate problem of his interrupter.
By degrees, even this yielded to the inhuman ingenuity
of his twin minds. By the time Magda announced dinner, he
had a tentative solution, and before the end of his after-dinner
cigarette, he had evolved a mechanism that might, he believed,
serve his purpose. He returned to his laboratory in the evening
and set about the business of constructing the device.
He took two tiny pillars of his A-lead, and caused the two
electron beams to interfere; along the combined stream he
passed his current. Thus he had an interrupter whose period
was measurable in millionths of a second; by adjusting the
relative positions of his A-lead pillars, he could reduce it to
billionths. His current traversed a stream of electrons that
flowed in little instantaneous bursts, whose frequency he controlled.
Thus Edmond constructed his atom disrupter, and
only when it was complete did he pause to reflect, and question
himself why.
'For what reason, to what purpose, do I create a device
that, though it will release limitless energy for society's service,
can also unleash power enough to tumble the earth out of its
orbit? I neither love man enough to grant him the power of
the gods, nor hate him so bitterly as to place in his hands his--and
my own--destruction.'
And he answered himself: 'My only impulse in this creation
has been the escape of boredom. I labor to no end at all; thus
again I am faced by that which blocks all efforts everywhere--futility.'
Nevertheless, he was avidly curious to watch the release
of that power which was all but legendary, which had always
glowed just beyond the horizon of physics like a never rising
sun. The declaration of futility was a rational thing as yet;
for this time he had no real sense nor feeling of it, but rather a
resurgence of strong pride in his achievement. He felt indeed
a species of elation very foreign to his somber nature; he alone
held the key to the twin doors of salvation and destruction,
his the decision. 'I am the only being in this part of the
universe who holds such a key; by virtue of it I rule or destroy
as I will.'
Then to watch the atom-blaster perform. He selected a
tiny speck of potassium to disrupt--a piece smaller by far
than the head of an average pin. This element he chose because
of its comparative rarity; he did not wish to adjust his radiations
to calcium or iron or aluminum and find stray beams
disintegrating the walls of his house with perhaps enough
accidental violence to blast into dust all that hundred-mile city
whose nucleus is Chicago. This tiny speck, still moist with
oil, he placed on a square of tile at the estimated focus of his
niton tube. He sat for a moment making his calculations,
building in his mental view a potassium atom, selecting a key
electron whose period he must determine. Then he adjusted
the twin pillars of his interrupter with incredible delicacy,
and thereafter stood with his hand on the switch of the motor
generator surveying the various parts of the device. In a
moment he dropped the switch and removed the speck of
potassium from the tile; it had occurred to him that the tile
itself might contain potassium salts, and certainly the allied
sodium; a slight error in the setting of his interrupter would
blast the sister element into a terrific volcano of destruction.
It was the nearest to error he had ever come throughout his
life.
He tipped the bit of metal to a leaden disc, stepped back to
the far corner of the room, and threw the switch. The generator
hummed; the tube of niton glowed with its characteristic
violet; now through the clear half of the bulb he believed a
stream of cosmic rays was pouring--not the diffuse and mild
rays that flowed out of space, but an intense beam like that of
a search-light. Yet the potassium remained unaltered.
He cut the switch, and again adjusted his interrupter, at a
guess to a slightly lower frequency. Again he set the generator
spinning.
Instantly it came. Where the speck of metal had rested
hovered a two foot roaring sphere of brilliant violet light, whose
heat singed his eyebrows, whose terrible flames were unfaceable.
Reverberations pounded his ear-drums, and great lightning-like
discharges leaped from his clothing. The room
reeled in a crescendo of crashes; the terrific flaming ball that
hovered above the table seemed to his half-blinded gaze to
expand like a trap-door into Hell. A second--two seconds--it
flared--then with a dying crackle of sparks it dissipated,
darkened, dropped into nothingness. A strong odor of ozone
swept the room and Edmond dropped his blistered hands from
his eyes, to gaze dazzled at the aftermath of wreckage. A pool
of molten lead lay on the table, about whose edge the wood
flamed. He quickly smothered the conflagration with the
contents of a flower pot, and examined the rest of the room's
equipment. Surprisingly, the damage was less than he had
anticipated. His niton tube was in splinters and his interrupter
in fragments; no matter--they could be replaced should he
ever desire.
He realized that he never would. The experiment was
finished--completed--his interest in it had vanished. Let the
earth-wrecker lie destroyed and unrecorded, let men suck the
little driblets of energy they had always used. The spray from
this ocean he had tapped; he wished neither to rule nor to
destroy.
He called Magda to clean up the debris and went downstairs
to the library. He summoned Homo to his knees and sat for a
long tune surveying the cold hearth.
CHAPTER SIX
FRIENDSHIP AND HUMOR After the experiment of the atom-breaker and its culmination,
that sense of futility which Edmond had reasoned but not felt
appeared in reality. He grew weary of knowledge, since it led
nowhere but only seemed to point a way, like a will-o'-the-wisp
across a swamp. He perceived that all knowledge was useless,
since all generalities were false. If no Absolutes existed, science
itself must consist of merely relative truths. The pursuit of
science was no more than the grubbing out of an infinity of
little facts whose sum total was zero. All effort, he thought, was
bounded by that one impenetrable spell that was called futility.
His twin minds dissociated; he permitted them to trace out
each its own ratiocinations.
'Every effort is foredoomed to be in vain,' he reflected, 'but
living is only to struggle against this doom. Life is that which
fights futility, and is to this extent free.'
'Every effort is foredoomed,' said his other self, taking this
same point of departure, 'and rational living is to recognize
this doom and cease to struggle against it. This is to be really
free.'
Then his being merged into a unity, promulgating the conclusion
he derived from these divergent courses of reason.
'Only one thing is certain: that truth is a subjective idea
void of reality, and is wholly relative to the point of view.'
For some tune Edmond abandoned his laboratory, pursuing
knowledge of a different sort. Thrust into a world peopled by
human beings, he now devoted his time to a survey of their
society, and an analysis of their functioning. He had of course,
long since realized that he was somehow a being apart from
these, one whose appearance, whose very mind, was alien to
them. He wished, therefore, to acquire a viewpoint to enable
him to understand those among whom he moved, or if they
proved too utterly foreign, to at least appreciate wherein
lay the differences. To Edmond who saw all things from two
viewpoints, the world was a highly complex organization quite
|incomprehensible to beings of single minds.
'All creatures live in a world just greater than their ability
conceive,' he reflected. 'The worm, blind and possessing
only the single sense of touch, lives in a world of one dimension,
but beings from outside stab at him and devour.
'I go now into that Elfhame of Cabell's, where things have
only one side, but I anticipate the finding there of no Thin
Queen.'
So Edmond locked the door upon a room of wonders,
abandoning there his quest for truth through the maze of
natural things. For he foresaw that the facets of the jewel were
infinite, and that a greater intelligence than his would yet fail
to isolate truth in a laboratory. He opened another door upon
the colossus of the city, and stepped into the streaming life
that flowed about him.
Disregarding his roadster that stood at the curb, he walked
east to Sheridan Road, to board a bus. The day was crisp
late Autumn; leaves crunched underfoot as he walked. Trim
women passed him with a single glance, a man or two with
none at all. At the corner half a dozen people waited; Edmond
scanned them with his instantaneous glance. He attempted to
read their characters from their features; he failed and knew
that he failed. Two of them, girls in sleek cloth coats with
caressing fur about their throats were talking; the rest stood
in that frigid silence characteristic of an unacquainted group.
He listened casually.
'Paul's bringing two or three with him tonight--one's a
critic on the State Herald.'
That was the slender dark one speaking.
'Paul's the only one that's got anything. He's a thrill,
Vanny.'
'Think so? Come on over, if you like; it's just an informal
bull-session.'
'No bridge?'
'Not with this bunch of literary lights. The supreme
egotists are your literati, and bridge requires a partner.'
Edmond glanced at the speaker's face, unexpectedly
meeting her eyes. He bowed in recognition, and the girl
smiled a perfunctory smile. It was Evanne Marten of his
school days, grown, he thought, rather lovely in a dark, lithe
way. She had an air of being always taut as a watch spring,
an elan, a vivacity, that had come of her childish sauciness.
When the bus stopped, he watched the smooth flash of her
legs as she mounted the step, watched without any emotion
but with a distinct aesthetic appreciation.
The two girls turned into the interior; Edmond chose to
ride above, where smoking was permitted. As he moved up
the narrow stairway he heard the voice of her companion
'Who's the queer boy friend, Vanny?' and Vanny's answering
laugh. He smiled a little to himself and thought no more of it
for that time. He permitted his minds to roam at random,
absorbing the unceasing roar of traffic, the buoyant life that
flowed in a river of steel about him, in the middle distance the
flash of the lake under a morning sun. The bus rumbled in
heightened tempo as it spun at a suddenly increased speed into
Lincoln Parkway. Over there the Elks' Memorial. An equestrian
statue of someone, too distant to read the inscription.
The overpass at the park's south limits; the Drake, the old
watertower. He watched Vanny and her companion alight;
they marched briskly along Michigan toward a row of shops,
turned into one--'Veblis--Chapeaux'. The bridge with its
sentinel skyscrapers. After a few blocks he got off, turned
west into the Loop. He drifted with the crowd and sought to
identify himself with it.
After a time, he turned into a motion picture theater--the
first time since his latter childhood. He followed the play with
interest, absorbed not by the puerile story nor the caricatures
that passed as characterization but by the revelations of the
minds that created and the minds that enjoyed these things.
Through the play he saw both author and audience. He
wondered mildly at what he perceived.
'If this level strikes the average of humanity's intelligence,
then the world lies ready for my taking.'
He reflected further.
'What I see here is again the crowd, and therefore no true
standard by which to judge. The mob-man is the composite
picture of his component men; all fine shadings are lost in the
dominant and primal influences. A man may be intelligent
enough, but the mob-man never; and it is this being I see
reflected here, for audiences are in a true sense mobs.'
He left the theater and turned down State Street, passing
gradually from the flooded noonday canyons of the Loop into
streets of lower buildings and drab little shops. A panhandler
sidled up to him with a low whine; Edmond tossed him a
quarter without listening or looking. From a basement
entrance a dog rushed out at him barking and snapping; with
experienced skill, he dealt the cur a sharp blow with his cane.
'Man and his ally the dog both perceive in me the Enemy,'
he thought. 'Why am I the Enemy? For what obscure reason
am I placed here solitary, foredoomed to defeat, my only
safety to assume the disguise of humanity? Something has
gone wrong with the progression of the ages, and I am born
long out of my time.'
Thus he reflected, meanwhile watching the stream of
beings about him, playing still the part of observer. For he
moved through the stream but not a part of it; he was still
alien, strange, unable to establish a rapport with the people
of the stream. His viewpoint, he realized, was starkly different
from theirs; it remained to find the common ground.
A window to his left caught his eye, a cheap little shop that
did framing and sold the intolerable prints hung in the rooms
of the neighborhood. There were a number of them in the
window, but what Edmond saw was a little landscape in oils a
canvas no greater than six inches by ten. A curious little
thing--nothing more than a tree, a rock, and a dusky sky,
and these a trifle twisted, but somehow it seemed to convey a
meaning. Something formless and inchoate, but a symbol
nevertheless. It was an experience unique to him; he marveled
that so simple a thing could arouse a tinge of feeling in his
icy being. He entered, and stood before a dusty counter piled
with framing. A nondescript man emerged from the rear.
'I want that oil you have in the window.'
'Yes sir,' said the man, and procured it, placing it before
Edmond. 'Very pretty little picture isn't it, sir?'
'No,' said Edmond, examining it. Certainly it was not a
pretty picture; there was an air of horror about the scene, as
of some region foreign to reason, a glimpse of an insane world.
He scanned the unusually lucid script--Sarah Maddox.
'Who painted this?'
'I don't really know, sir. They come in here to sell 'em
when they're broke; sometimes I never see 'em twice. I
remember it was a sort of thin woman, but most of 'em are
that way.' He frowned in concentration. 'Wait a minute; I
think I paid her by check, and sometimes I put the address on
the stub, in case the work sells good.'
He thumbed through some stubs, then shook his head.
'The check was made out to cash. I didn't think her work
would take, you see.'
'How much is it?'
The man looked at him appraisingly.
'Eight dollars, sir.'
Edmond paid and left, carrying the picture wrapped in a
square of brown paper. He wandered on. He was somewhat
surprised at the unattainability of man the individual. How did
one pick up acquaintances? He considered approaching one
of the numerous idlers he passed, and rejected the plan knowing
from experience how he would be received. He walked on,
back toward the towered heart of the city. A bookstore. He
entered, glanced over the shelves of volumes. A clerk spoke
to him by name; he had made previous purchases there.
At the rear was a table piled indiscriminately with tattered
volumes. He picked up the first to hand, a book thick as a
table dictionary--the Apocalypse Revealed of Swedenborg.
He glanced through it, reading with his accustomed rapidity,
absorbing the meaning of the entire sentences instantly, as
one might read words. He was interested by the curious intricacy
of the author's mind. 'They call him a mystic,' he
thought, 'epithet of all epithets the most inapplicable. This
man is no mystic, but scientist wasting his talents on a dream;
his mind to his work is as a sculptor's chisel trying to carve
out of a cloud.'
He tossed the volume back, stepped again to the counter.
The clerk moved to serve him.
'What book,' said Edmond, 'do you find the most popular
at this time?'
The clerk smiled, and tapped a pile of little booklets before
him. Edmond recognized them from various references he had
seen in the newspapers; they held the autobiography of one
who specialized in a lowly type of architecture.
'I don't think you'd care for this, Mr. Hall,' said the clerk
recalling certain previous purchases of Edmond's. 'It's supposed
to be humorous.'
'I want one, however.'
He took the thin little volume to a chair beside a table; in
half an hour he had perused it.
'I lack all humor save irony,' he thought. 'Until I can understand
this element in men their minds will elude me. I think
that humor in itself is the enjoyment of disaster to others;
people constitutionally hate each other, and the reason they
band together in tribes and nations is merely that they fear
nature and foreigners more deeply.'
He slipped the booklet into his pocket, picked up his
package, and again departed. The early setting sun of Autumn
was already behind the buildings; the streets were beginning
to chill. He hooked his cane over his arm and walked toward
the lake; he turned north on Michigan, walking idly, aimlessly.
The sense of futility was on him again; he forbore even to
think. It seemed to him that he could never bridge the hiatus
that lay between him and humanity; alien he was, and was
doomed to remain. To make friends was an impossible feat;
among the millions about him he walked solitary. He watched
the flood of impatient cars jostle each other in a vast medley
of motion, and walked and walked; he was lonely.
He passed the Drake. Beyond, the graying lake broke
close to the street; some benches caught his eye and he crossed
over to rest, for the long walking of the day had tired him a
little. He sat down and lit a cigarette, watching the play of
shadows between the wave crests. He felt desolate, futile.
A figure passed before him, turned and repassed, seating
itself on the next bench a few yards to his left. He smoked
silently. The figure suddenly moved to his side; he sensed it
now as a woman, but made no move.
'Got the blues, huh?'
He turned. She was one of the ageless creatures of the
modern city, wearing a mask of powder, her cheeks bright
even in the dimming light.
'Yes,' he said.
'Maybe I could cheer you up?' It was a question.
'Sit here a while. I should like to talk to you.'
'Gosh, no sermons, Mister! I heard 'em all!'
'No. No sermons. I merely wish to talk to you.'
'Well, I'm here.'
Edmond drew the booklet he had purchased from his
pocket.
'Have you read this?'
She leaned over peering at the title, and smiled.
'Huh, and I thought for a minute you were some kind of a
preacher. No, I ain't read it, but a regular--a friend of mine,
he tells me about it. I got a laugh.'
'It is very funny, isn't it?'
'Yeah, the part where he falls in.' She laughed. 'The girls
nearly passed out, the way he told it.'
Edmond passed her the book.
'You may have this copy.'
'Thanks.' There was a moment's pause.
'Say, ain't we going somewhere?'
'I want to talk to you a while.'
'Well, I gotta live.'
'Yes,' said Edmond; 'that is true, from one viewpoint.'
'Talking don't buy no groceries. I gotta live.'
'Why?'
'Why? What's the idea? Everybody's gotta live, don't they?'
'People seem to believe so.'
'Say, what's the matter with you? Don't you like me?'
'As well as I like any person.'
'Say, who do you think you are, anyway?'
'That,' said Edmond, 'is something I have often wondered.'
He stood up; his companion rose with him. He drew a
bill from his pocket--five dollars, he noticed, and passed it to
her.
'Good evening,' he said.
'Is that all you want?'
'Yes.'
'Well, for God's sake! Turned down! I never been so--Say,
I know what's wrong with you! You must be queer!'
Edmond stared at her coldly. Suddenly a flame filled his
eyes. He raised his arm, holding his hand before her face.
Above his palm, his fingers writhed and twisted like five little
snakes. He wriggled them before her eyes; they coiled about
each other. The woman stared in frozen fascination for a
moment, then shrieked, backed away, and fled over the
clipped grass toward the street.
'That,' said Edmond, as he reseated himself, and reached
for another cigarette, 'is humor!'
CHAPTER SEVEN
THE STUDY OF MAN
'An entomologist,' thought Edmond from his chair before
the fire, 'studies one variety of insect after another, learning
their different life cycles and diverse habits.
'I spend my time unprofitably observing this single ant-heap
of Chicago; perhaps I can learn what I wish by comparison
with others.'
Thus, leaving Homo in Magda's care, Edmond set out to
travel. He viewed New York with little interest, sailing immediately
for Liverpool because at the moment that route was
most convenient. Thereafter he visited France for some
months, liking best of all regions the country of the Spanish
border with its magnificent uplands.
French and German he had as a heritage of his school days;
other tongues came to him with an incredible facility, so that
as he wandered he absorbed the dialect of his locale with
chameleon-like rapidity. Yet his quest was fruitless in so far as
the study of men went, for he found no differences save superficial
ones.
He visited the bookstores in Paris and Venice, and added
greatly to his collection. Several times he found curious
volumes that surprised him--a little undated manuscript
detailing a queer jest of Gilles de Retz, a tiny volume of twelve
pages describing Roger Bacon's experiment with a mechanical
head. And there were others.
'Am I really the first of my kind?' he wondered. 'Perhaps
in other ages an individual or so of us may have existed, solitary
as I am solitary, lonely as I.' The thought imparted to him
a feeling of great sadness. 'Their works lie here neglected,
understood dimly or not at all, while lesser genius is enthroned.'
So he wandered, sometimes rewarded, sometimes prey to a
vast boredom and a sense of futility that nothing ever quite
eradicated. About a year after his departure, he suddenly
abandoned his quest and sailed from Havre.
'Homo Sapiens is a single species,' he concluded, 'and the
world over, there exist no important differences save those of
custom. Herein lies the reason for the recession of romantic
color; there is nowhere anything unique. All people are merely
types, members of a class, and no one anywhere merits the
article "the". The Kraken has vanished from men's consciousness,
and instead we have whales. The Golden Fleece has
sunk into a legend of tradesmen.'
He arrived at the house on Kenmore some hours after Homo
coughed a final weak cough and succumbed at last to the
unnatural climate, anda window Magda forgotto close. Edmond
was somewhat moved as he gazed at the little furry body.
'So passes my single friend, and the only being whose
presence I could miss. To my one friendship, therefore, I
now erect a memorial.'
He took the small corpse to his long-locked laboratory,
emerging some time later with a tiny articulated skull. Thereafter
he sent for a mason, and had this strange memento inset
into the stonework above the library fire-place, whence it
hollow gaze was fixed forever on his favored chair. Here he
seated himself at the completion of the work, turning contemplative
eyes on the empty ones that had been Homo's. Thus
he sat silent for a long time, following out a course of thought
that lay mostly beyond the regions enterable by words. Finally
he stirred himself, being weary of thinking, and lit a cigarette
with dextrous hands.
'Homo,' he said, 'is released from the innumerable petty
illusions that harass life. He knows not even that he know:
not, and is infinitely wiser than he was when he perhaps
thought himself wise.... For the most barren of all is the
illusion of knowledge, which is a negative illusion, so that the
more a man learns the less he knows.' His eyes turned to the
Jittle landscape by Sarah Maddox that hung to the right of the
mantel; as he gazed at it obliquely, it seemed again that he
looked through a window at a strange world.
After a moment, he stirred, picked up the mass of mail that
had accumulated during his absence. A vast sheaf of advertisements,
which he tossed to the fire, a few current bills--he had
let Magda forward these monthly to his bank for payment--several
envelopes bearing the letterheads of universities.
Edmond smiled; he had expected inquiries concerning his
A-lead from the various students of matter and energy. He
put these aside unopened; Bohn could take care of the replies.
'What is to be done now?' he thought. 'Let me take my cue
again from the naturalist--when he has studied the habits of
is subject, he secures a specimen to examine at leisure, under
the microscope if he will. It is for me now to secure myself a
specimen.'
But how? How should he, to whom even the making of a
friend was an obstacle insurmountable, lure a human being to
his side, to live with him, speak without reserve to him, that
he might study at leisure the human mind? Magda? Too poor
a specimen, he thought; too stolid and stupid to show the full
phenomena of mentality, and furthermore, too unaesthetic.
'If I may not make a friend, I can at least hire one under
pretext of needing a guide or instructor,' he thought, and
dismissed the matter for that time.
He heard the buzz of the door bell, and Magda's cumbrous
tread. In a moment she entered the library, bulking through
the arch like a little planet.
'She moves in orbits,' thought Edmond, continuing the
simile, 'and completes a revolution once a day. Her sun is the
kitchen stove, her room and the front door her aphelion and
perihelion.'
'There's a man to see you, Mr. Hall. He's been here a dozen
times. Oldish with glasses.' She extended a card.
'Alfred Stein, Department of Electro-physics, Northwestern
University.'
A picture of the lecture hall returned to Edmond's mind,
the amiable little professor bustling about with his chalk and
pointer, his own rare interest. It was very recently that Stein
had published his most revolutionary studies of electrons.
'I will see him, Magda.'
Edmond noted that the professor had changed but little.
The iron-gray hair, the thick-lensed spectacles, the droop of
the shoulders, were all as they had been in the class room.
'Mr. Hall?' said the professor, with a smile. 'I am Alfred
Stein of Northwestern. I have done some work with radioactive
elements, and that interest brings me here.'
'I am familiar with your work, Professor Stein,' said
Edmond, 'having attended several of your courses in 1920.'
'Ach, I should perhaps have remembered.'
'Not at all; they were simply lecture courses. I have followed
your work since, however.'
The other beamed.
'That pleases me, Mr. Hall. It is something I seldom hear.
And you agree with me?'
'I do not question your figures,' said Edmond, 'but your inferences
are erroneous.'
The professor winced.
'Well, let us not argue that. When someone offers a better
hypothesis, I will listen. Meanwhile I am satisfied with mine.'
Edmond nodded, and was silent. The little man blinked at
him through his thick lenses, and continued.
'I am very much interested in this stuff you call Activated
Lead, that the Stoddard company is using for filaments in
radio tubes. We bought some of them, and took out the lead,
but frankly, none of us has been able to make much out of it.
I went to Stoddard's plant and they gave me some, and also
I got a fantastic explanation from a fellow named Hoffman,
from whom I had your name. So,--' he spread his hands.
'I came to you. For a considerable time I have been trying to
see you.'
'For what purpose?'
'Why, to learn from you the true explanation of this amazing
phenomenon.'
'I do not doubt that Mr. Hoffman's explanation was accurate
to the extent of his knowledge.'
'A fairy tale about cosmic rays and neutronium that one
does not believe.'
'I can offer you no other solution, Professor Stein.'
'You say it's true?'
'Yes.'
'Bah! That is an impossibility!'
Edmond smiled in his exasperatingly superior manner, but
it failed to irritate the other whose blinking near-sighted eyes
did not perceive his face except as a blur.
'Listen, my friend! You have a duty to consider. You owe
something to the advancement of knowledge, and it is unfair of
you to try to conceal any important discovery. The tube is
patented; you can lose nothing by explaining.'
'You are thinking,' Edmond said slowly, 'that the material
can be used to replace radium in medical work--the treatment
of cancer and the like.'
'Yes, I had thought of it.'
'You would like to patent that application for your personal
gain.'
The little professor blinked at him in surprise.
'Why--I give you my word I had no such thought!'
Edmond was slightly puzzled. It was apparent to him that
the other was speaking the truth.
'I meet for the first time a true scientist,' he reflected.
'Altruism becomes more than a gesture.' He turned to Stein.
'Professor, you are as you say entitled to an explanation.
If you will step upstairs with me, I shall endeavor to supply it.'
They entered the dark little laboratory with the blackened
windows. Stein peered eagerly about as the light flashed on.
The fragments of Edmond's disrupter were still scattered
about; the table still showed the blackened pit of the atomic
blast. Stein was examining the remants of the interrupter as
Edmond found a small reflector and lifted it to the table.
He repeated in somewhat greater detail the demonstration
he had given Bohn and Hoffman. Stein watched him silently,
intently; at the conclusion he laughed.
'This much I saw at the Stoddard plant, but they never
let me touch their reflectors. I think, if you'll pardon me, that
there is a trick.'
'One can hardly wonder at their solicitous care of the
reflectors,' said Edmond. 'They are irreplaceable--except by
me.'
'I should like to know how you make this so-called neutronium.'
Edmond shook his head. 'I cannot reveal that.'
Stein chuckled. 'Either way I don't blame you. If this is a
fraud, certainly not--and if it's true, the danger in the hands of
industry is appalling.'
'You have my reason.'
'Which one?' said Stein, and chuckled again. 'Well, we
have reached an impasse.'
'Not necessarily,' said Edmond. 'I offer you this reflector--in
return for a service and under conditions.'
'The conditions?'
'Primarily that you make no more A-lead than you must to
study the device, as the element is dangerous, and as indestructible
as any element.'
'That is easy.'
'Then of course the material must be kept out of the channels
of trade. Should you accumulate a surplus, it must be
delivered to Stoddard.'
'That too is easy.'
'That is all.'
'But the service?'
'Yes,' said Edmond, 'the service. In return for the gift of
the reflector, I wish your aid in some social research I am
doing. I should like to know more about people and their lives,
and you will spend a certain amount of time as my guide and
instructor. We shall explore the human ramifications of the
city.'
Stein laughed.'Ach, at that I would be a failure! I know less
than any one about people and their lives.' He paused a
moment. 'See here, I will do this. What you need is a young
sophisticate, some one who knows the town and is in touch with
the people you seek. Me, I am a hermit almost, but I know a
young man who would serve well.'
'I will pay for his services,' said Edmond.
'You should know him. He was at N.U. about the same time
you were. His father is in the English department--Professor
Varney.'
'Yes,' said Edmond. 'I remember Paul Varney. We were at
high school together as well.'
'I will send him to see you. He has been trying to make a
living by writing and will welcome a little additional compensation.'
'I shall be grateful,' said Edmond. 'This reflector is small
and not very heavy. You may either take it or send for it.'
Stein picked up the bowl, tucked it under his arm.
'Thank you,' he said. 'If this fails Paul won't be around to
see you.'
CHAPTER EIGHT
GUINEA PIG
Several days later Edmond returned from a casual walk to
the lake shore to find a slender blond young man awaiting him,
who forced a smile to his sensitive mouth.
'Good afternoon, Paul.'
Paul's grin became more strained as he extended his hand.
A shudder shook him as Edmond's supple fingers closed on it.
'Strange,' reflected Edmond, 'that the few women I have
encountered have not hated me so intensely.' He formulated
his own reply. 'Men hate their masters; women love them.'
He led the way into the library.
'Sit down, Paul.'
Paul seated himself, gazing curiously at the titles of the
volumes that lined the walls. The skull of Homo above the
fireplace startled him for a moment.
'Professor Stein asked me to call here.'
'Doubtless he explained what I desire.'
'To some extent. I gathered that you wanted a sort of guide
to Chicago's night life.' Paul smiled nervously. 'I supposed
you were writing a book.'
'Not exactly,' said Edmond, watching his companion. 'But
that will develop later. I will undertake to pay whatever expenses
we incur, and will give you, say ten dollars per evening.'
In his mind's background he was reflecting, 'This one will
serve; this is a good specimen. High strung and sensitive, his
reactions show on the surface for my observation.'
'That is more than fair,' said Paul a little bitterly. 'I cannot
afford to reject it.'
'Then it is settled. I shall require you for a month or longer,
though perhaps not every evening.' He reached for the
inevitable cigarette; Paul shifted as if to rise. 'I understand
that you still write.'
'I am trying, or rather failing, to make a living at it.'
'What type of writing?'
'Mostly poetry. I try my hand at a short story now and
then.'
'Have you any with you?'
Paul shook his head.
'Perhaps a note book? Or a few fragments?'
Reluctantly Paul drew a paper covered note book from his
pocket. 'I had rather not show these. They are merely jottings
for the most part, and nothing finished.'
'I am neither writer nor critic. You need fear neither ridicule
nor plagiarism; it is merely that I wish to understand you. It
occurs to me that a glance at your work may supplant some
hours of getting acquainted.'
Paul silently passed the note book to Edmond who spun the
pages with his miraculous rapidity. Twice he paused for a
longer glance. Paul fidgeted in his chair, watching the facile
hands. As always, they fascinated him. Finally he selected a
cigarette from the box beside him, lit it, and smoked in silence;
after a moment more his companion flipped the last pages,
glanced casually at them, and returned the booklet.
'You didn't read a great deal of it,' remarked Paul, as he
dropped it into his pocket.
'I read all of it.'
The other looked his incredulity, but said nothing.
'There is one fragment that merits completion,' continued
Edmond, 'the ballad that begins,
/*
"Thotmes, loud tramping over Abyssinia,
Swearing an oath of vengeance on its king
Seized then the ebon monarch's first-born Musa,
Blasted his manhood as a shameful thing.
Thotmes of Egypt, mighty builder of images,
Graven at Karnak, Lord of the North and South,
Made of the tall black prince a slave, first tearing
The tongue that cursed him from the bleeding mouth."'
*/
His cold tones ceased for the moment, then continued.
'It will doubtless surprise you to know that something
similar actually occurred, though not exactly as you have
noted it in your synopsis.' He turned his intense eyes again on
Paul. 'Would you like me to tell you the story as it should be
written?'
'If you think you can.' Paul's mouth tightened into the
trace of a sneer.
For some minutes thereafter Paul listened with a growing
horror and a curious fascination to the meters that flowed in
icy tones from his companion.
'Thus it goes,' said Edmond at the conclusion. 'It is susceptible
to much polish as I gave it, since I do not pretend to be
a poet. The thing is yours to use if you wish, though'--he
smiled--'I do not imagine that a very large portion of the
public would approve of it. However, I am glad to note that
your work escapes at least one fault; few creatures to my
mind are so valueless as the poet who writes vapid optimisms
about this somewhat horrible process of living.'
Paul departed, feeling dazed, and not a little angry. He felt
somehow as though he had been subjected to innumerable
subtle insults, though exactly how he did not understand.
The following evening at the appointed hour he presented
himself at Edmond's home, finding his strange employer
twirling the leaves of a book and smoking.
'Tonight you shall take me to some place of amusement,'
he said as Paul waited, 'where there is music and dancing.'
'The crowd is going to Spangli's just now.'
'Spangli's will do,' said Edmond rising. 'I have been there.'
'Why on earth do you need me as guide, if you've been
there?'
'You shall interpret for me.'
They entered the low roadster; Paul marveled at the liquid
ease with which the vehicle slid through traffic. The car seemed
elastic and flexible as a living, sentient being.
At Spangli's they seated themselves at an obscure corner
table, whence the panorama of the room was observable as
from a vantage point. The orchestra was resting for the moment;
a clatter of conversation and laughter assailed their ears.
Paul was silent, a little puzzled as to just what was expected of
him; Edmond smoked and watched the tables around him.
A waiter came up; they ordered.
With a moan of chords, the orchestra swung into action.
Several couples rose and moved to the dance floor, followed
by most of the remainder. Everyone, it seemed, was young;
skirts which last year had swept the floor were this year almost
non-existent, and the girls moved with the slim charm of
youth. They swung into their partner's arms with an eager
buoyancy, merged into a rippling stream of dancers that
drifted past. Paul watched them sympathetically; Edmond with
a more critical observation.
'Do you like to dance, Paul?'
'Why--of course.'
'What is the nature of your enjoyment?'
'Well,' said Paul reflectively, 'it is a pleasure allied to music
and poetry, melody and meter. One naturally enjoys the harmonious
mingling of sound, motion and rhythm. There is a
pleasure in using one's muscles gracefully.' He paused.
'Explain it to me as if I were utterly strange to any of these
feelings you describe, like a being from another planet.'
'You are,' thought Paul, 'or else crazy.' But he continued,
'Dancing is as truly a creative art as any other, since it produces
the sense of beauty, if only for the participants. In the
circle of the arts, it verges into dramatic art or acting on the
one side, and into sculpture and painting on the other. It is
an evanescent art, dying as soon as created, but so too is the
playing of music. And of all arts it is the most widely practiced;
vast numbers of people, have no other means of self-expression.'
Edmond, who had followed this with apparent intentness,
crushed out his cigarette and smiled. Paul wondered momentarily
whether his every smile was a sneer because of some distorted
facial muscles. 'A sort of Gwynplaine,' he phrased it to
himself.
'I will tell you what I think,' said Edmond. 'I think that all
dancing of whatever sort, is sexual, allied to the wooing
dances of birds, and that ballroom dancing is most purely
erotic. The pleasure therein in the sensual rubbing of body on
body, the more alluring because it is conventionalized and
performed in public. It represents a secret triumph over the
conventions.'
Paul smiled. 'No woman will concede that.'
'No, since a woman must seem to be passionate against her
will. To be successful--that is, to create the strongest appeal to
males--a woman must seem to yield despite her inclinations.
This is in the nature of a compliment to a man's attractions.'
He exhaled a plume of smoke. 'Some of our nicest conventions
in the attitudes of men and women are based on this fact.'
'Well, perhaps you're right. But I think there is a true
beauty, a sort of poetry of motion, distinct from sex. The
swaying of reeds in a storm, the rippling of a field of grain,
these are very lovely things.'
'Bah! Your mind translates them to the undulations of female
hips.'
Paul shrugged and glanced at the dancing couples on the
floor. For the tiniest fraction of a moment he had a curious
illusion. From the corner of his eye his companion seemed to
duplicate himself; there was a momentary impression that
two men sat facing him, four eyes regarded him steadily.
Startled, he altered his oblique glance; his companion sat as
before, with a speculative gleam in his bright amber eyes, and
feathery smoke stream exhaling from his parted lips. The
faintest trace of expression lingered on his usually stony face--amusement,
contempt, triumph? Paul could not read it as the
thin lips drew another deep draught of smoke. 'Probably the
lights,' he thought, as he turned again toward the floor.
A mass of dark bobbed hair drew his eyes. The girl turned,
I glanced over her shoulder at him, smiled in recognition.
'Hello, Vanny,' he called.
The slow drift of the dancing current brought her closer.
She saw Edmond, nodded slightly.
'Come sit at our table,' she said as she passed on into the
crowd.
Paul's eyes followed her. The music stopped. Her companion
took her arm and strolled to a table across the room. Edmond
watched the two casually. He was a little charmed by the girl's
grace; she bore herself with a pertness and spirit that he liked.
'That's little Vanny Martin. You must remember her from
r school. Shall we move to their table?'
'I remember her. No.' said Edmond. 'However, you may
do so. This is sufficient for tonight, and I am leaving.' He
called their waiter and took the check.
'Now what do you suppose,' thought Paul, as he watched
his employer depart. 'What do you suppose he got out of this
evening's activities that is worth ten dollars?'
He made his way to Vanny's table still wondering.
'Hello, Paul. What were you doing with him?'
'Hello, Walter. My new job. Pushing him around to study
night life.'
Vanny laughed. 'May keep you away evenings,' she mocked.
'Never mind--I'll manage without you.' She smiled mischievously,
and chanted:
/*
'There was a young fellow named Paul
Whom his friends told to hire a hall,
But the way things fell out,
They were twisted about,
For they found that a Hall hired Paul'
*/
Walter laughed a trifle loudly, he was feeling the first
exaltation of liquor. Paul grinned, somewhat embarrassed.
Walter filled a glass below the table's edge, passed it to him,
reaching for Vanny's almost empty one. She refused with a
smile and a gesture.
'Practically on the wagon,' said Walter.
'No, merely a desire to remain within my capacity.'
'How does one learn that?'
'Trial and error. I prefer public trials and private errors.'
'Smart girl. System no good for me, though. I always err
on the same side.'
Paul set down his glass nearly empty. He was still thoughtful,
silent. Vanny turned to him.
'What's the matter, Paul? Are you stunned into silence by
this brilliant conversation?'
Paul smiled at her.
'I can't get him out of my mind. He's so--well, so abnormal,
physically and mentally.'
'Ought to be an interesting job.'
'Oh, I won't be bored!' He finished the remainder of his
glass. 'Say, Vanny, you've got a pat sort of mind for impromptu
limericks; you should have heard what I heard yesterday
afternoon. He reeled off a thousand lines just to show me how
it was done.'
'Was it good?'
'It was horrible! The man's mind is as agile and snaky as
his hands!'
'I'd like to meet him again.'
'You never will with my aid,' said Paul, with a sudden
dark sense of foreboding. He looked at Vanny, whose dark
eyes gazed into his without their accustomed sauciness; there
was a faint glimmer of anxiety in them.
'Why--Paul, I've never seen you so upset. How can any
person affect you so?'
'Ugh!' said Paul, with a shudder. 'He's inhuman!'
CHAPTER NINE
FUTILITY
For several weeks, with occasional breaks in routine, Paul
and Edmond appeared often together. Together they visited
the various havens of the pleasure-bound--the hotels, cabarets,
and night clubs. They listened to numberless dance
orchestras, watched an endless parade of dancing couples,
consumed a multitude of cigarettes and a not inconsiderable
quantity of poor liquor. And Paul was still puzzled; certainly
his employer was not seeking this alone in his search for atmosphere.
Nor, to the best of Paul's knowledge, was he himself
contributing much to this pursuit; occasionally, it is true,
Edmond questioned him about certain phases of the panorama
but for the most part their discussions ranged through theoretical
and highly impersonal fields. As for example, one evening
at Kelsey's Venice. They had been discussing creative man,
man the genius.
'Great men are great,' said Paul, 'by virtue of an impulse
that is overwhelming. No man is great simply because he
desires to be. He must have in addition to a finely organized
neural system and brain, an outlook and a sympathy that partakes
of the universal. Genius is a oneness with life; expression
follows inevitably. This is the greatest happiness possible to
man.'
Edmond smiled in amused contempt.
'You are wrong in every premise save the biological,' he
said. 'Great men are great simply because they desire to be; that
is your driving overwhelming impulse. Furthermore, genius
is neither a oneness with life nor a universal outlook; far from
this, it is a maladjustment to life and the most highly personal
outlook imaginable. Nor is creation the greatest happiness
possible to man; like its feminine counterpart, birth, it is the
greatest misery. Genius is always unhappy, always out of
place, always a misfit in its environment; and finally, genius
is always psychopathic.'
'You believe with the crowd, then, that all geniuses are
crazy,'
'I said psychopathic, which is to say abnormal by the standards
of the crowd. To use your argot, genius is largely
gigantic inferiority complex. And it is always masculine.'
'That's ridiculous. Schopenhauer was long ago discredited.'
'By a generation of feminists. How many great women can
history recall, and of these few, how many live other than
through their influence on men, or a man?'
Paul thought a moment.
'There is some truth here. Of course the thing is largely
due to woman's social and economic position in the past.
She has been suppressed by lack of freedom, paucity of education,
and being forced into youthful motherhood. These
restraints are breaking down today,'
'Your premise is wrong. Men have overcome difficulties as
great and greater. Lack of freedom, social and economic
position, you yourself can recall a hundred men who have
battered down these barriers.' Edmond paused, looked at
Paul with his piercing eyes. 'What restrains woman, the thing
that prohibits the sex from greatness, is her physical organization.'
'You mean her more delicate make-up?'
'I mean her ovaries. Whatever creative genius she has
flows into them.'
'Still,' said Paul, 'one can mention Sappho.'
'Yes; Sappho, goddess of feminism, idol of feminists.
Sappho, product of the dawn, dimly glimpsed through the
dawn's mists.'
'How do you explain her?'
'I do not.'
'Then what of your theory?'
'My theory stands. Do you or I, does any one now living
know that Sappho actually produced the works we have?
Do you know even that she was indeed a woman? Yet granting
these things, granting that Sappho, with the abnormality
that stamps genius, is the exception, it is still true that woman is
on the average less creative than man. Less creative through
media of art, I repeat, because more creative with the substance
of life.'
Thus for this period Edmond pursued his researches into
the character of Paul, leading him into argument, promulgating
generalities he knew to be abhorrent, rasping his sharp intelligence
across Paul's nature like a file, to expose the metal of
Paul's ego below the oxide. And finally his analysis approached
completion. He drew his conclusions, put them to the test of
experiment, and was satisfied. Paul, he decided, was no more
than a complex mechanism motivated by desires and fears,
and to a lesser extent by logical reasoning. He pushed metaphorical
buttons, moved verbal levers, and observed the
results; he was confident that, out of his knowledge and powers,
he could if he wished control Paul's actions as easily as those
of Homo in the days past.
He was increasingly unhappy. He was like a man in a
Chinese torture-chamber, unable either to stand up or lie
down; nothing in the world offered him an opportunity to
exert himself to the utmost. Things yielded too easily; he
had no worthy competition.
Knowledge! He could keep on pursuing it forever like one
chasing the horizon; however far he drove it, it hemmed him in
forever with the unknown. Now his knowledge of humanity
was as futile as any other; what could he do with it? Paul had
nothing to give him worth the taking. Once more he was
brought face to face with his own conclusion: 'Knowledge is
the most barren of all illusions. It is a negative illusion, in
that the more a man learns the less he knows.'
CHAPTER TEN
LUCIFER
What am I?' queried Edmond to himself. 'I am certainly not a
man such as Paul, and yet I am indubitably male. I am not
human in the literal sense, for I possess qualities and capacities
that pass the human. Yet I am very closely akin to humanity,
since in appearance and in all physical attributes I am allied
to them. Save for this, I should believe myself alien to this
planet. Since I am unique among its occupants--I should
think myself a changeling, a Martian smuggled here by some
inconceivable art.'
He sat before the skull of Homo, idling an afternoon away
in his chair in the library. The empty stare of the little skull
drew his attention.
'Your blood is in me, Homo,' he continued. 'In all respects
we show our common origin. My skull is yours grown more
capacious, my hands are yours grown extremely agile, my soul
is yours grown out of all nature, and my sadness is your joy
become intelligent. You are my incontrovertible proof of my
own earthly roots, there is no gainsaying our blood relationship
when the family resemblance is so strong.'
Again he posed his question, 'Then what am I?' He turned
the problem this way and that in his minds, seeking a point of
departure for his line of rational argument. 'If I am of human
origin but not myself human, there are but three possibilities.
The first of these is this: that I am a survival, a throw-back, a
reincarnation of some ancient, great race that merged itself
with humanity in the dawn before history. The second is
this: that I am no more than an accident, utterly unique and
without meaning, a sport, a product of chance, with neither
origin nor effect beyond the domain of chance. And the third
is that I prognosticate, that I foreshadow the great race to
come, that I am indeed the superman born ahead of his
appointed time. The solution of my enigma thus resolves itself
into the problem of the past, the present, or the future.'
He continued, 'I reject the first of these, the concept of the
past, on grounds logical, since a mighty race in antiquity must
certainly have left its impress on the planet that bore it, yet
nowhere in the world do I see any ruins save those of human
origins. Egypt, Babylonia, Greece, India, China, Yucatan--these
remnants are those of human cultures.
'I reject the second possibility, the concept of the present,
on grounds ethical, since I possess a strong pride of race and a
bitter contempt for those around me. Were I a chance product
in the world, should I not envy these other beings, placed here
by nature under her own laws and protection? My differences
then must be a source of shame rather than the inceptors of
this strong pride, this derisive contempt.
'There remains the third possiblility, the concept of the
future. Since I reject the others, I must accept the last, and
believe that I foreshadow the coming of my race, and that I
am the harbinger of doom for humanity. I am the Enemy,
that which will destroy; I am the replacer of mankind, and the
future incarnate.'
He stared back at Homo with somber eyes, meeting the eyeless,
vacant, insolent gaze of the little skull.
'I am to man what man was to you, Homo. I am that which
devil-worshippers adore, as perhaps your kind adored man,
in fear and distrust of a power implacable and beyond understanding.
For what else to man is his destroyer, his Enemy?
I am all evil embodied to the human viewpoint. I am the Devil!'
Book II
POWER
CHAPTER ONE
THE BRIEF PURSUIT OF POWER One afternoon Edmond drove his car aimlessly north, through
the interminable suburbs of the sprawling city. For a time the
effortless speed and vigor of the supple machine diverted him;
it was as invigorating to him as if his own muscles thrust him
forward, until this too palled. He slowed the swift vehicle,
permitted it to idle aimlessly along the white highway, which
here paralleled the lake, visible at intervals as a sharp flashing
far to his right. A narrow semi-private lane sprung out of the
road toward it; at random he drove his car along through a
crowding cluster of trees. Now the lane passed just above the
lake; a long slope inclined to the top of a little bluff below.
Edmond slid his car to the side of the road, and stepped to
the ground, walking casually toward the bluff that overlooked
the lake.
He stared for a long while at the unresting surge of waters;
the sound of the breaking wavelets hummed accompaniment
to his mood of melancholy. He sat down, stretched himself on
the grassy hill, and watched a tree etch patterns against the
sky above him. He gave himself over to his mood. Futility, he
thought, hemmed in his every effort; he felt that he could take
whatever he might desire, but nothing was worth the taking.
Even knowledge and its pursuit had failed him. There remained
what? Any terrestrial power lay in his grasp for the using. For
a few moments he toyed with the idea, visualizing the means,
sketching the plan. Several courses lay open to him, within the
limits of his ability--the financial or industrial, through the
control of wealth. The martial coup, through the development
of invincible weapons. The emotional control--such power as
the great religious leaders wielded in more plastic ages. Or, he
reflected, any combination of these three. The second plan held
his interest somewhat more strongly than the others; it presented
problems of technical difficulty--the design of a weapon
and perfecting of an organization--to provide an outlet for
his energies.
He entertained no doubt of his abilities. The thing he desired
was foredone in his mind; there remained only the deciding
to be accomplished. This presented no easy task, for behind the
drive of his ennui, his frustration, he realized that he did not
want power over human beings. He did not hate them enough
to oppress, nor love them well enough to guide. He stared
down at a little hill of busy red ants before his feet, watched
the creatures scurry about the important business of living
and perpetuating.
'As well call myself emperor of these,' he thought. He
kicked a little sand across the openings, observing the ensuing
excitement.
'They fear me as much and know me as little as men.
What satisfaction is there to me?'
He continued thoughtfully, 'Yet certainly an intelligent ant
would prize my power over his fellows; as a man would
deride this, but prize that mastery of his own kind. Things
devolve on the point of view; this is the only absolute in the
universe, being the ultimate denial of absolutes.'
He lay back in the grass, watching a pale afternoon moon
pursue the sun toward the west.
'I rest solidly here on the grass,' he thought. 'The sun and
moon revolve quietly about me; security and peace surround
me. Let me alter my viewpoint.'
He gazed again at the moon, seeing it now as a hurtling
sphere, trying to visualize his own relation to the immediate
cosmos. And suddenly his viewpoint changed; no longer did
he rest in safety on a grassy slope, but clung to the surface of
a colossal globe that spun at fearful velocity--off at unimaginable
distances whirled others in a gigantic frenzy of chaos--giant
spheres whirling endlessly through infinity--blazing and
dying and being re-born in fire. He clung to the side of his
particular atom--a mite, an insect,--while vaster shapes
whirled and danced under the blind play of the cosmos.
A leaf drifted from the tree before him. Edmond fixed his
attention on it, won back to his normal viewpoint. The sun
and moon dropped their mad dancing, moved slowly and
majestically once more, and were only a little way above him.
He found himself shaken, with his fingers and heels digging
into the soft earth in a frenzy of effort to hold on. He sat up,
lit a cigarette.
'That is the abyss in which all things dance. What is a
dream of power before that?'
He thought for some time of his two vain attempts at
happiness.
'The path of Knowledge,' he concluded, 'while it starts
apparently in the proper direction, loses itself and its traveler
at last in an endless maze of meandering on an illimitable
desert; and the path of Power ends in a blank wall, and is so
short and straight that I see to its futile end from whatever
point I stand, without the need of treading it.'
Thus he abandoned untried his scheme of conquest. The
atom-disrupter, that had risen in his mind as a world-shaking
weapon, sank again to the oblivion of an experiment that was
finished. Colossal things died in the conceiving, like an untold
infinity of potential human genius.
'A sort of intellectual masturbation,' thought Edmond, 'in
that I let the seeds of my thoughts die sterile.'
There remained nothing. Was every avenue forever barred?
Must he struggle to the end against the old futility that hemmed
him, like one who battles a fog that closes about his
blows?
'One road is still untried, though I am by nature ill-fitted
to travel it--
'Happiness through pleasure. The satisfaction of the senses.
This presupposes the incidence of sex on my experience, and
the pursuit of beauty. I find myself not reluctant.'
He rose and mounted the slope toward his car, a grotesque
anachronism as he toiled upward, a being born out of his time.
Taul must serve me here,' he reflected moodily. 'He shall
procure me a woman.'
Book III
THE PURSUIT OF PLEASURE
CHAPTER ONE
THE SEED PLANTED
'Listen to me a minute, Vanny!' Paul was expostulating. 'I'm
serious. You've got to answer me.'
Vanny stopped humming, turned her pert features toward
him.
'All right. The answer is maybe.'
Paul stared at her a moment on the verge of anger, gave a
gesture of exasperation, and strode to the window. Her laugh
followed him. For a moment he stared down the street, where
a bat whirled and circled the solitary arc light trying, no doubt,
to look like a dragon. Paul spun about, faced the smiling girl.
'You're certainly expert at the fine art of torture,' he said.
Vanny wrinkled her nose at him, toying with the great black
Persian cat beside her.
'Listen to him, Eblis! He's accusing your mistress.' She
turned back to Paul. 'I've been studying Torquemada.'
'You could teach him a few tricks!'
'Don't growl at me, Honey. All I'm suggesting is the use of
a little intelligence.'
'Bah! What's the matter with me, Vanny? God knows I
love you, and sometimes you seem to care for me. Why won't
you marry me?'
'I thought we agreed last time to drop the discussion.'
'But why won't you?'
She cast him another impish smile.
/*
'Said then the little maid,
You have very little said
To induce a little maid for to wed, wed, wed.
So pray say a little more,
Or produce a little ore,
'Ere I'll make a little print in your bed, bed, bed!'
*/
'Vanny, you're impossible!'
'But I mean it, Paul. Two of us can't live comfortably on
what I've got, and your contribution would hardly suffice.'
Paul dropped to the davenport beside her, startling Eblis
into an ebony flash to the floor.
'I guess you're right,' he said, dropping his face to his
hands. A tinge of sympathy passed over the girl's face; she
placed a hand on her companion's shoulder, touched his light
hair.
'Snap out of it, Honey,' she said. 'All's not lost save honor.'
Paul sat erect. 'Very well, but I'm giving you fair warning,
Vanny--this isn't going on much longer! I'll have you somehow.'
She dropped her shining black head to his shoulder. 'You
have my permission to try--try as hard as ever you can,
Paul.'
For a time they were silent. Paul slipped his arm about her,
drew her close, but he still brooded, morose and unhappy.
Best start a new train of thought, reflected Vanny.
'How's the night-work, Paul?'
'I'm through with it.'
'Fired?'
'No; I quit. Couldn't stand it.'
'Why not?'
'Something's wrong with that fellow, Vanny--something's
very wrong. Either he's crazy, or--I don't know, but there's
something unnatural about him. His snaky hands and all.'
'I used to think his hands were lovely, at school.'
Paul did not answer. He was still sullen; something weighed
heavily on him. Vanny looked at him with a tinge of pity.
'What's really the matter with you, Paul?'
'Nothing I can tell.'
'Don't be silly. I'm no prude, and I have the average gift of
understanding.'
'It sounds foolish, Vanny--but I'm afraid of that fellow
Edmond Hall.'
'For Pete's sake, why? You could crack him like a nut!'
'Well, the other night--that's when I quit--he wanted me
to bring him here!'
Vanny stared at Paul's distressed face, broke into a peal of
laughter.
'He wouldn't be the first freak you've dragged around,
Honey!'
'All right,' said Paul, again sullen. 'You would have it,
and there it is.'
'But still, what's the trouble? Why not bring him over
some evening? You're not jealous in advance, are you.'
'Yes! I am!'
Vanny laughed again, with a taunt in her eyes.
'Not in the way you think,' said Paul.
'Of course not.' She was still teasing.
'Oh, I don't think you'd ever fall for him! He's too devoid
of sex appeal.'
'Then what?'
'I don't know,' said Paul, 'except that I feel he's an ill-omened
bird. He's got a raven soul, and it croaks behind his
every mood.'
'Baa!' said Vanny. 'You get tiresome. Your soul's an old
woman soul, and doesn't take second honors anywhere in
croaking.'
She cast off his arm, rose, and pirouetted before him, ending
in a curtsy.
'Come on, Paul, Switch on the radio, and let's dance.'
'I don't feel like dancing.'
Vanny crossed the room, spun the glowing dial. A dance
orchestra swelled into melodious syncopation. She danced
over to Paul, seized his hand and pulled him reluctantly erect,
drawing herself into his arms as they swayed into the rhythm
of the music.
'Paul'--she threw back her head to look up at him--'why
don't you bring him over?'
'Never!'
'You don't have to be jealous, Honey. I'd just like to meet
him again.'
'You never will through me!'
'Well, you needn't snap at me so!'
'If you want to see him, call him up yourself!'
'It would be a bit presumptuous, hardly having seen him
for ten years--not since high school days.' They swayed easily
to the music. 'However--perhaps I will!'
CHAPTER TWO
THE SEED SPROUTS
Edmond felt no more anger at Paul's defection than he felt
at the rain or wind or force of gravity, or any other natural
circumstance, Indeed, he had anticipated it, perceiving in
Paul's nature the emotional seeds from which the refusal
sprang. Still, a quality in his own nature, either the goad of
ennui or a certain grim persistence, led him to maintain Vanny
as his objective. His usual merciless scrutiny of his own motives
led him to a realization that a certain preference lay behind
his persistence; this girl offered a rather rare aesthetic
appeal that drew him more, perhaps, than his original plan
contemplated.
'I weave nets to entrap myself,' he reflected, answering at
the same moment in another part of his mind, 'Surely I am
strong enough to break any snare of my own creating.'
Thus he set about the task of rebuilding an acquaintanceship
of his past. He wished to arrange an apparently casual meeting,
confiding thereafter in designs of his own, and he was content
for the present to trust to chance to provide the encounter.
For several mornings he drove his car along Sheridan Road,
past Vanny's accustomed bus-stop, but failed to meet her.
Once he fancied he glimpsed her entering a lumbering bus
several blocks ahead of him. He did not pursue; the chancy
seeming of the meeting would have been destroyed--a subtlety
he preferred to preserve.
In his complex mentalities he reflected, 'Paul has beyond
doubt informed this girl of my suggestion; let her vanity be
a little flattered by my interest, and then a little piqued by
my lack of it. This at least will give our ultimate encounter a
spice of attention.' Thus he reflected, and afterwards parked
his car on a side street; spending the better part of the day
watching a school of minnows that sported though the lagoon
in Lincoln Park. He thought idly of many things, amusing
himself for a time trying to imagine a feat impossible to perform
in the world of the Material.
'All things are possible,' he concluded, 'given time and a
price, and the greater the span of time, the smaller is the price
required--and this in effect is but saying that in eternity whatever
can happen must happen. Flammarion glimpsed this
truth, but his specious theory of past eternity and future is
obviously fallacious.'
The meeting was not entirely unexpected by Vanny. She
sat at a table in Kelsey's Venice, with Walter Nussman. The
orchestra, ensconced in its gondola, drifted silent in the
fifteen-foot pool. Vanny was a little flushed, her black eyes a
trifle brighter than usual; she had already taken four highballs
from Walter's rather capacious flask. Walter was becoming a
bit solicitous; indeed, Vanny seldom indulged very freely,
yet here she was sipping her fifth, and the evening still young.
'Why don't you quit worrying about Paul, Vanny? He'll
be around as usual!'
'Listen, Grandpa! My worries are my personal property!
For your information, I'm not worrying anyway.'
'What's the trouble between you? As your elder, I always
thought you two made such an attractive couple.'
'We had a spat--and besides, I won't be coupled with
anybody! I'm a trust-buster!'
'Huh?'
'He was acting in restraint of trade, and I'm the Sherman
Law. Verstehen Sie?'
'You're pickled,' said Walter, with a judicial air. 'You're
soused, pie-eyed, blotto, besotted!'
Something in his remark seemed deliriously funny to the
girl; she laughed unrestrainedly.
'Why I am not! I'm as sober as you are!'
'My God!' said Walter. 'Then we'd better leave at once!'
Vanny raised her glass as the orchestra emitted a blare of
introductory chords. Walter seized the opportunity.
'Put it down and let's dance.'
'Sure,' said Vanny. 'You just whirl me around. That's as
good as a drink.'
They moved on toward the floor, joining the throng already
swinging into the time of the music. Vanny was just a shade
unsteady.
'Put some pep into it!' she complained; but the sedate Walter
danced as he always danced, marking time as if the staccato
blues were a Teutonic march. After a while Vanny succeeded
in losing herself in the music; she hummed the piece to herself--the
perennial St. Louis Blues--and achieved the sensation
of drifting bodiless on a gently undulating sea. She closed
her eyes. Walter's methodical steps required no effort to
follow; all her consciousness flowed into the single sensation
of rhythmic movement. She was dizzily content; there was a
faint realization of the forgetting of something unpleasant.
Paul! That was it. Well, let him do the remembering; she was
well enough able to get along.
The undulations seemed to be lengthening, rising to a peak,
and then a long downward slide. Not nearly so pleasant. Better
open her eyes--so. The room was swaying a little; she forced
her eyes to focus more sharply, and gazed without surprise into
the eyes of Edmond Hall. She flashed him a smile of recognition;
he responded. Alone at a table; did he always come to these
places just to sit and drink?
'There's Edmond Hall,' she said.
Walter spun her around and gazed over her shoulder.
'The cat-eyed gent sitting alone? Is he the electrical inventor?'
'You don't have to spin me around so! I don't like it.'
'I had to write a Sunday feature about his radio tube,' said
Walter. 'Wrote it without an interview, too; he was in Europe.
There's something deep about it. Half the authorities I called
on said the thing didn't exist, and the rest said it was a fake.
Finally got a little information out of this fellow Alfred Stein at
Northwestern.' He chuckled. 'The paper's still getting peeved
letters from professorial cranks!'
The music stopped. They joined the general exit from the
floor. Seated again, Vanny toyed with the remains of her
highball. It was nearly flat, she added a little ginger ale.
'I went to school with him,' she said.
'With whom? Oh--Edmond Hall.'
'He's funny, but not as bad as Paul makes out.'
'Can't prove anything by me,' said Walter. 'Didn't we see
him once before--at Spangli's?'
'Yes. Paul was working for him then.'
She sipped the amber-fired glass before her.
'Listen, Walter. He likes me.'
'How do you know?'
'I'm telling you. You're my father confessor. That's what
started Paul and me quarreling. That's why Paul quit his job.
Hall wanted to come over. And I said I'd ask him.'
'I never saw you at the confidential stage before! You'll
be crying on my shoulder next.'
'I'm all right. I'm going to ask him over to our table.'
'That's your privilege, my dear.'
Vanny turned; Edmond was still regarding her with cold
amber eyes. She smiled and beckoned, and the other answered,
rising.
'Walter Nussman,' said Edmond, at the introduction. 'Do
you write for the Sun-Bulletin/'
'Guilty as charged,' Walter laughed. 'You must have seen
my feature on your A-tube.'
'I did see it. If ever I want to conceal the mechanics of any
device of mine, I will surely let you explain it.'
'Perhaps the article was a bit inaccurate.'
'A trifle so. I believe you did have my name correct.'
'Now I wonder how that happened! I'll speak to the proofreader.'
'Say, you two!' put in Vanny. 'I'm being overwhelmed!
Such mutual admiration!' She turned to Edmond. 'Won't
you sit down? I thought you looked lonesome.'
'Thank you,' said Edmond, meanwhile reflecting, 'Paul has
been playing my game, else I should have been compelled to
make my own opening.'
'I'm thirsty,' announced Vanny. 'Walter, mix me a drink.'
Walter inverted his flask.
'Empty, my dear--and lucky for you that it is!'
'I have some,' said Edmond, producing his flask. He was
unobtrusively watching Vanny; she was still in control of
herself, he perceived, though not with her usual cool self-assurance.
'Her conscious self is relaxing,' he observed. 'Paul
has forewarned her; let me use the means at hand to pierce
this resistance.' He permitted the girl to pour her own drink,
while Walter grumbled.
'Don't say I didn't warn you! You'll suffer the consequences
yourself.'
'Listen to me, Old Man! Have I ever disgraced you? Have
I?' she insisted.
'I guess not.'
'Well! And I'm all right--a little dizzy, but perfectly all
right!'
She raised her glass. A feeling of recklessness swept into
her; she did not note that Edmond's eyes were fixed on her.
'Whee!' she said, and drained the contents. 'How do you
like that, Ancient?' she taunted Walter.
'About as well as you will in another half-hour!'
'Quit croaking! This isn't an inquest, and you're not the
coroner. I came here for a pleasant evening, and that's what
I'm going to have!'
Edmond's flask still lay on the table. Suddenly Vanny
snatched it, opened it, and raised it to her lips. Walter seized
it, jerking it away with a trickle of tea-colored spots spreading
down the crimson silk front of her dress. Someone laughed at
an adjoining table. She wiped her lips with a napkin, dabbing
at the spotted silk.
'Boor!' she snapped. But somehow the last swallow hadn't
tasted right; the floor was gyrating too precariously. 'I didn't
want any more anyway,' she finished.
Edmond stoppered his flask and removed it. 'This is
sufficient,' he thought, and turned his mind to the furtherance
of his designs. Vanny's control was at low ebb, and he fixed
his eyes on her with a certain compulsion in his gaze; there
was something he wanted her to say. She swayed in her chair,
shifting her gaze as if to avoid some disturbing sight.
'I want to dance!' she said.
'Better not,' said Walter. 'We'd better be leaving.'
Edmond was peering at the girl, apparently estimating her
condition; Walter's near-sighted vision failed to note the intensity
of the lambent eyes.
'She's all right for the present,' he said. 'I'll dance with you,
Vanny, if I may.'
They rose, and Edmond led her to the crowded floor. She
moved erectly and steadily enough, but with an effort. They
swung into the moving huddle of couples. Edmond danced
for the first time in his life, but observation served him, or
perhaps his partner was in too uncritical a condition to judge.
They moved smoothly, however, and Edmond kept his
curious eyes on Vanny's, gazing coldly persistently into hers
with some unspoken command. The girl leaned more heavily
on his arm.
'I want to sit down!' she said finally; he half-supported her
across the floor to their table. She sank into her chair and
dropped her face into her hands, while Walter watched with
a look of consternation.
'My God, don't pass out here!' he exclaimed.
She felt, suddenly, a sense of foreboding. Decidedly, the
world as expressed in her immediate surroundings did not
seem nearly as pleasant as it had some minutes before. That
last highball had been a mistake, as well as the fiery draught of
straight whiskey. Walter was speaking to her; his words
didn't register clearly in the blur of sensations. She was trying
to formulate something, a thought that seemed trying to
emerge by itself from a whirling turmoil of dizziness.
'Listen, both of you,' she said, 'while I'm still on deck.
Tomorrow's Sunday, isn't it?'
'Certainly is,' agreed Walter.
'Well, I want both of you to come over in the afternoon.
About four. Paul's coming, I think. Both of you--especially
you, Edmond Hall!'
She dropped her face to her hands again.
'It's hot in here. I want to get out.'
There was a muddle of words about her. Walter--'No,
we came in a taxi.' And Edmond's voice: 'I have my car.'
She did not see the triumphant gleam in his amber eyes as he
took her arm to assist her. Walter stood at her left. Her last
clear memory of the place was of a full-length mirror in the
hall; she glimpsed herself very pallid, but the strangeness of
the memory was of Edmond; he seemed to duplicate himself,
so that he supported her from both sides. She stood between
two twin Edmonds and Walter's reflection did not appear.
CHAPTER THREE
THE PLANT FLOWERS Eblis stalked into the room, spat indignantly at Walter for
daring to occupy his accustomed chair, and leaped to Vanny's
lap. She caressed his black velvet fur with her hand, stretched
out her pajamaed legs.
'Was I very awful?' she aked ruefully.
'Never saw anyone worse.'
'I'm terribly ashamed. I only wanted to get a little happy.'
'You succeeded. Remember the ride home?'
'Not very much. It was Edmond's car.' She thought a
moment. 'We stopped somewhere, didn't we?'
'Yeah. Several times. Once in Lincoln Park for your
benefit, and once in front of his house. Say, speaking of that,
how do you feel today?'
'Not bad at all. I've felt worse with less cause. Why?'
'Well, he gave you something. Don't you remember?'
'Omit the questions. I'm doing the listening.'
'Well, he went into his house and got something and I sort of
supported you while he persuaded you to drink it. Said it'd
ease off the after effects.'
'It must have.'
'Whatever the dope was, it laid you out like a black-jack.
I was a little worried, but he said he'd studied medicine.'
Vanny reflected. 'I believe he did.'
'Well, then he drove us here with you peacefully out on my
shoulder, and between us we got you upstairs.'
'And left, I hope, like good boys.'
Walter grinned. 'We held an inquest, and I was the coroner
and you the corpus delicti.'
Vanny flushed. 'I remember the remark, but you don't
have to rub it in. I was miserable enough this morning.'
Walter relented. 'We didn't do much after delivering you to
the proper address. I was all for waiting around but he said
the stuff would keep you quiet for five or six hours, and you'd
come out of it fairly O.K. So--we parked you right there on
the davenport and left.'
Vanny gave another rueful smile. 'That's where I woke up
this morning--on a black and red dress that had seen its last
party. I liked that dress'--she sighed--'and all I could think of
was my invitation to you and Edmond to come over today. I
remembered that perfectly. Think he'll come?'
'Why not? It's the gentlemanly thing to inquire as to your
state of health.' Walter paused. 'Incidentally I came early, so
that if you'd reconsidered--we could always leave, you know.
Plead forgetfulness. I thought it might be a trifle unpleasant
for you if Paul and he were present together.'
'Thoughtful of you, at that,' she said. 'Of course I'm not
sure Paul's coming since our spat--that's just a hunch. It's
been a habit of his to drop in for a cold snack Sunday evening.
Besides, I've a hankering to see Edmond when I'm sober;
my impressions of last night are not of the clearest.' She was
remembering mainly the strange double image of the hall
mirror. Do inebriates literally see double? And why twin
images of Edmond at the expense of Walter's respectable reflection?
'The choice is yours, Dark Princess,' Walter was replying.
'We'll stay, then,' Vanny decided.
The bell rang. Walter rose to answer; glanced down the
apartment hall. He shrugged, and stole a glance at Vanny.
'Paul' his lips formed silently. She spread her hands in a
quizzical gesture of resignation, and Paul entered. He was
patently not over pleased to see Walter and greeted Vanny with,
'I'd hoped to find you alone.'
'I was just on the point of leaving,' put in Walter, seating
himself and ostentatiously packing his pipe. Paul glared at
him as he lit up and puffed complacently, but Vanny flashed
him a smile of gratitude; she would thoroughly appreciate his
restraining presence should Edmond appear.
'Never mind. Honey,' she soothed teasingly. 'With your
temper it's just as well to have the presence of a solid citizen
like Walter.'
'Sometimes my outbursts are justified!'
'All right, Everett True!' She turned to Walter. 'Make some
conversation, Ancient.'
'I can tell you what a rotten business feature writing is.
Or any kind of writing, for that matter!'
'It's not a business,' said Paul gloomily. 'It's not profitable
enough to be called a means of livelihood.'
'Then why'd you decide to try to become a writer?'
Paul ignored the implied slur. 'As master Tristram Shandy
says, "I would not be a lawyer and live by men's quarrels, or a
doctor and live by their misfortunes, so"--he spread his hands--"I
became a writer"--'
'And live by their stupidity,' said Edmond Hall in the doorway.
In the startled silence the mantel clock chimed four,
beating in dirge-like tempo to Walter's murmured, 'My God
I left the door open!'
'You did,' agreed Edmond, as the three stared at him. Paul's
vindictive glare left him unmoved. He nodded coolly and inclusively
to the two men, and turned to Vanny.
'I anticipated your recovery,' he said. 'I am glad to find myself
justified.'
Vanny sensed the question forming on Paul's lips, and felt
a flush of embarrassment suffusing her face.
'Thank you,' she said, and cast about for some means of
forestalling Paul's question. Walter was nonplussed for the
moment; Edmond's reference in Paul's presence to the débâcle
of the previous evening had surprised him. Edmond
himself broke the momentary silence.
'I stopped by for just a minute or two,' he said. 'However,
I should be honored to have you accompany me to dinner
tonight.'
Vanny felt Paul's gaze upon her. She formulated a polite
refusal, and heard with genuine surprise the sound of her
voice in answer, 'I shall be delighted, Edmond.'
'Thank you,' he said. 'I'll call for you at six-thirty.'
He moved toward the door.
'Wait, Hall, I'm leaving too,' said Walter suddenly. He felt
his duty done with Edmond's departure, and had no stomach
for the scene he saw foreshadowed in Paul's face.
As the door closed, Paul turned to Vanny. His stormy eyes
surveyed her.
'Well!'he said.
'Let's have it,' said the girl.
'What's that about your recovery? Recovery from what?'
Til tell you! I was soused last night.'
'You--soused?'
'Well, pickled, then! I don't care what you call it.'
'Vanny! You?'
'No one else! I didn't enjoy it. I passed out.'
'But why?'
'You ought to know! I was just trying to forget our scrap.
I was only trying to be happy for a little while!'
'Who was there?'
'Walter took me to the Venice. Edmond was there alone and
he came and sat with us.'
'Walter!' groaned Paul disconsolately, somewhat to Vanny's
surprise. She had expected Edmond to furnish most of the
fuel to his anger.
'What's wrong with Walter? He'll never say anything.'
'That fat Philistine! I know he won't say anything! He'll
be quiet simply as a favor! He just loves to do favors--the
greaseball!'
'Well, no one'll know!'
'He'll know, and I'll know! He'll think I ought to be grateful
because he's a gentleman! He'll think he's in our confidence!'
'Oh my Lord!' said Vanny, a little relieved at the turn
Paul's anger was taking. 'I don't think that's such a vital point.'
'All right! What about this dinner date with that fellow
Hall? Why'd you accept that?'
'I don't know,' said Vanny, wondering why she had. 'I
guess I was just mad at you. Our last fight was over him.'
'You don't care much for my feelings!'
'You know I do, Paul!'
'Do you mean you won't go? You'll break the date?'
'No, I don't mean that,' said Vanny, shaking her glistening
black head. 'I've got to keep the date.'
'You're going with him?' Paul was almost incredulous. She
nodded.
'Bah!' said Paul. He turned and slammed his way out of
the door. Vanny watched him go with dark tearful eyes, and
turned to bury her face in the deep fur of Eblis who still purred
in the corner of the davenport. The great cat felt a touch of
moisture; he drew back indignantly and leaped to the floor.
Vanny flashed the animal a somber little smile: 'Heaven
knows you were well named Eblis.'
CHAPTER FOUR
JUPITER AND LEDA
For some reason which she did not analyze, Vanny dressed
with considerable care for her dinner with Edmond. With no
idea of the type of restaurant he contemplated, she selected a
severely tailored costume of wine velvet, with a collar as ebon
as her hair, and after some consideration, violated the fashion
by choosing, sheer black hose and tiny black pumps. Edmond's
prompt arrival found her ready.
The strange amber eyes surveyed her, and she fancied they
held a gleam of admiration. Indeed, Edmond, deep lover of all
beauty, found her not at all displeasing, but his cool mentality,
pursuing its inevitable probing, searched out the reason Vanny
had ignored.
'She previsions the conflict imminent between us, and arrays
herself to sustain her own self-confidence. She uses her beauty
not as weapon but as armor.'
But aloud he merely greeted her.
'Will you have a cocktail before we leave?' asked Vanny.
The other acquiesced, permitting himself a saturnine smile
as he noticed that she poured only one. She answered with a
little grimace of distaste. 'Not for a long time.'
Edmond replaced his empty glass on the tray.
'Where are we going?' asked the girl.
'Have you any preference?'
'None at all.'
'Then let me take you to a place which will perhaps be novel.'
Vanny was quiet and a little ill at ease on the drive toward
town. She felt constrained and embarrassed, the usual topics
|f of conversation seemed thoroughly futile--the 'What-have-you-been-doing's
and 'How-have-you-been's of former
schoolmates. The phantom of Paul's anger, too, rode between
them and conversation was restrained to simple generalities.
Edmond drove to a section strange to her, well westward
from the Loop, and led her into a plain little second floor
restaurant with no more than a dozen tables covered with red-checkered
cloths. She glanced around curiously.
'Oh--Russian!'
She recognized a giant samovar, symbol to America of
things Slavic. Two nondescript men held each a curious
stringed instrument in the far corner--balalaikas, she concluded.
'Muscovite,' answered Edmond.
They chose a table in a deserted corner--easily enough, for
only two other tables were occupied. Vanny was charmed by
the appearance of a bearded waiter, and amazed when Edmond
addressed him in throaty Slavic. She was charmed again by
the cuisine, delighted with the appearance as appetizer of
apparently unbroken eggs that proved to contain a paste of
caviar, a little startled by the borscht, and once more delighted
by a curiously creamy, extremely rich pudding.
'Why, this is a gem of a place!'
She suddenly realized with what enjoyment she had eaten;
she had not dared taste food during the day. With the cigarettes
came a sensation of normalcy; she felt quite herself again.
She resumed her usual self-assurance, and Paul's difficult
temperament ceased to weigh upon her. She felt again her
cool mastery of self and situation, and turned her attention
to her strange companion. He sat regarding her with a half-smile.
'If I've made a pig of myself, the blame is yours for so
perfect a choice of restaurants!'
'I hoped you would enjoy it.'
Vanny pressed out her cigarette.
'Shall we leave?'
'At your pleasure. Have you the evening free?'
'Of course. My Sunday evenings have usually been reserved
for Paul, but he knows of our date.'
'Shall we try a theater?'
'No,' said Vanny. 'I'm sick of purchased amusement. Let
steal ours. Let's ride. We haven't really talked yet, you know.'
They drove northward through the cool autumnal air. The
lake flashed, and a purple night-veil gave back the stars like
an echo. Vanny turned to her companion.
'Why were you anxious to meet me?'
'Because you offer a certain beauty for which I have been
seeking.'
She laughed. The compliment placed her on familiar ground;
she felt as easily able to manage this being at her side as Walter,
or fierce, sweet, lovable Paul, who always came back apologetic
and dejected. Would he tease as easily?
'Well, that's the first glimmer!'
'Of what?'
'Of deviltry. Frankly, Edmond, while you've been a pleasant
companion so far this evening, you've not been quite the fiend
I've heard.'
'And while you're as lovely at close range as I believed,
you've not proved the nymphomaniac women are supposed to
be.'
'That's a little better!' the girl teased, 'but a bit too personal!
Besides, I've been called cold before. I like the reputation.'
Edmond turned his eyes from the road, looking for a moment
into hers. 'Perhaps the name is less warranted than you like to
think.'
For a short moment, when her eyes met the strange ones
of her companion, Vanny felt a little thrill that was almost fear.
Instantly it passed, but a stray chill breeze from the lake
seemed to rise. She shivered.
'Now I'm really cold,' she said.
'Shall we stop somewhere?'
She considered a moment. 'I know! Let's stop at the apartment.
We can talk there, and no one's likely to come on
Sunday.'
The agile car swung around, driving toward Sheridan and
its banks of mountainous dwellings. They entered, and Edmond,
recalling the position of the furniture from the preceding
night, switched on a single rosy lamp. For a moment they
gazed from the window on the distant flow of traffic.
'I always thrill to this,' said Vanny. 'Life centers in cities.'
'Civilization,' said Edmond. 'City-building. The word is its
own definition.'
Vanny seated herself on the davenport. The great Eblis
bounded into the room; she stretched out her foot to toy with
him, then noting the direction of Edmond's gaze, withdrew it,
smoothing her skirt in some embarrassment.
'The lady has a prudish streak,' thought Edmond. 'I shall
take pleasure in violating this inhibition.' But aloud he continued
the conversation. 'This colossus called Chicago, and
all of its species, is the outgrowth of power and its application.
The cycle is self-perpetuating--great cities demand abundant
power, cheap energy favors the expansion of cities.'
'Paul was describing the city of the future to me not long
ago,' said Vanny. 'Not like this, but a clean and beautiful
place. He thinks large cities will die out.'
'Being Paul, he is probably wrong,' said Edmond. 'The
future is never explicable in terms of the past, no more than is
the tree in terms of its seed. The elements, the germs, are
there but the fruition is a thing apart.' He was studying the
girl as he had Paul, probing her mind and the subtle relations
that are called character. Two evenings in her company gave
him data; the conflict approached as he prepared to further
his designs.
'Shall I describe the City of the Future, its glory and its
horror?' he continued.
'If you think you're qualified,' smiled his companion.
'Let us see,' said Edmond with a curiously sardonic smile.
He began to speak in a low monody that droned in Vanny's
ears like a murmur of distant waters. Gradually the sense of
them merged into a continuity, but the pictures they evoked
lived on, grew into a sort of reality. She wondered momentarily
at this phenomenon, then lost herself in the magic imagery;
it did not occur to her that she was being lulled into a quasi-hypnotic
state.
'It is hot--sultry, on the ground level. Above us is no sky,
but a span of the first tier, the swift stage of the delivery
level, and the first level of Palace Avenue. This is the city
Urbs, planet-capital, greatest of the world cities of that future
era, and here buried in the depths of her steel entrails, lies the
forgotten ground that bears her. We hear the muffled roar of
traffic above us, the voice of that great Street and the hiss of
liquid-air coolers sighs from the walls beside us.
'You turn to me. "It has been a year since last I have had
occasion to walk on the ground."
'A great freight-bearer rumbles past, forcing us close to the
walls. We walk on, since it is your fancy to walk, past masses
of blank masonry, windowless but with many doors that gobble
freight. Here in the dimness of the ground level the air of
Urbs is foul with the breath of her thirty-five millions. Even
the almost negligible costume of the day feels hot and moist
our bodies; you sweep back your black hair from your
forehead with a gesture of petulance.
"And yet I love it!" you murmur. "This is the city Urbs!"
And indeed there is a sort of splendor about the thing, even
its drum-beat voice echoing its vastness to the depths
wherein we plod. There is a shouting behind us, and a crowd
surges for a few seconds across the street. We watch for a
moment, then move on; there is always rioting on the ground
evel, but a shade of trouble shows in your eyes.
'Ahead glows the red sign of the doorway of the Atlas
Building, above a little stone-arched portal; for the great
gates of the public ways are far above us. We seat ourselves in
a lift for the ten-minute ride to Mile-high Gardens, half-a-thousand
stories above the ground. The windows drop past,
instant glimpses of the tiers that rise along the great Avenue,
a moment's flash of a sky serrated by mist-capped towers, interlaced
by the spider-web of the monorail. Then open sky and
cloud traffic of the city Urbs, and we step out into the sun
and music and coolness of the Gardens. It is the hour of luncheon;
the tables are well occupied. There comes a sudden
burst of applause as we appear, for you are Evanne, called the
Black Flame.'
Vanny turned dark dreamy eyes on the narrator. 'But part
of the applause is for you, Edmond. Tell me why.' Edmond
smiled his saturnine smile; he perceived that his designs were
succeeding, for it mattered little what story he told if only it
seemed real to his listener, so that his twin minds could insinuate
his appointed thoughts. So he continued.
'We seat ourselves, and a waiter brings the wines. A performer
is singing--your song, Vanny, "The Black Flame"--in
queer, dipped Urban English. But we stare down the teeming
length of that mighty Street to its far end, where the twin
spires of the Palace rise even to our eyes. There is the dwelling
of him called in Urbs the Master, and in the outer nations,
the Overlord.
'"An hour--only an hour more," you say. "Must you leave
again so very soon?" and I answer, "There is revolution in
Africa, and revolt in China. The structure of the Empire
grows top-heavy like its City; some one must dance about on
top to balance its teetering." We stare again at the Palace
spires, symbol of the Master loved in Urbs, world-hated.'
Edmond, who until this moment had no more than taken his
companion's arm, now drew her closer, until the glistening
black head lay unresisting on his shoulder and his arms encircled
her. He droned on his story.
'The quarter hour strikes, and the great fans at our end of
the Street spin into a sudden blur, sucking out the fetid accumulations
of the past minutes. The city Urbs is breathing,
four gasps to the hour. But this is of no import; what both of
us watch with bitter smiles is the sinking of an airship between
the twin spires of the Palace. It is my Sky-rat, and we know the
hour of parting impends. I move my chair close beside yours,
the better to embrace you, as is the custom among the rulers of
the city Urbs. There is wistful sweetness in the lips you yield;
parting grows less bearable.'
Edmond now pressed his thin lips to Vanny's half parted
ones; still dream-like she answered his caress, drawing herself
closer. Suddenly she stirred, drew back. 'Edmond,' she whispered,
'you are the Master!'
'Yes,' said Edmond in tones quite different from those of his
story. 'I am the Master!'
The trance-like slumber dropped away from Vanny's mind,
yet she still lay quiescent in his arms. A pleasant languor still
held her; she was somehow intensely happy, and somehow
contentedly helpless. Her will had been given to Edmond;
she felt her old mastery of self and situation slipping from her
like outworn armor, and was content. And then both mastery
and contentment slipped away indeed!
Edmond's facile fingers found the catch of her dress above
her left shoulder, snapping it open. The wine-colored velvet
dropped away from her as he drew her erect; a feeling of
horror and violation pervaded her, yet the strange lassitude
held. She could not resist, and only her stricken eyes pleaded
with her tormentor to withhold from his purpose. For that which
she had decried in others was overtaking her, and she was
utterly helpless to forestall disaster.
But Edmond too was experiencing a revulsion of different
sort. He had satisfied his self-given promise to violate Vanny's
modesty; the thrill of her half-revealed body was highly pleasling
to his senses, but another element appeared--the foreign
emotion of pity. He felt the appeal of the girl's frightened eyes
and quivering form, and found himself neither as cold nor as
ruthless as he had hitherto believed.
'This is a needless cruelty,' he thought. 'Let me give her
some means of self-justification.'
He drew her close. 'You love me, Vanny,'
A straw to grasp at. 'Oh, yes! Yes!'
'You are very beautiful, dear. Dance for me, Vanny!'
Strangely, without Vanny's being aware of it, the radio was
providing a soft melody. Edmond drew back, seated himself,
while Vanny half-huddled before him.
'I must justify her costume to herself,' he thought.
'Dance for me, Black Flame!'
Vanny swayed, took a few faltering steps while Edmond
watched the flash of light on her black-silk clad limbs. Suddenly
she crouched sobbing, with her arms across her face.
Edmond sprang to her, raised her in his arms, and bore her to
the davenport. Still holding her, he thought, 'Something lacks.
I have not yet justified her complaisance to herself.' He considered
a plan. 'After all, why not? The form means nothing at
all to me, and she is really a very lovely creature.'
He bent over Vanny's head. 'When will you marry me, dear?'
She stirred, looked up at him with tear-bright and serious
eyes.
'I have said I loved you, Edmond. Any time! Now, if you
wish it!'
CHAPTER FIVE
FRUITION
The thrilling drabness of a Crown Point wedding was over;
since morning Vanny had been a wife, and it was now mid-afternoon!
She was alone now for the first few moments since
the epochal events of the morning. Edmond had given her his
car to drive to her apartment for such necessary packing as she
had to do--things she would need in the house on Kenmore.
She ordered her trunk up from the cellar locker-room, and
placed her key in the apartment lock with a queer sad little
puckering on her lips. Things moved so swiftly! Who could
have dreamed it two nights ago--or even last evening? How
had Paul taken her scribbled note? Had he told the rest of the
bunch? What had they said and thought--especially Walter,
who used to call her Vanny the Invulnerable? Invulnerable!
The joke was on Walter, and herself, too! How had it all
happened, anyway?
'I don't care,' she thought, as she entered the living room.
'I just fell hard for him, and that's that!'
Eblis bounded in with a protesting squall; she had forgotten
to feed him in the rush of the morning's events. She rectified
the omission, and passed into her bedroom. There she paused
at the sight of the wine-velvet dress draped over the foot of
the bed, beside the black hose and the diminutive black silk
dansette she had worn; an embarrassed recollection colored
her throat.
'I don't care,' she told herself again, picking up the lingerie.
'I'm glad I wore it.' She spread it against her, standing before
the door-mirror, and turned a little pirouette. Black stockings
must have looked somewhat less sensual, she thought, but
there wasn't very much of the dansette. She tucked up her
skirt, surveying her legs critically. Long, soft, rounded, nice!
I'm glad!' she repeated. 'I'm glad he liked the way I looked--glad
he was man and I woman enough to thrill! And that I'm
honest enough to be glad! In fact,' she told her reflection, 'I'm
a complete Pollyanna, and what of it?'
She folded the garment, placed it on the bed, and proceeded
to bury it with others from various closets and drawers. The
janitor struggled in with a flat steamer trunk, and she transferred
the bed's burden to its hollow. She followed with an
old hand-mirror of her grandmother's, a manicure set that was
a graduation gift, a few other mementoes. For a moment or
two she hesitated over a framed picture of Paul, finally laying
it on the dresser. 'If there's room,' she thought.
The doorbell rang; she ran to answer.
'Oh--Walter!'
'H'lo, Vanny,' He stood polishing his glasses. 'Mind if I
come in?' He entered. 'Congratulations--or is it best wishes?
I never remember which to offer the bride.'
'I'll take a little of both,' said Vanny. 'You don't seem very
enthused.'
'Oh, I really am!' He paused again. 'Only Paul, you know--'
'What about Paul?' she was a little anxious.
"Well, he asked me to see you. He got your note, and I
guess it pretty well upset him.'
'I should have been more tactful, I suppose,' said Vanny,
'but I didn't exactly know how.'
'You certainly didn't! He came over this morning before I
was up, and in such a state! "You wormed yourself into this
situation," he said. "You're Vanny's confidential agent! Now
you see her for me!" Then he told me about your note, and he
said, "She even signed herself Evanne. To me!"'
'I didn't mean to do that,' said Vanny. 'I was rushed and
excited.'
'Well' said Walter, obviously ill at ease, and with a plunge-into-cold-water
expression, 'the upshot of his remarks is this:
He thinks you married Edmond Hall because of your quarrel
with him.'
'Oh, that's utterly ridiculous!'
'Well, I'm just telling you. He said, "You find out if it's true.
I can't go around myself, and I can't write or call up, but you
find out and if it's true, tell her we'll fix it somehow. Tell her
not to worry, and we'll get her out of it!"'
'You tell Paul he's insulting!'
'Now listen, young lady,' said Walter, 'I can see Paul's side
of it. You know the whole crowd sort of considered you two
paired, otherwise there'd have been a few others on your trail. I
might have had a try myself. And you did show a pretty sudden
reversal of form.'
'Paul and I were never engaged.'
'He seemed to feel differently.'
'Maybe I did encourage him some,' admitted Vanny. 'I
liked him immensely and--I was wrong, I guess. I'm sorry.'
'If I'm not presuming,' said Walter, 'just why did you marry
Edmond Hall?'
The girl flashed. 'Because I love him!'
'You kept it well concealed.'
'I didn't know until last night! Besides, I'm not on cross-examination,
and I resent being questioned!'
Walter turned soothing. 'No offense, my dear. I'll sing your
requiem to the crowd.' He turned toward the door.
Vanny relented. 'Walter, you and Paul--both of you--must
come to see me when we get back. Paul knows where.'
'Oh, are you going somewhere?'
Vanny was a bit flustered, 'Why, I suppose so--if Edmond
wants to. We hadn't discussed it.'
'"If Edmond wants to!" He certainly toned you down in
a hurry! I wouldn't have believed it possible!'
'He's wonderful!'
'He must be. Good-bye, Vanny--The crowd'll be less of a
riot without you!'
Men called for her trunk. She hurried a few last-minute
articles into it, watched it closed, strapped, and borne away. She
picked up the reluctant Eblis, and descended to her car, leaving
Paul's forgotten picture still lying face downward on the dresser.
CHAPTER SIX
OLYMPIAN LOVE Edmond was sitting in his laboratory when Vanny returned,
and she ran up the stairs radiant and flushed and a trifle heated
from her exertions. She stopped in the doorway. Her newly
accquired mate sat on a board bench peering into a spinning
bowl filled with bright liquid. She tiptoed forward to peek over
shoulder, and glimpsed a distorted reflection of her own
face.
Edmond turned, and she thrilled again to his glance of admiration.
He drew her to the bench beside him. 'You are very
beautiful, dear.'
'I am glad if you think so.'
For some time they sat silent, Vanny content in her lover's
arms, and Edmond turning various thoughts in the intricacies
of his minds. 'I strike closer to the secret of happiness,' he reflected.
'The pursuit of happiness through sensation, which is
put the search for beauty, is the pleasantest and most promising
of the ways I have followed. And this being whom tradition
will term my mate is in all ways the most aesthetic, the most
desirable means to my end.'
Vanny twisted in his arms, to look up at him. 'Walter Nussman
came in while I was packing.'
'Indeed. With a message from Paul, doubtless.'
'Why, yes,' the girl said. 'The whole crowd was thoroughly
surprised by the suddenness of the affair. In fact'--she smiled--I
was myself! Not that I'm sorry, dear--but I just don't
understand yet.'
'And that,' said Edmond, 'is hardly surprising.'
'Were you as amazed as I was?'
'Not I.' He had nothing to lose by frankness; the prey was
trapped and caged. 'I tricked you into it.'
'You mean you fibbed a little,' laughed Vanny. 'Men always
do to girls--especially men in love.'
'I never lie,' replied Edmond, 'having never found the need.
I planned your love beforehand. I took you at your weakest--at
the Venice, when your resistance was negligible. I trapped you
again last night--sated you sleepy with food, lulled you with
words until you were prey to any suggestion of a stronger will,
and then placed you in such a position that your own modesty,
your own training, your own self-respect, forced you to admit
you loved me. You could not have resisted; the experiment was
too well designed.'
He paused, noting the effect of his words. A trace of horror,
a trace of hurt reproach, showed in his companion's face, but
not the violent emotion he had half anticipated.
'Edmond! An experiment! You talk as if I were no more to
you than these things around us!' She indicated the array of
cages and instruments with a contemptuous gesture, watching
for his answer.
'But you do mean more, dear! You are my symbol of beauty
and my final bid for happiness. Hereafter these other interests
shall be--diversions.'
Edmond was satisfied. His bird was well trapped and tamed,
and did not even comprehend the method of her taking. 'And
thus,' he reflected, 'ends the experiment's inception and begins
its consummation. Now if I am indeed his prototype, let us
explore the meaning of love to the superman.'
Vanny rested content against him; she thought nothing of
his confession, he realized, because the thing was done to win
her; it justified itself because she was the desired object. He drew
her close again, caressing her body with his long fingers. Again
he stripped that unresisting body of its coverings. His twin
minds reveled in an unaccustomed riot of sensation, and forgot
for the time to be properly analytical. He raised the vibrant
form in his arms and carried her to that room where stolid
Anna had borne him.
The girl tensed in his embrace. 'Edmond! There is someone
else in the room!'
She had somehow sensed his duality. 'There is no other,
dear. You tremble at shadows.' He soothed her, drowning her
senses in a flood of passion; her breath blew against him in
fluttering gasps. 'Cheyne-Stokes breathing,' he noted, and then
forgot method and analysis as his twin minds fused in a riot of
ecstasy; Vanny was murmuring, and for a moment a paean sang
in his ears.
Then he lay panting, drawn and exhausted, in the silence
of diminishing sobs; his fingers clenched into curious fists.
'The superman!' he jeered. 'Nietzsche--Nietzsche and
Gobineau! Was it your shades that gibbered around my nuptial
couch?'
CHAPTER SEVEN
A HONEYMOON OF DREAM Edmond awoke with an unaccustomed weariness and a heaviness
in his limbs. A weakening lassitude sat upon him, and a
somber sense of futility. 'It is a truism,' he reflected, 'that
pleasure is won at the expense of pain. The accounts of the
cosmos balance, and for each thing that is granted, payment is
exacted even to the last place of the decimal.' And in his other
mind: 'To this extent at least I am human, in that my desires
still exceed my abilities.'
But Vanny arose radiant; she went humming about the house,
presented herself to the stolid Magda in the kitchen, and felt
only passing regret at the defection of Eblis. For the great cat
had liked neither the house nor its master, and had quietly departed
during the night without a leave-taking, vanishing mysteriously
as is the custom of his kind.
Vanny explored her new demesne; she found much to admire
in the old furnishings, and some items which she promised
herself to change. The gloomy library with its skull-topped
fire-place depressed her; some effluvium from the ancient
volumes seemed to keep the place in deeper shadow than natural.
She looked in several books; they did not interest her and
she returned to the upper floor to proceed with her unpacking,
to find Edmond risen and vanished, doubtless to his laboratory.
She was happy; Paul, Walter, and her friends had disappeared
from her memory almost from the moment of her encounter
with Edmond, just three evenings before. It was as if she had
been suddenly reborn in another character.
Descending to arrange a late breakfast, she found her new
husband reading in the library. He had had a fire laid in the
grate to relieve the brisk autumnal chill, and sat idly smoking,
turning the pages of a gray volume, as if glancing aimlessly
through it. Vanny watched him for a moment beyond the arch
of the doorway; she saw something romantically mediaeval in
the faint flicker of the firelight on his pallid intelligent features.
'Like a student in ancient times,' she thought, and skipped in
to perch beside him on the massive chair. He placed his arm
around her, and she peered over his head at the text he held.
Hen-scratches! 'What's that you're reading, dear?'
Edmond leaned back in the chair. 'The only surviving volume
of the work of Al Golach ibn Jinnee, my dear. Does the
name mean anything to you?'
'Less than nothing!'
'He was an apostate monk, turned Moslem. His work is
futterly forgotten; no one save me has read these pages for
nearly five centuries.'
'Ooh! What's it about?'
Edmond translated the page before him; Vanny listened
almost incredulously. 'Gibberish,' was her first thought, but an
eerie shudder made her tremble. Little of the mad blasphemy
was clear to her, yet there was an aura of horror cast about her
by the words.
'Edmond! Stop!'
He patted her hand, and she departed for Magda's kitchen,
but she perceived a curious illusion; a gigantic shadow followed
ner just out of direct vision--a shape horribly winged and formless,
yet never quite visible; it danced along almost behind her,
and persisted for several minutes in the sunny kitchen. There
finally she threw off her sense of depression in the matter-of-fact
association of Magda, checking supplies of staples, planning
menus for the following day.
After a late breakfast, they returned again to the library. Edmond
sat in his usual place before Homo's skull, and Vanny
on the foot-stool at his feet. She watched the play of shadow
on the little oil landscape.
'Edmond, I don't like that picture.'
'I'll have it moved to the laboratory, dear.' He had long since
ceased to speculate concerning the daub.
'And Edmond, dear--'
He smiled at her.
'Shall we go somewhere for a while? Not, of course, unless
you want, but I should like to have a little time to adjust myself--to
get straightened out. Things happen so quickly.'
'Surely, Vanny. I understand. Wherever you choose.'
Vanny was never certain thereafter whether they actually
traveled, and, far from adjusting herself to her altered living,
reality seemed to be slipping away from her like melting ice in
her fingers. The journey, if journey it was, seemed too incredible,
though parts of it had color and solidity. There was a day
and a night in New Orleans--she remembered the startling
expanse of Canal Street--when she was deliriously happy in
Edmond's love, and other periods when they were suddenly in
the house on Kenmore, dream-like, without transition. But at
other times she recalled visits to places and cities that she was
sure had no counterpart in reality. They wandered apparently
for many days through an unnatural bloody-hued desert, subsisting
on the contents of a water-skin Edmond carried, and
the meat of strange little fungoid things that hobbled about in
the air like potatoes in water. And they wore heavy furs, and
were bitterly cold by night; even the day brought only a wan
half-sunlight, and the sun seemed small as a dinner plate. And
once they stood very still while a great thing only slightly like
the little airy mushrooms droned overhead; it was too high
above them to see clearly, but it buzzed along with a purposeful
tenacity toward some unguessable objective.
At another time they stood bathed in muggy clouds on a low
hill, watching the misty lights of a curious city below them.
Edmond whispered warnings to her; something evil was abroad
in the city, and she gripped a six-inch dart in her hand. She
never remembered the outcome of this adventure, but she
retained the impression of terrific destructive power in the
tiny dart, and a vague supposition that it was a little rocket of
some sort.
And there were many nights in the house on Kenmore when
Edmond reclined in his chair and she danced for him, danced
with no thought of modesty now, but with a wild sense of grace
and pleasure; the fire behind her limned her body in charcoal-like
silhouette, and her strange mate watched her with an admiration
that she would almost have died to create. On one of
these evenings he stripped her white body of every covering
and folded about it an iridescent robe of purple he had acquired
for her; the room was in darkness save for a faint fireglow, and
that night she danced with her body gleaming like a metal
sword. The eyeless gaze of Homo's small skull seemed to her to
follow her movements, and the musty volumes on the wall-shelves
breathed an incense. That was a night of ecstasy
long remembered! There was never a night that Edmond
seemed more human, more sincere, more vital in his loving of
her.
But reality was dropping away. The very solid walls of the
house were growing unstable; they wavered and shifted like
stage-settings when her glance was not directly on them; the
sturdy oak doorways went misty as she passed, and chairs were
never quite where she expected when she sat down. Even the
familiar street beyond the windows took on a smoky appearance,
and she could not read for the shadows that stole out of
corners. This dream honeymoon was befogging her tense
little mind; reality and fancy were becoming confused
and inseparable. The solid material of every-day life grew
shadowy, while the shadows in the corners took on a terrifying
solidity.
Edmond watched the progress of Vanny's unsettlement with
an interest not altogether academic or unsympathetic; his experiment
was striking emotional chords he had not known he
possessed. And he himself was not wholly unscathed; his languor
strengthened about him like a misty net; nor was he unaware
of the reason. His keen analysis of situation had instantly
developed the x-quantity in the experiment.
'We are alien beings, Vanny and I,' he concluded. 'She is
not mentally capable of sustaining our intimacy, nor I physically.
Ours is the mating of the eagle and the doe; each is in its
own sphere a competent entity, but the eagle's beak is too sharp
for the doe's lips, and the doe's hindquarters somewhat too
sturdy for the avian physique.' He twisted his saturnine features
in a smile. 'Yet there are certain compensations.'
But a culmination impended, and arrived with an uncompromising
finality. Vanny collapsed first under the strain of the
unnatural union. Edmond entered the arch of the library one
day to find her lying senseless before the fire-place in a limp
heap of iridescence, with the flames almost licking at her robe,
and a reddening bruise between her eyes. He bore her to his
chair and used what means he had to restore her; for several
minutes thereafter she seemed dazed, and clung fearfully to him.
'It came out of the wall,' she murmured. 'It came out on
ragged wings.'
'The fire has vitiated the air here,' said Edmond. 'You were
overcome, and struck your head on the mantel.'
'No! I saw it, Edmond! It flew out at me!'
'You fainted and struck your head,' Edmond repeated. He
drew the girl erect, led her up the stairs.
'I saw it! I saw it!' she was murmuring. 'It came out on
ragged wings, with eyes that bit--'
He supported her to her bed, easing her gently down. He
placed long fingers on her forehead, and held her eyes with a
gaze grown suddenly intense.
'There were no shadows, dear,' he said. 'There will be no
shadows hereafter. You are to sleep now. You are very sleepy,
dear.'
Vanny obediently slept. Edmond watched her for a moment
and then left her with slow thoughtful steps. He felt again the
surge of unaccustomed pity; she was too beautiful to be thus
tormented.
'I must not destroy her!' he thought in his complex minds,
and repeated almost fiercely: 'I must not destroy her!'
CHAPTER EIGHT
OLD EVE It was several days before Vanny felt quite herself again; she
wandered about the house in her purple robe with a bemused
air; but the shadows remained quiescent in their corners, and
chairs and walls were properly inert. Edmond was pleasantly
considerate, and spent much of his afternoons amusing her
with dagger-like comment, description, or fancy, but there
were no more visions. In the main, he held the conversation
to commonplace topics and routine affairs. He had casually
liquidated the bonds which had supplied her modest income,
and purchased a variety of stocks for her. The two months of
their union had witnessed a considerable appreciation of these,
and he brought her a sheaf of certificates to endorse. He was
going to sell them, he told her, as she reclined on her bed.
'Fools are patting fools on the back,' he said. 'The rise will
not outlast the month.'
He saw that the considerable profit cheered her; Vanny had
never been close to poverty, but had likewise never hitherto
known the carefree sensation of affluence. She was familiar
with the argot of the Street; Walter and others brought the talk
of the rampant market to the old gatherings.
'Why don't you sell short, dear? Wouldn't it be wise?'
'Very wise. The balloon is inflated to the bursting point. However,
your profit, and mine as well, is considerable even in this
year and this city. More would be burdensome, and involve a
routine of management I prefer not to shoulder.'
Her confidence was complete; she did not question him further.
After a day or two she was up and about as usual; except for
a dawning sense of distance in her black eyes, she was quite the
Vanny of old, laughing again at the little incidents of living,
happy again merely because it was easy to be happy. October
was slipping quietly along with its unexpectedly early evenings;
she had been alone with Edmond for eight weeks and had not
yet missed her old companions.
Edmond, after her recovery, had fallen into his old routine.
He spent his mornings in town casually taking care of the details
of living, and his afternoons mostly in his laboratory or the
library. She grew accustomed to his habitual comings and goings,
and adjusted the machinery of housekeeping to them,
though Magda, of course, bore most of this burden with the
methodical efficiency of two decades of service.
But as the month closed, she was not always happy. Edmond
had changed. He was kind enough, thoughtful enough, but the
old wild nights of flame were no more. There was some barrier
between them, something of his building that kept them
apart as if in separate cells. Had he ceased to love her? Was her
bright body already growing stale to his senses?
She worried a little as the days dropped one by one into the
past; perhaps she herself was at fault somewhere--but in what
respect? She was utterly at a loss, and thought wistfully of the
nights that already seemed long ago.
She offered her body as a lure. She used it in ways of which
she could not have dreamed in the days past; she danced for
Edmond like a votary before her deity, improvising a costume
of the half-transparent robe. And all her reward was an almost
reluctant admiration, for she perceived that he was not entirely
unmoved. The prey rose often to the bait, but would not strike.
And so October dragged into its final week. The days shortened,
there were new songs on the radio, and the tottering market
crashed with a world-wide rumble that she scarcely heard.
She was puzzled and hurt by Edmond's indifference; the word
'experiment' popped out of memory to harass her.
There entered another element, equally puzzling in their
ationship--she began to perceive the strangeness of her husband's
character. There was a difference between Edmond and
other men, a subtle something that she could neither express
nor identify. This was less to be worried about than his coldness,
for it seemed to her proper that he should be a being above
others; if this superiority involved certain physical differences
in eyes and hands--well, that was as it was. At times, indeed,
she was startled by stranger differences, curious inhuman distinctions
in his very thoughts. She sensed these things occasionally
even in casual conversation, and sometimes in rather terrifying
manner. One night when she danced for him she became
suddenly positive that two people stared at her; she sensed
another presence that watched her with desirous eyes. She
stopped momentarily to gaze startled at Edmond; it was for
that instant as if four eyes stared at her from his lean face.
Thereafter the thing recurred with unsettling frequency, and
she began to imagine thoughts and presences of peculiarly
disturbing nature behind Edmond's pale eyes. November was
dawning on a puzzled, wistful, more-than-half-frightened
bride, in whose nature an ancient Eve was struggling newly
awakened and demanding sustenance.
CHAPTER NINE
OLD EVE REBELS
Edmond was not unaware of Vanny's predicament. From his
sympathy and knowledge he knew, almost to the wording of
her thoughts. However, for perhaps the first time in his life
he found himself helpless to solve a problem he might have
attempted. Continue the deadly intimacy of their first weeks?
He foresaw disaster to both of them. Explain his position to
her? Impossible, since he himself was not cognizant of it? Send
her away? A cruelty as burning as that he was now perpetrating.
He was surprised by the intensity of the love which he himself
had evoked in this being who was his wife.
'I played Eros too well,' he reflected. 'My arrows wounded
too deeply.' And his other consciousness repeated its old admonition:
'The fault is neither hers nor mine, but lies in this
union unnatural to both of us. Too close an intimacy will end
by killing me and driving Vanny mad. Our separate strengths
attack each the other's weakness; we are acid and alkali which
are mutually destructive even to complete neutralization.
Neither of us can sustain the other.'
So he followed his policy of procrastination, confident that
in time elements would enter that might make possible a solution.
The situation presented a deadlock; only a disturbing force
could upset the balance to permit his intellect to play. He had
no presentiment as he left on his customary morning's visit to
town that this force was about to emerge. He diverted himself
by reasoning out certain trends he pre-visioned in the world of
finance.
'The system has passed a climax,' he thought. 'Of the several
rational methods to rebuild the structure of prosperity I see
none likely of adoption save that of a population-devouring war.
The little minds are too well in control of things, though doubtless
they will muddle through as in the past. This is a rather
hospitable planet, and provides a large margin of safety for the
errors of its inhabitants. Likely enough in the next several years
some new industry will rescue the phantom called prosperity,
which was aided by the automobile and abetted by mass credit.'
Vanny felt a surge of real pleasure as she greeted Paul, who
entered looking rather woebegone, with his yellow hair in
greater disarray than usual.
'Oh, Paul! I'm glad you came.'
Paul was somewhat ill at ease, and too buried in his own unhappiness
to look directly at Vanny. She led him into the living
room, sat facing him on the davenport.
'Tell me about yourself, Honey.'
Paul shrugged. 'I starve on.'
'I'm sorry.' Vanny felt his aversion to pity; she turned to
another subject. 'What's happened to Walter?'
'Walter's nearly nutty! He was in the market--cleaned out
last Thursday.'
Vanny felt a thrill of pride. 'Edmond sold out both of us ten
days ago. He told me what was coming. He says it's not over
yet.'
'Then he's Babson, or the Devil!' He looked sharply at Vanny,
his attention drawn by her sudden start. For the first time
he noted the distant look behind her dark eyes. 'What's the
matter, Vanny?'
'Why, nothing, silly! What should be?'
'You look different. Not so sparkling--more serious.'
'I was sick a few days, Honey. Nothing important.'
'He treats you all right?'
'You're being ridiculous!'
'Are you happy, Vanny?' he insisted. 'You've changed so!'
The girl looked at him, a trace of speculation in her eyes. She
was surprised to discover that her trouble was plain in her face--or
was it simply that Paul loved her, shared her feelings? She
felt a rush of compassion; surely she had treated him shabbily
enough! This was Paul, her Paul, who loved her, and whom
she had casually and cruelly kicked aside. She reached out her
hand, ran her fingers through his yellow hair. With the gesture,
Vanny felt a strange stirring within her; her body was aching
for the love her mate withheld. She drew back her hand, closing
her eyes with the intensity of her aroused desire. Paul was leaning
towards her, watching her.
'What is the matter, Vanny?'
The question recalled her.
'Nothing. I guess I'm still a little under the weather.'
'Listen to me a minute, Vanny. I'm not welshing on the deal.
I've lost you, and that's that. But you do see I was right in
refusing to bring him around, don't you? I wanted you, and I
had to fight. You see that.'
'Yes, Paul. You were right.'
'I was angry and bitterly hurt, Vanny. I thought it was a
scurvy trick of yours to toss me aside so--well, so carelessly. I
thought that at least I was entitled to a warning, a chance to plead
my case.' He paused. 'Now--I don't know. You've changed. I
hardly recognize you as the same Vanny. Perhaps you acted in
the only way you could.'
'I did, Honey. Believe me, I did not try to hurt you.'
'It's all right; what's the difference now? But it was an awful
wrench at first, with the feel of your lips still poignant. Your
kisses haunted me for days.'
'You may kiss me now, Paul.'
He smiled wryly. 'No thanks, dear. I know these married
kisses with the fire carefully smothered. About as much kick as
an extinct cigarette.'
Vanny pursued the discussion no further in that direction;
she smothered an unexpected impulse to insist, to repeat her
offer, and returned to casual topics. For an hour the two sat
talking; their old intimacy, the easy frankness of their long
friendship, blanketed them, and Vanny was aware of a decided
enjoyment. Paul was so solid, so real! He who thought himself
a poet, an aesthetic spirit, and lover of beauty--how simple he
was after all, how simple and human and understandable! No
wizard here to evoke dreams and practise demiurgy and summon
terrible and not-to-be-understood shadows out of corners!
Just Paul, plain and lovable.
'But he's not Edmond!' she thought. 'He's not Edmond. I
master Paul too easily--he's a sweet, normal, intelligent youth
and he loves me, but he's not the flaming, dominating sorcerer
I happen to love!' And again, while Paul talked of something--she
scarcely knew what: 'But oh God! I wish Edmond loved
in the same way as Paul!'
And an hour passed. As noon approached, the press of
household duties made themselves felt; she could hear old
Magda clattering in the kitchen. Paul, she recalled with a smile,
never had any conception of the exigencies of time; she'd have
to remind him.
'It's near lunch-time, Honey. I'd ask you to stay, only I
wasn't expecting you, and there's hardly enough for you and me
and Edmond.' She hesitated to voice her actual doubts as to
the advisability of his encountering Edmond--not that she
mistrusted Edmond's finesse, but she was skeptical of Paul's
delicacy in such a situation. However, Paul himself realized
the conditions.
'Thanks,' he said wryly. 'I'd be uncomfortable anyhow,
under the circumstances.'
He rose to depart; Vanny followed him to the door with a
curious reluctance, for he seemed to take with him a sense, a
memory, of the old carefree days. Not that she regretted their
passing, for she knew that she was Edmond's, flesh and spirit,
utterly, for so long as he demanded; but the past too had its
charms.
'Paul, Honey!'
He paused at the door.
'You'll come back soon, won't you?'
'Of course, Vanny. As often as you'll permit--tomorrow if I
may.'
'Not tomorrow.' It would be pleasant, she thought. 'Come
Wednesday morning, then.'
He was gone. Vanny watched him for a moment through the
glass of the front door, watched with a reflective smile that was
somehow a little wistful. But Edmond was due to arrive; she
turned toward the kitchen and Magda, and the ancient spirit
of Eve slept very quietly within her.
CHAPTER TEN
THE APPLE IN EDEN
Edmond was not entirely unhappy in his marriage, nor on the
other hand, did he find his complete fulfillment in it. While he
still delighted in the flashing loveliness of his mate, he still
lacked the companionship he desired, and was almost as lonely
as in the solitary days. Nowhere could he find understanding,
and conversation was of necessity limited to topics and viewpoints
that seemed to him elementary. As always, his recourse
was his own self, and his conversation was constrained to the
give-and-take possible between his two minds. He still read,
but with lessening interest and growing boredom--philosophy,
literature, science, all had a familiarity and a sameness that
disgusted him, and the rare jewel of novelty was becoming almost
undiscoverable. He began to perceive that he had exhausted
human resource; the nature of man and his works were
too familiar to intrigue him longer. So, for the most part, he sat
and thought his own thoughts. These mostly devolved upon
highly theoretical and extrapolated deductions, since he had
abandoned for the time his routine of experiment. His esoteric
labors were largely in the field of philosophy, as for instance,
when he reflected in this fashion:
'Flammarion, a nice thinker, glimpsed one interesting fact,
though it is a truth based rather on man's limitations than on
actuality. In eternity, says Flammarion, whatever can happen
must happen, which is to say all possible combinations of
events will occur if only enough time be granted. Then, he
reasons, since there is an eternity behind us as well as before, in
the past as well as in the future, it follows that everything possible
has already happened. Specious and logical; let us consider
it.'
And his other self at the same time promulgated its answer:
'The error is obvious. What Flammarion has done is merely to
consider Time as one-dimensional. In effect, he takes an infinite
line, places a dot on it to represent the present, and argues
thus: Since there is an infinite number of points on this line to
the left of my dot, it follows that every possible point is located
here. A fallacy, obviously, since there is an infinity of points,
one side or the other, not on the line at all! There exists, in
fact, not one Time but innumerable parallel times, as Einstein
infers in his pleasant little fantasy. Each system, each individual,
ssesses his own little time, and these may be curved as Flammarion
argues, but certainly not in the sense he believed.'
So Edmond amused himself with his own cogitations, finding
a dim and unsatisfactory companionship within his own
mind. For here Vanny failed him as utterly as all the rest of the
human world; however much she wished, she was simply unable
to enter into an understanding conversation with her
strange husband.
Not that she didn't try; she strained her bright little mind to
capacity in an endeavor to interest him, retailing scraps of
knowledge she had culled from her reading, questioning him,
listening with tense attentiveness to his sometimes incomprehensible
answers. Edmond was always ready to listen
her, and always kindly explicit in his explanations, yet she
realized the perfunctory nature of his interest; she sensed
always an attempt at simplification, as one might explain to a
child. The thing worried her, puzzled her. 'I'm no moron,' she
told herself. 'I've always held my own with the old crowd, and
tie of them were considered brilliant. It's just that Edmond's
so much more wonderful than anyone else in the world!'
However, an element that troubled her in far greater degree
than his intellectual casualness was his physical indifference.
He seemed satisfied by the optical sensation of beauty; when
Vanny presented herself in a guise she thought becoming, he
was ready enough with admiration, but his caresses were dishearteningly
rare. There were a few nights of ecstasy; little
indeed of the glorious abandon of those early weeks! Edmond
refused to revive that disastrous intimacy, knowing that neither
could sustain it, and Vanny danced in vain before the grinning
skull of Homo.
'I am no more than an ornament, a pet, or a dancing doll,'
she thought unhappily. 'I have nothing of companionship to
give, and now already my body palls.' She was puzzled, weary,
and wistful. Her body, having once known the caress, ached
endlessly for it.
Paul's rather frequent morning visits were in some ways a
solace, for at least he provided a sort of friendship she missed.
His devotion bolstered her waning self-confidence, and kept
alive the spark of pride that Edmond had nearly smothered
with his indifference. Somehow, too, Paul sensed her perturbation,
and his ready sympathy failed this time to anger her. A
pent-up emotional volcano was threatening to burst its crust
of convention and training; a crisis approached.
Occasionally as in the past Paul brought bits of poetry for
her criticism; he used to enjoy her ready approval and encouragement.
Somehow of late she found this hard to give; was
her taste changing under Edmond's dark influence, or was
Paul's work, lacking perhaps some lost inspiration, deteriorating?
As for example, this particular morning. They sat on the
living room davenport, Paul in his usual careless disarray, and
Vanny, interrupted in her morning routine, in a simple housedress.
He was reciting a short poem that he called merely
'Autumn'.
/*
'Her eyes with their unanswered dreams
Are bitter, and her face is old,
But from her withered body gleams
A brazen mockery of gold
Shining like ancient wealth untold;
There is a coolness in her breath.
The handmaiden is she of Cold--
The harbinger is she of Death.'
*/
Paul paused for her comment as he concluded the octet, and
his silence roused Vanny, who had been listening half in reverie.
'Do you like it?' he asked.
'Why--it's very pretty, Paul, but isn't it a trifle--well well--
obvious?'
'Obvious!' He looked hurt. 'Why, Vanny! It's not supposed
to be subtle; it's just an impression.'
'I'm sorry, Honey. I wasn't paying very close attention, I
guess. Perhaps I read a meaning into it that you didn't intend.'
Paul looked at her. He noticed the distraction in her features,
the curious haunted look in her dark eyes, the unsettlement in
her aspect.
'Something troubling you, Vanny! Won't you tell me, or let
me try to help?'
She returned his gaze, seeing as if in memory the fine blue
eyes, the sensitive features, the yellow hair she had loved. Old
Eve, somewhere deep in her being, complained bitterly at that
moment; Vanny's body ached for that which Edmond denied it.
'Perhaps,' she replied. 'Paul, do you still love me?'
'You know I do!'
'Do you still find me--attractive? Could I still thrill you?'
'Vanny! Is it clever or kind to torment me with suggestive
questions?'
Something alive behind the turmoil that was Vanny's mind
was urging her on. The part of her which was Eve prodded the
part which was civilized, the being born of teaming and heredity
opposed the being born of the first primal cell. She reached
a sort of decision. From her position properly at the far end of
the davenport from Paul, she dropped one small foot to the
floor, leaning toward him. The light wash-silk housedress
strained against her body; Paul was not oblivious to the lure
she dangled before him.
'Kiss me, Paul. I want you to.'
He leaned forward. Suddenly her arms were about him. He
felt her lips against his with a burning softness, and she pressed
her body close to his. There was an abandon, a fierceness about
her embrace; this was certainly not the Vanny of old! His arms
tightened, pressed her more closely.
Suddenly she threw back her head; her eyes with their
strange light burning close to his. 'Have I smothered the fire,
Paul?
'Vanny!' he was a little breathless. 'I don't understand!
Don't you love him?'
She disengaged herself, drew away, and faced him with her
eyes still burning and her cheeks flushed.
'Yes, Paul. I love him. I love him as greatly as it is possible
for me to love.'
'Then why--?'
'Listen a minute, dear. I tell you I love him. I am not cheating,
not stealing anything from him. What I am giving you is
nothing to him, it is a part of me he doesn't want, a part he has
rejected. Do you understand?'
'No,' said Paul, 'I do not, but neither do I question.'
'I am stealing nothing from him,' repeated Vanny, as if to
herself. 'I am living in the only way I can live. I am doing the
only thing it is given me to do. I do not think there is any higher
wisdom than that; if any exists, it is Edmond's province, not
mine.'
She seemed suddenly to realize Paul's presence.
'Honey, I want you to go now. Come back tomorrow morning.
Promise me.'
'Of course,' said Paul, still amazed as she hurried him out of
the door.
She turned back through the living room, wandered into the
library. The skull of Homo grinned at her with a replica of
Edmond's sardonic smile.
'All right, if you know so much!' she snapped at it. 'What
else can I do?'
The little skull grinned silently at her.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CONVERSATION ON OLYMPUS Edmond watched the writhing market as it slid closer to the
edge of the second precipice.
There was a crowd at the customers' desk; those fortunate
enough to be in a position to buy were grabbing for bargains
that seemed unbelievable in contrast with recent prices. A wave
of buying was cushioning the drop.
A customers' man stood beside him.
'You were certainly lucky, Mr. Hall. You got out just in
time.'
'I allowed myself plenty of time,' said Edmond. 'The break
came almost a week later.'
'Hmph! Maybe! Are you buying today?'
'Not yet.'
'Not yet! Why she's already rebounding. You'll buy your
line back fifty points higher!'
'Did you ever review the history of past panics!'
'Yes, but this is different! Earnings are good--business is
good. Money's plentiful. This break is the result of internal
technical conditions!'
'So', said Edmond, 'is an earthquake.'
For some time longer he remained, observing rather the
crowds than the quotations. The frenzy of the first break was
over; some watched the gyrating prices with a dull lack of interest,
others with a buzz of comment on each upward flurry.
The Morgan group was buying, Rockefeller was buying, rumor
told of a colossal bankers' pool formed to support the market.
He listened idly for a while, and then wandered out into the
street.
He stood at the corner of Adams and Michigan and watched
the jostling autos crowd each other, or scuttle into side streets
with audible grunts of relief.
'There is the germ of a true civilization in this,' he reflected.
'A truly civilized man would be in effect a free mind in a body
of machinery.'
And at the same moment his other self was objecting, 'But
the existence of a free mind in a mechanical body would in itself
eliminate or prohibit the existence of all art. Art is simply
a reflection of man's instincts and training. Poetry and music
and dancing are the wooing of birds and fish, and are inextricably
tangled with sex. Literature in general is the migratory
impulse, the urge to explore, as are painting and sculpture.
Philosophy and religion are self-preservation.
'This free brain of ours lacking the instincts that are a part
of body could see nothing of beauty, and to that extent is not
a truly civilized being.'
And his first self, answering, 'After all, art is not beauty,
since beauty per se is not existent. Doubtless, sunrise is the
acme of horror to an intelligent bat, and the inhabitants of
planets of the red star Aldebaran would consider our green
earthly verdure a monstrous and obscene thing. Beauty and
truth are not one, save in that each is relative to the observer,
and neither exists but in his perception. Thus our argument is
its own refutation and civilization is truly of the mind and not
of the instincts.'
So Edmond picked his way reflectively through the separate
entities flowing around him, when of a sudden, like an awakening
crash to a sleeper, his twin minds fused, and he found himself
staring with a curious absorption at a figure half a block
before him. He quickened his steps; a sensation unique to his
experience flooded his being.
The woman turned. Their gazes met and mingled like the
mingling of molten metals. Two eyes, light like Edmond's, intense
as his--a figure slim, and shorter than his own--an awkward
and unnatural masculinity somehow inherent in it. Her
hands were gloved in black, but the revealing suppleness was
there--
Edmond was staring at a woman who was in every physical
respect his counterpart!
And even while his consciousness reeled to adust itself to this
astonishing presence some impish brain cells in the background
were grinning. 'Dog scent dog!' he thought sardonically, and
raised theoretical hackles.
Then he spoke. 'I did not dream you existed already.'
The woman smiled, still holding his gaze with an intensity
equal to his own.
'I have felt your nearness,' she said.
Silently the two curious figures moved northward with the
crowd, but no more a part of it than two molecules of hydrogen
in a current of air. Unspoken, they knew their destination--the
woman's dwelling place. North of the river, they turned west
through the streets of little shops and decaying buildings, and
into one of these.
Upstairs, Edmond found a room, a cell like countless others
save in the profusion of sketches, pastels, and small oils that
covered the walls and lay piled in corners. And these pictures
he recognized.
'You are Sarah Maddox, then,' he said. 'I might have guessed.'
The woman smiled.
'I have two minds,' said Edmond, 'or a dual mind, but not
such as the beasts call a dual personality.'
'Yes,' said Sarah.
'I have known a City, not past or present, but a place where
I am at one with life.'
'I know,' said Sarah. The two remained staring at each
other; there was a comfort in their proximity, as of two friends
meeting suddenly in a far place. Then Edmond spoke again.
'I do not think these are cities of reality in their sense. They
are symbols, rather, of what may be. They are that world toward
which we tend, for now I perceive our meaning, what we
two imply.'
'You need not explain,' said the woman. 'I know.'
'Colors and objects are your media. I must phrase my
thoughts, having but inadequate words.'
Sarah smiled.
'Our implication is this,' said Edmond. 'That we are a mutation.
We are not prototypes of things yet unwombed of Time,
but part of a change that is. Weissman glimpsed the truth, and
Evolution is not the slow grinding of environment on the clay
of life, but a sudden upspringing of higher forms from that
clay. The age of the giant reptiles--then suddenly the age of
mammals. A fern, and then a flower. Things stable and stationary
for a geologic age--then the crash of a new and stronger
species, and catastrophically, that age is ended.
'They out there in the street will bear more like us, and we
shall replace them. The age of the dominance of Homo Sapiens
shall be the shortest of all geologic eras. Five hundred centuries
since he sprang from the Cro-Magnons and destroyed them, as
our kind will destroy him. There will be disorders and turbulences,
and the grindings of a deep readjustment as world
power passes upward to us. Shall we employ it better than the
beasts?'
'How to judge? By their standard or ours?'
For a time these two smiled silently at each other; understanding
blanketed them, and was sufficient. Then again Edmond
spoke:
'There is that possible to me now which before was undreamable.
That is intelligent conversation. Let us converse of realities,
such things as the world of humans discusses not at all,
save mystically or sentimentally, or in the gropings they believe
philosophy. Let us speak of all things that are, their beginnings
and endings.'
The woman smiled.
'I speak,' said the superman, 'in poetry--not because, as
some have believed, it is the natural mode of expression, nor
because it is beautiful, but for this only: that in poetry alone
can I imply the ideas which are otherwise inexpressible in
language. Meter and symbol can suggest what words in themselves
cannot convey; to these beasts this becomes emotion,
but we perceive the implicit thought.'
'Yes,' said Sarah.
Edmond, who until then had stood as he had upon entering,
now seated himself, and cupped his chin upon his incredible
hands.
'Before there is anything, there was Something, for there was
the possibility of being--an existability, without which all things
were impossible. Nowhere conceivable does that state exist,
but on the remoter worlds, as Neptune, it is approximate. Neptune
is thus the symbol of my thought.'
Then Edmond gazed intently at the floor as one reflecting
and spoke again slowly.
/*
'I am the Planet eremite, the gaunt repulsor of the light
That falls like icy rain at night, from frigid stars and moons a-cold.
Ye have not seen a world like this--the blank and oceanless abyss,
The nameless pit and precipice, the mountain very bleak and old.
Yet ah--my silence murmureth! Oh, Inner Orbs, ye have not heard
That stillness where there is no death, because no life hath ever stirred!
"But here God's very name is dead!" wept Heaven's mighty Myriarch,
Then trembling turned away and fled, for Something gibbered in the dark!'
*/
Edmond raised his head from his cupped hands, and gazed
with the old fiery intentness at Sarah. Comprehension surged
between them, and he smiled, satisfied.
'There was a beginning,' said Sarah.
'Creation is simpler to the understanding than Precreation,'
responded Edmond. 'Even mankind is to some extent creative,
though the fools unknowing worship in their Creator a goddess
instead of a God, since creation is a feminine act. Yet there is
more to be said:
/*
'Dawn amid darkness, while afar
The little lights in scimitar
Lit up an age-old barren sea,
Of nothingness infinity.
Incipent air and pregnant storm
Embodied then a giant form
Still trembling with the power that gave it
INTELLECT to damn or save it.
SENTIENCE, from its twi-formed birth
Of MALE and FEMALE, air and Earth.'
Sarah--
'Mine the torch, and yours to light it.'
Edmond--
'Yours to save, but mine to blight it.'
Sarah--
'Yours the seed, but mine the flower.'
Edmond--
'Yours the years, but mine--THE HOUR!'
*/
Another pause, as Edmond fused his twin minds into a
questing purpose. He spoke again:
'You are right in saying that masculinity is of inceptions, and
femininity of growth. The sperm is mine, but the child yours.
You are right, too, in saying that there is a compulsion laid
upon us, not in the sense of a duty, but as a tenet of nature. We
two have received a trust, that our kind survive. We must reproduce.'
Now Sarah's eyes, still gazing with unwinking intensity into
Edmond's own, flamed with a deeper light, a universal light
that glows in the female of all species. That, too, Edmond perceived,
and to his consciousness there seemed a discordant
note, but he said nothing.
'There will be an ending,' said Sarah.
'Endings are simpler than Existence,' said Edmond, 'and
Destruction, like Creation, is feminine; I deal with things already
created and not yet destroyed. Beginnings and endings
are your province; mine, things as they are. Yours are birth
and death, but living is mine. As you and all women are closer
to the emotional primitive, so are you more in accord with
Creation and Destruction, for nature, which is the most creative,
is of necessity the most destructive of forces. Therefore, do
you tell me of the ultimate end and the return of chaos.'
Again Sarah smiled that fleeting and intense smile. Then,
folding her hands, she spoke softly.
/*
'There came a night when all things lay
As if some wind had swept away
All vestiges of pulsing life,
And left cold bodies to be prey
To primal elements, while they
Renewed their immemorial strife.'
*/
'That,' said Edmond, 'is approximate truth. The music of
the spheres is a gigantic crashing as they pass into existence
and out of it.'
But his other self was reflecting, 'Intellectually she is all that
I desire. Physically she possesses no tiny trace of appeal. Why?'
He stood upright. 'There are things to be done. I must go.'
Sarah smiled without reply. Both understood that other
meetings were inevitable, desired by both. Edmond passed
again into the streets of jostling vehicles.
CHAPTER TWELVE
SATAN
Meanwhile Paul and Vanny reclined before the fireplace of the
monkey's skull, Paul spoke of such things as poets speak of.
Vanny listened, though a little wearily, yet withal indulgently.
She had not colored her cheeks, and her eyes had still more of
the inexplicable distance that had been growing therein.
'So that if poetry is but a meter--a tom-tom beat,--then
beauty itself can be reduced to mathematics,' said Paul, and
paused for a reply.
None followed. Vanny turned her luminous eyes upon him.
'You haven't listened to a word,' sulked Paul.
'I have, Paul. All you say is true--very true--childishly true.
But--Paul, you are only a child--all of us are children-to him!'
'Can't you forget him for a minute?'
Vanny did not answer.
That devil!' said Paul.
'Yes--his name is Lucifer.'
'No,--Caliban--Vanny, he's mad, and he's making you mad,
too!'
'Often,' said Vanny, 'I have wondered if that were the explanation.
Perhaps! Only there is something else--something
inexplicable--either divine or infernal. Something--'
Her voice dropped. Suddenly she looked at the man with a
deeper luminescence in her eyes, so that Paul started back
aghast.
'Paul, Paul--he is different--inhuman, somehow! At times,'
her voice grew tense, her eyes desperate, 'at times, Paul, he is
two people!'
'What, Vanny?'
'No, I mean it, Paul! I can feel it, sense it! Not physically,
but I can feel the presence, and both are he! I am afraid of him,
Paul, but I love him like--like a dog his master--like--' She
fell silent, leaving her simile mysteriously incomplete.
'He is unbelievably powerful,' she said, after a long pause.
'Nothing ever bars him from attainment of his purposes. Think,
Paul, how he has defeated you at every encounter from earliest
school days, and sometimes in rather terrible fashion!'
'Do you think so?' returned Paul. 'I thought--' He paused,
reconsidered the idea he had been about to phrase. It had occured
to him that in this present encounter he was worsting his
redoubtable opponent, winning from him the greatest of his
treasures. But was he? Was he not rather contenting himself
with the leavings, with a part of Vanny that Edmond, for his own
insane reasons, had rejected? 'He ravishes her soul like the
orthodox Devil,' Paul thought, 'leaving her body easy prey
with the spirit drained out of it.'
'I know this,' said Vanny; 'that if the whole world were set
on one course, all the ministers, scientists, rich men, generals,
and statesmen wanted one thing, and Edmond opposed it, he
could sit in his black-windowed room upstairs and contrive a
means to defeat them. You see, Paul, this sense makes his companionship
very poignant, but also blasting and withering like
a desert sun; and his love is languid and insufferable!' Some
rising emotion shook her; tears were beginning to glisten in her
eyes. 'But I love him, Paul! I want his love and I am miserably
cheated!' She was panting in an effort to suppress her tears;
an old phrase of Edmond's, the word 'experiment', had returned
in memory to harass her.
'Whatever he wants is inevitably his,' she continued sadly,
and then, with a sudden flash of insight: 'His one weakness,
and like a curse on him, is never to know his desire, to want
nothing at all badly enough to make its attainment a satisfaction--not
me nor anything in the world!' She was weeping
bitterly now, and her emotion burned rampant on its own fuel.
Paul seized her shoulders, shook her, held her close, so that
her eyes were hidden. Her hysteria subsided.
'Vanny, you must come. This is madness.'
No, Paul.'
She lay in his arms as many times before, and Paul felt as
always the seductiveness of her.
'Paul--'
'Yes, dearest.'
'Give me love again--human love--like men and women and
natural things!'
Minutes passed--Edmond entered quietly and stood above
them with his old ironic smile.
Paul rose pallid and dishevelled, and faced Edmond, who
said nothing, but only waited with a smile of bitterness, his
blazing eyes on Paul. Vanny crouched in terror, her eyes on
Edmond, her hands fluttering frantically.
Silence.
'Well,' said Paul at length, 'after the manner of such gentlemen
as I, I had better ask what you are going to do about it.'
Edmond did not reply nor vary his gaze.
'Don't blame Vanny,' said Paul. 'Blame me, and mostly
yourself. You're not fit for her, you know.'
Edmond did not reply.
'It's your fault,' said Paul. 'She wanted your love and you
withheld it. She's told me. She needs it, and you made her
desperate.' He felt a surge of panic, and his voice rose. 'You've
got to let her go! You're making her as crazy as yourself--Don't
you see it? She can't stand it! Let her go, I tell you!'
Edmond did not reply.
'You devil!' Paul felt as if he were screaming. 'Will you let
her go? You don't want her! Let her find what happiness she
can!'
He choked. Edmond did not reply.
An outburst of deep terror was flooding Paul's brain, as he
understood that he faced something unnatural. He uttered a
cry that was curiously shrill, and drove a clenched hand to Edmond's
face. Edmond fell back against the wall and the ironic
smile seemed to grow more bitter in a driblet of scarlet from
the crushed lips, but there was no change in his intense gaze as
Paul fled sobbing.
Edmond turned his eyes on Vanny, who through usage
found them bearable. She smoothed her hair and garment and
stood before him like an ivory statue, a pallor on her cheek and
a question in her haunted eyes.
'For that he should have died,' said Edmond, speaking at
last, 'but that he spoke the truth. You must be released. I will
go.'
'Do you think, Edmond,' answered Vanny slowly, 'that anywhere
I can now find companionship or love other than that I
know with you? Because through you I have almost understood
the inscrutable things, other men are as children or the
beasts of nature.'
Edmond shook his head sadly.
'Do not part us, Edmond,' said Vanny. 'I love you, Edmond.
They think we are both mad,' she said, 'and I too think so--sometimes;
but often I know otherwise when I perceive that
you are an angel or a devil, or something more than a man.
Nevertheless, I love you, Edmond.'
And at his silence, she continued, 'Do not punish me, Edmond,
because I have these several times yielded to the stubborn
bestial clay within me; I have more of the beast than you,
but now I swear it is dead, Edmond. I will ask no more of you,
no more than you will give.'
And again, 'Will you understand me, Edmond?'
At last he spoke, gently.
'I am not angry, Vanny, nor do I fail to understand. There
is something else between us, something ineradicable and fatal
to any further union of ours.
'Vanny, I am not human!'
'You are telling me that you are the Devil,' she said, 'but I
love you Edmond.'
'No, Vanny, it is less comprehensible than that. You and I
are alien, not in race, but in species. This is why you are unable
to bear a child by me, nor ever will be able. We are fortunate
in that, for a child of ours would be far worse than any mixed
breed; it would be a hybrid!'
Through his other mind flashed a comparison of Vanny's
pale body and his own deformity.
'When the horse and ass breed,' he said, 'the offspring is a
mule. Vanny, our child would be--a mule!'
And as her desolate eyes still gazed into his:
'Perhaps I am the Devil, inasmuch as I am mankind's arch-enemy,
and that which will destroy him. What else is the Devil?'
A sort of comprehension was born in Vanny's mind. She
glimpsed the meaning of her husband, and a feeling of the inevitable
disaster dawned in her. Henceforth, they were enemies,
alien species, like the lion and the lamb, but with no ultimate
lying-down together!
'Then good-bye, Edmond.'
For once Edmond vocalized the obvious.
'Good-bye, Vanny!'
As he moved again into the street, he was more utterly miserable
than ever before.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
LILITH AND ADAM
Edmond and Sarah, two strange elements in the fantastic quadrangle,
seemed for the brief ensuing period to be more perfectly
aligned, to possess a greater degree of harmony than the
stormy combination that was the origin of their union. Sarah,
cold, languid, impersonal, seemed to her companion a fit and
desirable consort, and a haven of peace and quiet intellect. Not
yet had the demands of his body made themselves evident, and
the pleasant poison he had imbibed was yet to run its course in
his nature.
Still, a remnant of the sorrow Edmond felt at the loss of Vanny
survived to sadden him. Sympathy and pity were emotions
that had grown less foreign to his character, and he was coming
to know a sort of familiarity for their twin dolorous faces. Yet
the first bitterness of his renunciation passed with the inception
of Sarah's completer understanding. He managed to suppress
for the time being that sense of beauty which was the one
trait that had so far yielded him a modicum of satisfaction.
Sometimes, however, the urge returned to plague him, and he
wondered anew at the self-borne inconsistency that caused him
to find beauty in an alien creature.
'There is a sort of Satanic majesty about Sarah,' he thought,
'and her self-sufficiency is admirable, and proper to her kind.
There is also a very precious element in understanding and
companionship, and Sarah only, of all created beings, has that
to offer me. It is irrational for me to seek in her a beauty her
heredity denies her, the more irrational since her body, and not
human woman's, is my appointed lure. And yet, rational or not,
I miss the white wistful loveliness that is Vanny's! I have
twisted my own nature into hopelessly unnatural channels!'
So he entered into this new union, part of him satisfied, and
part of him prey to a longing that survived out of his old life.
He moved Sarah away from her drab little room into an apartment
overlooking the Park on Lake View Avenue. He doubted
whether the change to more commodious quarters affected her
at all, for so self-contained an entity was she that her surroundings
were of all influences the most negligible. Not that she was
a stranger to beauty, her artistry denied that supposition; but
she drew her inspiration from a source far removed from reality,
somewhere in the depths of her own complex character. She
found, in her quiet and complacent duality, compensations that
Edmond for all his restless seeking was forever denied.
Their wooing was a languid, and to Edmond, a disappointing
affair lacking both the stimulus of obstacles and the spur of
uncertainty. Sarah was acquiescent but unresponsive, yielding
lackadaisical caresses in return for Edmond's own unethusiastic
offerings. There was none of the fiery ecstasy that made
Vanny's love like a flaming meteor burning the very air in its
passage. That compulsion to reproduce, which had seemed
originally noble and worthy of fulfillment, hung now about
Edmond's neck like an iron collar, deadening half his pleasure
in Sarah's companionship and reminding him insistently of the
delights he had forsworn.
'If this is the measure of my race's capacity for enjoyment,'
he reflected, 'then whatever their attainments of the intellect,
they have much indeed to learn from their simpler human
progenitors!'
As summer progressed, the feeling of discontent deepened,
and even the high and Platonic intimacy with Sarah was embittered
by it.
'Sarah has failed me now,' he thought. 'There is no release
anywhere for me who am doomed forever to tread a solitary
path.'
He continued his gloomy reflections. 'It is a curious fact that
all speculators concerning the Superman have made the egregious
mistake of picturing him as happier than man. Nietzsche,
Gobineau, Wells--each of them falls into the same error when
all logic clearly denies it. Is the man of today happier than Homo
Neanderthalis in his filth-strewn cave? Was this latter happier
than Pithecanthropus, or he happier than an ape swinging
through Pleistocene trees? Rather, I think, the converse is true;
with the growth of intellect, happiness becomes an elusive
quantity, so that doubtless the Superman, when he arrives, will
be of all creatures the most unhappy. I, his prototype, am the
immediate example.'
It was with a feeling of relief that he realized Sarah was pregnant;
part of the compulsion was satisfied, part of his responsibility
was behind him. Sarah too seemed to feel the lessening of
the tension; their mutual interest in this purely rational undertaking
of producing offspring bound them a little closer together.
But Sarah withdrew more closely into herself after
the event; she seemed to have less need than ever for a presence
other than her own.
Often, during the months of summer, Edmond brought out
his gray car and drove for many hours and many miles in an
effort merely to escape the dullness of thinking. For his very
thoughts palled upon him at times, seeming to him a rather wan
and sickly substitute for certain realities he had known. He was
seldom successful in his attempt, for the curse of intellect pursued
him with speed easily sufficient to outdistance the mechanism
in which he fled.
Still, the curious union was surviving. His nature and
Sarah's never met in open conflict, since Sarah's desires were
never deep rooted enough to resist his own impulses; she gave
way to him equably, quietly, and without rancor, yielding
everything and finding recompense in her unborn child, her art,
and herself. So the strange menage ground itself into a sort of
stability as summer closed.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
EVE AND LILITH
Vanny sat miserably silent after Edmond's departure; the house
seemed as still as the depths of a pyramid, and as old and lifeless.
She was dumb, dazed, by the impact of events. The whole impulse
that drove the wheels of her life was rendered powerless
by her loss, as if she were a motor whose current had been suddenly
cut off. She sat unmoving while the clatter of Magda setting
the table for lunch scarcely penetrated her conciousness;
a long time later she heard the stolid servant removing the untouched
dishes. Edmond gone! It was incredible catastrophe.
The words were as meaningless as if one should say, 'The sun
has gone out; the world is condemned to darkness.'
The afternoon waned, and still she sat hopelessly, without
thought, knowing only the depths of her misery. Finally she
was aware that the doorbell was ringing, had been ringing for
some time. She would have risen when Magda's heavy tread
forestalled her. A moment later she looked uncomprehendingly
at the figure that entered the room; realization came slowly
that it was Paul, very excited.
'My dear!' he said, 'I came back at once, as soon as I found
your note.'
'Note?' Vanny said vaguely, tonelessly.
'Of course! Here!'
She glanced indifferently at the missive he presented; truly
enough the script was her own, confuting in its accurate familiarity
the very testimony of her memory. A single line, 'Come
back, Paul,' and her own signature, perfect to the shading of its
letters. Why had Edmond inflicted this irony on her? Was he,
she wondered, attempting a mistaken kindness, or, out of the
depths of his wisdom, did he indicate to her the course he considered
best? No matter, she concluded dully; it devolved on
her to follow his implied command.
'He's gone,' she said, turning vision-haunted eyes on Paul,
who still panted in excitement.
'And a good thing, dear! We'll have you free, start proceedings
immediately!'
'No,' said Vanny. 'I don't want that.'
'Why, dear! That's the only course!'
'No' the girl repeated in the same monotone. 'If Edmond
wishes to be free of me, he'll contrive it himself.'
'Of course he will! And at your expense, Vanny--at the cost
of your character!'
'He won't do that, Paul. He'll find his own means, if he
desires it.'
Now, with the presence of a friend whose sympathy she
trusted, the apathy was transforming itself to an active misery,
a poignant, unbearable pain.
'I'm terribly unhappy!' she muttered, and began to weep.
For a long time Paul, sensitive to her needs, made neither
sound nor movement, but when she began to quiet from sheer
exhaustion, he moved close to her, held her in his arms, and
tried to comfort. After a time she was pale and dry-eyed and
calm.
'You will stay here tonight, Paul,' she told him.
'Not here! You'll come away with me!'
'Here,' reiterated Vanny.
The afternoon dragged slowly into evening; night fell on the
city, and still they remained in a room grown somber with
shadows. Vanny would not yield to appeal or argument to leave
the house, and Paul had not the heart to abandon her. In the
end he stayed, feeling somehow as if the girl had won a victory
over him. Nevertheless, the next night found him still present,
and the following night as well.
So there began a queer period in the lives of these two.
Paul was nearly happy in the possession of the being he
desired. He worked with unaccustomed energy at his writing,
using Vanny's desk in the living room, and it seemed to the
girl that his work was of more merit than heretofore. He was
elated too with the acceptance of a short story by a magazine of
small circulation but of decided literary repute; shortly afterward
the same publisher accepted a poem.
As for Vanny, she was far from happy, but her misery drove
her to Paul for comfort. She clung to his companionship with
a sort of despairing avidity, feeling her loneliness insupportable
without him. He was simple, affectionate, understandable;
sometimes she experienced a feeling almost of relief at the
realization that his thoughts were of her own degree, human
and comprehensible. More than that, she could hold conceptions
beyond his powers, and could if she wished master his
nature as Edmond had mastered hers. There was a grain of
comfort in this, for she perceived that she retained something
within herself of Edmond's more than human abilities.
Magda, third member of the unusual household, worked
on as stolidly as if she had not noticed the change in personnel.
She prepared the meals as usual, served and removed them,
and collected her wages each Saturday. It was as if she served
not the tenants, but the house, as she had done for nearly a
quarter of a century.
During this quiet and unhappy interlude, Vanny was
relieved at least of the necessity of financial worry. She had
her own account at the bank, and her own deposit box. An
inspection of this revealed a surprisingly thick sheaf of securities,
considerably more than she had believed she owned; it
did not occur to her that Edmond possessed a duplicate key.
So life dragged along; the new year passed into being and
the planet swung through the spring and summer arcs. Little
by little the distant look was fading from Vanny's dark eyes,
as the incredible sensations and events of her dreamy life with
Edmond slipped out of the grasp of her memory. She realized
their passing as her recollection of certain elements grew
misty, but she had no power to fix them since they included
conceptions alien to her mind. She was drifting back, away
from both the horrors and the beauties she had known; she
watched these latter vanish regretfully, but the turning of time
seemed only to measure their disintegration. She was helpless
either to aid or hinder the process.
Sometimes she helped Paul at his work with an incisive
criticism or a suggestion full of possibilities. More often she
read while he labored, for her husband's great library was at
hand for her use, but the things she dug out of the volumes
seemed usually meaningless gibberish, lacking the interpretation
of a greater insight than her own. At other times she simply
sat and dreamed; Paul was sometimes amazed by the stretch
of time she could while away in this fashion--she who had
been of old so active, so impatient of idleness. She found the
library a solitary retreat, since Paul seldom entered it; the skull
on the fireplace grinned at him with too ironical a smile.
Of late she had grown careless of her appearance; she employed
no cosmetics, and her clear skin seemed always ivory-pallid.
Mostly she wandered about the house wearing that
iridescent purple robe that Edmond had draped about her;
her hair drifted like black velvet around her face, and Paul
thought her more lovely than ever. And then, as Autumn sent
a preliminary chill into the air, she perceived a restraint in
Paul's manner; with something of Edmond's unbelievable
perspicacity, she understood that he was concealing some
unpleasantness from her.
'Paul,' she asked him suddenly as he sat at the desk, 'have
you seen him?'
'Seen whom, dear?' He looked up perturbed.
'Edmond, of course! Where is he?'
*What makes you ask that, Vanny? How can I know?'
'Where is he, Paul?' she repeated.
He surrendered gloomily. 'I saw him, dear. He's living in
an apartment on Lake View; I think he's living with a woman.'
Vanny's pallor increased so violently that Paul was startled;
he sprang toward her from the desk, but her eyes met his
steadily enough.
'Tell me where, Paul,' she said, 'or take me there. I want to
see her.'
'I won't! You can't ask that!'
'I want to see her.'
'She's ugly,' said Paul. 'Thin and shapelessly angular, and
she looks like him.'
'I want to talk to her.'
'But he'll be there!'
'Not in the morning.' She rose, moving toward the hall;
Paul gave in with a sigh and followed.
'I'll go with you then,' he said with a wan smile of surrender.
Edmond had taken his grey roadster; they found a taxi,
and sped silently along Sheridan. Vanny spoke not a word until
they angled off the teeming Drive to Lake View, and halted
before a brown brick apartment building.
'Wait for me,' she said then and walked unhesitatingly
toward the boxes in the hall; his name was there; he had not
deigned to alter it. She pressed the button beside it; a long
minute passed without result. Again she pressed it, steadily,
insistently, and waited; finally the door buzzed in mechanical
invitation. She pushed it open; there was an automatic elevator,
and she stood tense during the interminable ascent, half
hypnotized by the long bee-like drone of the mechanism.
The apartment door opened as she approached. Sarah looked
out at her with intent, expressionless eyes, and instantly Vanny
perceived the nature of this being for whom Edmond had
abandoned her. This was a woman of his own sort, able at
once to be companion and mother, capable of permitting the
fulfillment of his life. Her mood turned suddenly to extreme
melancholy. Now indeed, with such an opponent, it was a
hopeless task to win Edmond back!
The woman Sarah still stared without speech, and Vanny
felt constrained to break the silence.
'I am Mrs. Hall,' she said. The other nodded silently,
swinging the door wider and moving aside. Vanny entered, and
the door closed. She stood surveying a room obviously of the
better furnished-apartment class. Here and there about the
walls were oil paintings, pastels, and crayons, and she recognized
the handiwork; this was the same twisted artistry that
had produced that disturbing landscape, once in Edmond's
library, that yet hung in his laboratory. Sarah motioned her to
a chair and sat herself facing her. The tense silence settled
over them again, 'I wanted to see you,' Vanny said finally.
The woman nodded.
'I wanted to understand,' said Vanny, 'since I have lost him
utterly--lost him,' she added in bitterness, 'because I was a
fool!'
'Do not imagine,' said the woman in a voice of curiously
flat intonation, 'that your little peccadilloes could drive him
away. They are without meaning to him.'
'Do you love him too?' Vanny said.
The woman spoke. 'I have that which I wish,' she said, and
was again silent.
'You do love him,' said Vanny. The other made no reply.
'I am sorry,' said Vanny finally, 'that I came here on such a
hopeless errand. You understand that I must do what I can
to draw him back; at the least, I must try.'
The woman turned her strange eyes on Vanny, and spoke.
'No need to try,' she said, 'since you have never lost him.
He seeks an illusion called beauty which he finds in you but
misses in me.'
A tinge of joy showed in Vanny's face. 'Did he say that?'
she asked.
'He says nothing. There is no need. Now do leave here and
try no more to draw him from me, since you will inevitably
succeed, and the course is disastrous.'
'Disastrous! To whom?'
'To each of the four,' said Sarah, 'but mostly to Edmond.'
Again she was silent, while Vanny wondered dimly how she
knew of Paul.
She rose to depart. 'I've got to try,' she said, moving toward
the door. The woman Sarah watched her silently,
though Vanny fancied she saw a glint of regret in the curious
eyes.
CHAPTER FIFTEEEN
THE LOSS OF BEAUTY Sarah was to bear Edmond's child in March, and late September
found their curious establishment as settled as any normal
household. But as the period of her pregnancy progressed,
Sarah drew more and more into her own being. Her minds,
always introverted, turned their twin backs on reality, to dwell
in a world within themselves and bounded by their own configurations.
Never oppressed by that craving for an understanding
companionship that drove Edmond, Sarah now
found still less need for any outside entity. Yet she did occasionally
seek his caresses, and these he gave, although hopelessly
and indifferently. And the old loneliness returned to
Edmond with a strange new intensity born of disappointment.
'Beauty has vanished out of my world,' he thought, 'and
nothing is left me save a being who is to be a mother, and
there is no companion.'
But his other self meanwhile was regarding a visual memory
of Vanny, with her body that curved, and was reminiscent of
glades and sunlight and things earthly.
'The curse of the Cave still persists,' reflected Edmond,
'though differently in me than in men who daily go out to
the hunt leaving their females to tend fires. Life moves in
cycles and each individual finds his little circle encompassed
by the greater circle that is society.'
Instantly his other mind visualized his concept, thus:
One night he saw Vanny on Michigan Avenue, walking
with Paul, and moved by that pity which he had come to
know, he slipped back into the dark entrance of the North
American Building, that they might not meet. An ancient
longing surged through his duality, and the sight of Vanny's
pallor twisted in his breast like an oriental kris. Nor did he fail
to notice the questing glance of her luminous eyes, peering
here and there in a hopeless search, while Paul talked earnestly
of something negligible.
'She feels my presence like Sarah,' he thought. 'The suppleness
of her mind amazes me; who can limit the potentiality
of the simplest brain? She has learned more of me than I had
believed possible.'
But the anguish of his loneliness persisted below the icy
speculation. He wanted again the virile love of humans, and
Sarah's languid caresses seemed ever less desirable.
'I have tasted an opiate,' he thought. 'Human love is not
for my kind. Vanny and I are as poisons to each other, and
as I kill her mind with forbidden visions, so does she destroy
my body with fatal pleasure.
'Alien are we, natural and appointed enemies; no good thing
may ever come out of this brief union of ours.'
He followed with his burning eye Vanny's diminishing
figure.
'Silver flame of Attic woodlands,' he thought. 'Why does
she, of an alien species, draw me as Sarah should? I who should
call kind to kind, as mare and stallion, woman and man?'
And his other self supplied the answer.
'Because all my associations have gathered around the
normal woman-body. Beauty is to me what experience has
trained it to be, and Vanny, not Sarah, is its embodiment.'
Often a vague idea of suicide beckoned, and as often a stubborn
pride of race rejected it.
'Surely no race whose first member is suicidal has any survival
value. On me lies the primary burden of proving my
species' fitness.'
And his other self replied, 'This is the primitive idea of
Duty that misleads me. This is patriotism, and pride of blood.
Peace is a thing infinitely more to be desired; and peace is
easy of access, and I know the way.'
But his first mind, considering: 'Still, the idea is in itself
repugnant, as it confesses the weakness of my kind. Better for
me to live and suffer that the coming of my race be easier.'
And his other self again, 'Why aid these successors into
unhappiness like mine? If come they must, then let them,
but do not usher them into Hell. Cerberus had three heads,
not two.'
And finally, 'Neither the pursuit of knowledge nor that of
power is happiness. Happiness hides in its own pursuit.
Happiness is the quest; content, the achievement. But for me,
who come before my appointed time, there is neither the one
nor the other, since the goal is in a not yet extant future.'
But always in part of his mind the image of Vanny persisted.
He perceived that love had two components, companionship,
which is the intellectual, and passion, which is the physical
element.
'My love is thus sundered, so that I love one with my brain
and another with my body.'
And he smiled his ironic smile, whispering to his idle self,
'Of these two, the bodily love is sweeter!
'There is a delight I can never know,' he reflected;--'the
unity of these two elements of love. Sarah's mind in Vanny's
body--'
His idle mind envisaged for a moment a dark thought,
to be toyed with an instant, weighed, and rejected. He perceived
that in certain things fate is inexorable, and monsters
are always to be abhorred.
Then his twin minds reverted to Sarah--placidly intelligent
Sarah, who alone could accompany him through the
mazes of his thoughts, but could not follow the broad and
easy way of the body--Sarah, whose pleasure in the bearing
of a child was greater than that in its conception--Sarah, who
knew nothing of strong human love, and desired nothing of
it, her mind unpoisoned by forbidden pleasures.
'She is normal of her kind,' he thought. 'In the placidity
of pure intelligence, she is unaware both of the pits of despair
and the peaks of pleasure; her existence is an equable flowing
out of ideas, unruffled by any emotional breeze. But I am a
creature of the depths, toiling forever toward shining heights
that recede horizon-like before me. I have in a sense perverted
myself with alien joys; my nature should have been as Sarah's,
but that I tasted the poison.'
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
IN WHICH EDMOND REFUSES LONGER TO FOLLOW HIS FANCY Again one afternoon Edmond returned to his lake-cresting
hill, whence he had watched the planet spin under him, and
seated himself once more on the remembered slope. He
watched the posturing of a golden finch, a laggard in the migration,
in the tree above him, taking a sort of pleasure in its
instantaneous grace. He answered its twittering, and reply
brought forth reply, for all beings save Man and the man-ridden
Dog were drawn to Edmond.
'I am less of the Enemy and somewhat more of the Master,'
thought Edmond. 'I am of nature the user, where man is
the destroyer.'
But his other self sat within like a statue cast in lead, and
struggled to think of things remote from that vision which
was unforgettable. Like the migratory bird, his thoughts were
drawn inevitably to the tropics of his mind; returning from
the zones of cool speculation to that torrid equator where the
two hemispheres met. So at last Edmond gave himself to his
misery, and wrung therefrom finally a sort of dusky pleasure.
'Suppose now,' he thought, 'I should evoke for myself an
illusion, as I know how to do--a mental materialization of her
whom I desire, and suppose I endow this image with the
qualities of my senses, why should that vision not satisfy
me? For I know that it would not. Is it that her thoughts and
her personality would be my own? No; for the thoughts and
character of the fleshly Vanny are mine.'
His other mind replied, 'What is lacking in the image of
my own mind is Vanny's admiration, her worship and love.
These are things I can never endow, for God knows I have
none of them for myself!'
Nevertheless, Edmond did evoke for himself a vision of
Vanny, and by means of faculties for intense concentration
made her seem real and external to his minds. For he found a
pleasure in the contemplation of her white loveliness that
logic could not argue out of him; therefore the image that
sprang into being was that Vanny who had danced for him
by night, with her body gleaming sword-like in the dusk.
Edmond made the quiet Autumn afternoon into an evening
about the two of them, and watched his evocation dance as
Vanny had been wont to dance. Thereafter he summoned her,
so that she lay warm against him with a well-remembered
pressure, and he kissed her and spoke with his vision.
'Are you less unhappy with me than with Paul, Vanny?'
The image replied, 'I am the Vanny who was yours, and
I have forgotten Paul.'
'But do you like to return? To recall things as they were?'
'How can I return? I have never been away.'
'That is bitter reproach, Vanny! I am empty enough,
lacking your presence.'
'I am yours whenever you will it, Edmond.'
'No,' said Edmond, after a long moment, 'my course is
wiser in that it contains less of evil. It was the rational thing
to do.'
'But since when, Edmond, has that been a criterion of yours?'
Edmond looked into the dark eyes of his evocation with an
expression that held unmistakably a trace of doubtfulness;
it seemed to his perceptions that in that moment the vision
spoke not with his words, but with its own. As if, he thought,
he had performed some of the functions of creation, and
played on a diminutive scale the part of deity--so real, so
living, did this being made out of his longings and imaginings
seem to him! He felt a strong temptation to do a thing his
reason forbade, to adopt in fact the suggestion of this lovely
fancy, and abandon reason as his criterion.
'Suppose, now,' he argued while his vision nestled in his
arms, 'suppose I forswear reality, and take as my own this
dream I hold, and dwell hereafter in a world of dream, as I
can if I desire. Perhaps happiness is to be found only in such a
world, a conclusion not void of logic, since it is but saying that
happiness is a dream. If this is true, is it not the part of wisdom
to enter the world of visions, where all the law is my own desire,
and only that same desire measures either my companion's
acquiescence or my own capacity?'
Out of the depths of his intricate mentality, a part of his
mind sneered an answer in grim irony: 'Nietzsche, here is
your Superman who wastes his caresses on a phantom and
indulges himself with a dream, like a morbid child! To forswear
reality, to dwell in a self-created, phantasmic world, is
simply to welcome a voluntary madness!'
He turned again to his vision, and the eidolon smiled into
his eyes, as if grateful for his attention.
'It is neither wise nor sane that I dally here with you,'
he told it, 'to cloy my senses with a non-existent loveliness,
as is the way of a madman.'
'But why not?' replied the image. 'Indeed, it is your own
statement that beauty, like truth, is a relative thing, and exists
only in the mind of the observer. If you must have reason as
your guide, will you spurn the implications of your own
logic?'
For a while Edmond regarded his creation with that intensity
which had been Vanny's terror, and then spoke in the tones
which had been her delight.
'Vanny! Vanny!--Say the answer to the question I am
thinking!'
The vision trembled, the deep eyes glowed back into
Edmond's unfaceable gaze.
'I love you, Edmond. You are not as men, but greater.
Demon, or not, I love you. Do not be unkind--'
'Pah!' said Edmond. 'I am deluding myself with my own
fancy! These are my own words it gives me back!'
He dismissed the image, rose and returned to his car
above the hill, but to his backward glance the vista seemed not
wholly depopulated. For beneath the tree of the finch there
still lingered a misty glory, as if the intensity of his concentration
had bound some wandering atoms for a while into
a semblance of a form, and for a little distance this golden
mist pursued him beckoning. Edmond knew better than to
heed, but watched with a certain speculation in his eyes as it
danced with a diminishing glory in the sun.
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CONVERSATION ON EARTH
Edmond drove south along Sheridan Road with that miraculous
dexterity which characterized all his relations with
machines. These were to him simply extensions of his body;
impulses flowed as easily through his limbs to the thrusting
wheels on the road as to his finger tips. He and his vehicle
moved as a single being, and thought of other things.
The car paused a moment at a light-controlled intersection,
and Edmond noted the spectacles and cane called Alfred Stein
waiting patiently for a bus. Edmond motioned for the professor
to enter, and the cane and spectacles relaxed against the
seat with a tired blinking and a grunt.
'These little electrons that I weigh,' he said, 'they can be
very heavy to an old man.'
'Your reward will come later, when others will seize on
your results and draw inferences and formulate theories
which will endure six months or more.'
Stein grinned amiably. Sometimes he felt a reluctant liking
for the curious Edmond.
'Experimental science--you do not think very much of it?'
'Your science,' said Edmond, 'is approaching the state of
Chinese science--a vast body of perfectly good rules for which
the reasons have been lost. The snowball of knowledge is
growing too big for you to push, with all your specialists.'
'Well, what is to be done? At least we must keep on pushing.'
'What is needed,' said Edmond, 'is a new Aristotle--a new
Roger Bacon, whose province is all knowledge--someone to
coordinate all the facts you have amassed into a rational
structure of things that are.'
'And of course that is impossible because no one person
can possibly be cognizant of all the infinite little facts we have
dug out of nature. It is a life-time work to acquaint one's
self with a single minor speciality.'
'Do not be too sure.'
'Well then, who is the man?'
'Myself,' said Edmond, and was a little startled by Stein's
chuckle. 'I have no humor,' he thought in his other mind.
'The things that amuse these beings are at times surprising.'
'Listen,' said Stein. 'If you know everything, perhaps you
will explain for me some of our traditional mysteries.'
'Perhaps,' said Edmond. 'Specifically what?'
'Any of several. For instance, how to liberate the energy of
matter--atomic energy?'
For a moment Edmond hesitated, balancing the idea between
his twin minds. It would be so simple--a key couched
in a few words might unlock the portal for the man beside
him, had Stein but the perspicacity to understand the hint.
Out of his mind rose a picture of a certain experiment--a
flaming power that might be uncontrollable. In his other mind
formed the very words of the suggestion--'Use atoms of
niton as your oscillator.' His first self toyed with thoughts of
the results of revelation. 'Jove's thunderbolts in the paws of
apes; they will certainly consume themselves.' And his second
self, 'However amusing, this eventually is undesirable, since it
dams the spring from which my own race is to flow. A people's
gods cannot survive their race.'
So Edmond temporized. 'I have made a vacuum tube
which in effect satisfies your problem.'
'I know,' Stein answered. 'Frankly, I do not understand
your filament, but it is active like radium on a lesser scale.
It releases energy, but only in a single degree, and that a low
one. What I mean is energy to do--well, this.'
He waved his hand to embrace the scene about them--the
humming lines of traffic, torch-bearing in the dusk, the persistent
lights that were everywhere, the block-distant rumble of an
elevated train. Power on every hand, energy run rampant,
flowing like blood through the copper veins of the Colossus of
the Lake Shore.
'How many little activated filaments,' asked Stein, 'would
you need to create this?'
'Indeed,' replied Edmond, 'I am not denying the benefits
to be derived from an illimitable source of power; but for
every advantage there is a loss and a danger. The same energy
that vitalizes a city can be inverted to destroy it. You have
seen or perhaps experienced the effects of present military
explosives, which are instantaneous; what of an atomic bomb
that keeps on exploding for several weeks?'
'With unlimited power, there vanishes the economic need
for war, my friend,' said Stein.
'The need vanishes, but not the desire.'
Stein chuckled again.
'Sometimes,' he said, 'I am tempted to take you at your
own valuation, Mr. Hall, and yet I do not always like you.'
He paused, and then continued: 'Suppose now I grant your
claim to know everything. Have you evolved any philosophy
out of your knowledge? Can you, for instance, give me one
statement that is unalterably true? Can you give this--' his
hand moved in another all-embracing wave--'this thing Life
a meaning or a purpose?'
'Well,' said Edmond slowly (while his other mind taunted;
'Observe: I have degenerated to the use of expletives').
'Well, naturally I have evolved a certain interpretation of
things as I perceive them. I do not believe my viewpoint to
be unalterably true, as absolutes are non-existent. Do you
believe that any statement is possible which is wholly true?'
'No,' answered Stein. 'I believe with your Oscar Wilde
that nothing is quite true.'
'That statement is a paradox,' said Edmond, 'since to be
true it must be false. However, there is one statement that is
utterly true--a sort of pragmatic Einsteinism, but applicable
not merely to pure science but to all things that are.' He exhaled
an eddying stream of blue cigarette smoke, and continued.
'Cabell also bothered himself with this problem, and produced
a fair solution: "Time gnaws at all things; nothing is
permanent save change." However, a moment's analysis will
show that this statement too is only relatively true.'
'Ah,' said Stein. 'Yes.'
'The one finality which is absolute--the one truth which is
quite true--is this: All things are relative to the point of view;
nothing is either true or false save in the mind of the observer.'
'Ach,' said Stein, 'I do not believe that!'
'Thereby proving its truth,' replied Edmond.
Stein was silent, staring at the thin-lipped ironic countenance
beside him.
'As to your last question,' continued Edmond, 'of course the
answer is obvious: There is no meaning at all to life.'
'I think all young men have discovered that,' said Stein,
'only to doubt it when they have grown older.'
'I do not mean precisely what you imagine,' Edmond replied.
'Let me ask you a question. What becomes of a straight
line projected along one of the three dimensions of space?'
'It follows the curvature of space, according to Einstein.'
'And if you continue it indefinitely?'
'It completes a circle.'
'Then if time is a dimension of space?'
'I see,' said Stein. 'You infer that time itself is curved and
repeats itself.'
'That is the answer to your question,' said Edmond gloomily.
'This little arc of time that you call life is a minute part of a
colossal, hopeless circle, with neither beginning nor end,
cause nor objective, but returning endlessly upon itself. Progress
is an illusion and fate is inexorable. The past and the
future are one, merging one into the other across the diameter
of the present. There is no escape even by suicide, since it is
all to be done over again, even to that final gesture of revolt.'
Silence. Stein, infected at last by the pessimism of his
companion, gazed somberly at the river of steel flowing around
them. He glanced again at the satyric features of that figure
beside him, on whose thin lips flickered for a moment an
ironic smile.
'My God!' he said, after a few moments. 'Is that your
philosophy?'
'Only that part of it which is susceptible to words.'
'Susceptible to words? What do you mean?'
'There are two kinds of thoughts,' replied Edmond, 'which
evade expression in language. Words, you must realize, are a
rather crude device, a sort of building-block affair, piled together
in the general outline of a thought, in phrases or sentences.
They are neither flexible nor continuous nor perfectly
fitted together, and there are thoughts which lie in the crevices
between words--the shades, the finer colorings, the nuances.
Words may blunder around the borders of these thoughts, but
their expression is a question of feeling or mood.'
'Yes,' said Stein, 'I can comprehend that.'
'There is another class of thoughts,' said Edmond, so
somberly that Stein glanced again at him, 'which lies entirely
beyond the borders enterable by language, and these are
terrible thoughts, which are madness to dwellers in Elfhame.'
Stein, following out the course of his own reflections, forbore
to answer or question further. A block or two slipped
behind them. After a while he spoke.
'Can you think these thoughts?'
'Yes,' answered Edmond.
'Then you are claiming to be something else than human?'
'Yes,' answered Edmond again.
'Well, I think you are crazy, my friend, but I am not denying
the possibility that it is I--.' His eyes turned to the incredibly
delicate hands, one casually guiding the wheel, the other
poising a cigarette. 'Certainly there are differences--. Let-me
off at Diversey, please.'
The car rolled quietly to the curb, and Stein opened the
door. He stepped out, standing for a moment with his foot on
the running board.
'Thank you for the lift and the lecture,' he said. 'Always from
our rare conversations I take away one gem. Today it is this:
That there is no hope anywhere, and the sum total of all
knowledge is zero.'
Edmond smiled again his thin-lipped sardonic smile.
'When you have really learned that,' he said, as the car
started slowly forward, 'you will be one of us.'
For some minutes, Stein stood blinking after the gray car.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
EDMOND AGAIN FOLLOWS HIS FANCY
With the discontinuance of Alfred Stein's distraction, the
old longing against which Edmond had struggled flowed back
again. The low purr of the motor became intelligible: 'Vanny
... Vanny ... Vanny,' it muttered in endless repetition.
The strident horns about him shrieked a cacaphony whose
endlessly recurrent theme was 'Vanny!' So he came unhappily
to Lake View, and to the apartment building that housed his
strange domicile.
He slipped his key into the lock of his letter-box; Sarah
never bothered to have the mail brought to her, for it was
inconceivable that it should contain anything of interest to her.
On Edmond, however, fell the responsibility of keeping oiled
the machinery of living--there were bills to be paid, and
occasionally a technical communication or royalty check
from Stoddard. Momentarily Edmond paused startled. Out of
the customary series of typed addresses slipped one whose
directions appeared in delicate mauve script--an unassuming
gray little envelope--thin to the point of transparency. Vanny!
A rare thrill of pleasure rose and subsided in Edmond's
being. Whatever Vanny might write could not alter circumstances,
could not make those two alien creatures into a common
kind, nor break the unbreakable circumference of the
circle Time.
He slipped the letter among the several others, and stepped
into the automatic lift. In a moment he was entering the apartment
which at present sheltered Sarah and himself. As always,
Sarah was not in evidence; she would be in the rear, in the
second solarium, engaged with her curious little landscapes, or
turning obscure thoughts this way and that between her twin
minds. It was seldom that they two saw each other now;
Sarah was satisfied to be relieved of the burden of procuring
food for herself, satisfied in her pregnancy, self-satisfied in
her art. Her not very coercive sex tissues were content with
Edmond's infrequent praise, his occasional commendations,
and his negligible caresses.
Nevertheless, Sarah was a great artist, Edmond admitted
to himself--a worthy Eve for her generic Adam, the super-woman
intrinsic. She was unharassed by her environment,
adjusted, happy, where Edmond was of all these the antithesis.
Thus Edmond reflected in one of his minds, while the other
still surged sea-like about the fact of the letter. He opened it
and drew forth a single thin sheet of gray paper, at which he
glanced, absorbing the few lines with his accustomed instantaneous
perception:
/*
'The love that is too faint for tears.
And scarcely breathes of pain,
Shall linger on a hundred years
And then creep forth again.
But I, who love you now too well
To smile at your disdain,
Must try tonight that love to quell,
And try in vain.'
*/
For the third time a surge of pity overwhelmed Edmond, as
he stood gazing now over the deep park, to where Lake
Michigan split the cold fire of a rising moon into a coruscating
path. Vanny! Poor Vanny, with her ice-and-ivory body only
half-tenanted! Sweet Vanny, whose life-cycle had so tangled
with his that she had lost the thread of it! Dear, human Vanny,
who wanted only to live out that cycle in love and peace, like
birds and beasts and things natural!
Edmond crumpled the paper into a ball and tossed it from
the open window, watching it spin downward a dozen stories
like a little planet--a world peopled by the hypotheticals and
conditionals of his life with Vanny--the ought-to-bes and
might-have-beens. Then his eyes turned again to the Satellite,
on which he seemed to gaze downward as it lifted gigantic
from the far end of the moon-path. He watched it pour down
its rain of silver that the wave crests cracked and flung back
in fragments like white petals.
'The dead world strews flowers on the grave of the dying
one,' he thought, and suddenly perceived this moon as a world
ideal. Lifelessness--the happy state toward which all stars
and planets tend, when this miasmatic Life-disease has vanished
cured. The smaller world yonder, burned clean by solar fire,
scoured clean by the icy void--a world of airless rock--there
hung the ultimate, the desired end. Heaven and Hell swinging
forever about the common center; Heaven the world of
annihilation, Hell the world condemned to life. He crystallized
his thought:
/*
'Long miles above cloud-bank and blast,
And many miles above the sea,
I watch you rise majestically,
Feeling your chilly light at last.
There's beauty in the way you cast
Split silver fragments on the waves,
As if a planet's life were past
And men were peaceful in their graves.'
*/
A simple conception, reflected his other self--nothing to
imply, naught of the terrible inexpressible, a thought bound
neatly into language. And yet, in some way, a lofty thought.
Edmond was in a measure satisfied, as one who has at last
conceived the solution of a difficult problem. And suddenly
he was aware of Sarah's presence.
She stood behind him as he turned, her gaunt little body
merging with the gloom, her eyes blazing in the lamp light
with their accustomed intensity. Strange and alien and rather
hideous she seemed, with her fleshless limbs and ashen skin.
'I have known a body that was vital, with the curve of ivory
and the flash of fire,' he thought, 'but Sarah's glows only with
the pale gleaming of the intellect, which is but a feeble little
glimmering that shines through the eyes.'
In the moment that their eyes met, Edmond perceived that
Sarah was aware of his longings and his misery, and that
she held this knowledge without rancor, without anger,
because she possessed all of him that she desired. This Sarah
understood, having perceived the poison in Edmond's soul,
but she perceived without sympathy, comprehended without
appreciating, since emotions were things outside of her being.
She saw, even as Edmond had seen, the harm and the danger
to himself from thus playing with forces unnatural to him;
but she had resources and outlets which were denied him; she
was within herself sufficient, where Edmond was driven by his
unhappiness. Seeing him thus troubled, she spoke:
'This is a cruel and foolish thing you do, Edmond; you
stand at the window overlooking life and are at odds with
yourself.'
Edmond answered, 'But half of me stands overlooking
since half of me struggles in the stream of life wherein I
cast myself.'
'Being as you are, it is your privilege to soar above that
stream.'
'But it is my pleasure to bathe therein.'
'It is a poisonous stream, Edmond. Whom ever it sucks into
itself, it draws out that one's strength, soiling his body and
rolling his soul and his soul's dreams into the mud of its bottom
that these things may add themselves to its flood. It is a
poisonous stream and its proper name is Phlegethon.'
'This that you say is true,' answered Edmond in a low voice,
'but it is also true that for all that it exacts, Phlegethon renders
a certain price, paying its accounts with the scrupulous
exactness of a natural law. In the filth of its bed are hidden
jewels that are very brilliant, and in all ways desirable, and
those that are rolled deepest in the mud are granted the most
lovely of these.'
'They are ill-starred gems, and are the very essence of the
poison.'
'Nevertheless,' said Edmond, 'they are extremely pretty,
and sometimes retain their luster for many years.'
Sarah moved close to Edmond, gazing into his eyes with
the terrible intensity that was her heritage. For a long moment
there was silence between them, as they sought to establish
that aura of sympathy and of understanding that once had
blanketed them. They failed, for the inevitable slow spinning
of the Time-circle had twisted them a little apart, so that their
twin minds no longer faced squarely each to each. Sarah
dropped her eyes; lacking the requisite rapport for that meeting,
the communication of the inexpressible was denied her.
In her low and equable voice she spoke again:
'Edmond--Edmond--it is a very terrible and obscene thing
that you are thinking; I foresee but one outcome.' Edmond
stood silent, staring outward at the moon which had now
ascended perhaps twice its diameter above the coruscating
lake.
Then Sarah continued:
'It is far better for you to fulfill your destiny, remaining in
your appointed sphere; and it is the poison in your body and
minds that calls you elsewhere.'
Then Edmond replied, turning bitter at last, 'You who
speak from pure theory, who lack all experience of these
things, what can you know of the fierce pleasures and pains of
humanity? What can you know of that pleasure which burns
so madly that it is pain, that pain so exquisite that it is delight
unbearable? How can you know that these are not worth all
that I surrender--even to that outcome you threaten?'
'I want none of this,' said Sarah, 'having watched the poison
run its course in you.'
'No,' said Edmond, again passive, 'you want none of this,
being of your kind perfect, and having no emotion save one.
In you emotion is rarefied to languid little tastes and preferences,
likes and dislikes that incline you this way and that,
but have not the fine irresistible thrust of emotion that is
known to each of those down below on the street.'
'What have they that we should envy them?'
'Only their capacity to bear suffering,' replied Edmond,
'and this is a great and ennobling quality, the one quality that
may defeat our kind. For this capacity makes of their lives a
very poignant thing, so that they live more intensely than we,
and ding fiercely to their pauperous lives only that they may
suffer longer.'
The two were silent again, sending their minds through
strange and not-to-be-understood regions. There was no
longer a blanket of sympathy about them; something lacked,
some common ground on which to meet. Edmond stood in the
plane of silver moonlight which could not lend his face a
greater pallor. Beside him in the shadow, Sarah waited silently--passive
inscrutable Sarah, whose passions were languid and
ineffectual things! Edmond broke the silence:
'I have sometimes wondered whether intellect is indeed
worth its price, and whether after all it is not merely the old
curse of Adam, divorcing us from the simpler and far nobler
things that were long ago. I have a half-memory of such things
as are incomprehensible to you, Sarah, who have only a perfect
intelligence with which to understand--I confess I do not
know.'
He turned abruptly and moved toward the hall, while
across the moonpath on the lake there seemed to nicker for a
moment a curious misty glory that danced and beckoned.
'By your standards, and doubtless by all rational ones, this
that I go to do now is very foolish, and void of wisdom;
nevertheless, I go not entirely without assurance. For this
stream of life you hover above is a deeper flood than you
know, and there are reasons buried therein that are outside the
grasp of our minds,--even, Sarah, of yours--even deeper than
the inexpressible. Therefore I go to face that inevitable outcome
not wholly without hope, and go indeed with a pleasure
greater than I have ever known.'
He moved out into the dark hall. Sarah, on whose face the
silver dagger of moonbeams now fell, stood silently gazing
after him, with no rancor, no ire in her face, but only a languid
little regret glinting about her eyes, and a faint puzzlement
therein.
CHAPTER NINETEEN
RETURN TO OLYMPUS
Edmond stepped from his car before the house on Kenmore
Street, and gazed up at it. There flickered the light of a hearth
fire from the library--the blue glow of cannel--symbol of
warmth and cheer and welcome flung out into the chill
Autumn evening. No other lights--did the room hold Paul and
Vanny together? Edmond wondered idly with half his mind;
it mattered little. He moved toward the entrance, producing his
key. Down the street he glimpsed a lurking figure with something
of desolation about it; he turned a suddenly intense
gaze upon it and it retreated, vanished.
Edmond unlocked the door, entering; he dropped his coat
and hat and ever-present cane upon a chair remembered in
the dusk, and turned toward the library whence issued low
music from the radio.
Vanny stood before the fireplace of the monkey's skull, her
figure outlined apinst the glow, in an attitude poised, expectant.
She wore that purple silken robe which Edmond had
himself draped about her, through which her limbs were
half-outlined by the flames in long lithe shadows. Her hair was
a jet helmet, circling the haunted wistfulness of her eyes. She
stood waiting, while Edmond paused a long moment on the
threshold, for to his vision the scene held a breath-taking
beauty.
He moved into the room, closer to Vanny, studying her.
She had grown a trifle thinner, a shade paler, but surely her
eyes were less haunted. His second self supplied the answer:
'Lacking my presence, the unbearable things she learned are
dissipating like heavy gases; having no words to fix them, she
cannot recall them clearly, and they grow dream-like.'
Vanny dropped to the low fire-bench, looking up at Edmond
timidly to read his expression, then with a flaming gladness.
Edmond smiled, and for once there was little of irony in his
smile. He bent to kiss her, slipping beside her on the bench.
There was the scent of wine in her breath and her cheeks were
beginning to flush.
'She has bulwarked her brain against my coming,' thought
Edmond sadly; 'my very presence is an assault on her sanity.'
Vanny spoke. 'Oh, Edmond, I hoped you would come. I
have been wanting you.'
Edmond's delicate long fingers caressed her; something of
beauty had entered his life again, and he was content.
'First I only hoped you would come, Edmond; then when
I realized your approach, I sent Paul away, and that was hard
to do, and he was very bitter; but by ways I learned of you,
I made him go.'
Then, 'Do you come to stay, Edmond?'
'For as long as is permitted me, dear.'
'And is that long?'
'It may be forever--for me.'
'Then I am happy, Edmond.'
For a space of minutes they were silent, Vanny happy
without thought, content in the presence of her loved one.
Edmond sat not without thought, but as happy as might be,
and whatever of sadness entered him he lost in the mellow
flow of music.
'Dance for me, Vanny.'
She rose, dropping the purple silken robe, so that it lay
glistening like an iridescent pool of oil about her feet, then
moved from it like an emanation in the breeze. Edmond
watched her dance, reveling in the forever. Thereafter he
summoned her, so that she lay warm against him with a well
remembered pressure, and he kissed her, and spoke with her.
'Are you less unhappy with me than with Paul, Vanny?'
'I am the Vanny who was yours, and I have forgotten Paul.'
Startled, Edmond's other self recalled that very afternoon
when he sat on the lake-cresting hill and spoke with his vision.
He noted too that a misty glory had entered the room, dancing
and beckoning in the fire-light.
'But do you like to return? To recall things as they were?'
'How can I return? I have never been away.'
'That is bitter reproach, Vanny ...' He paused, suddenly
pallid. 'Stop, Vanny! The Time-circle is slipping, and it will
be all to do over again! Pour me a glass of wine.'
Vanny reached the silver decanter that was fashioned like a
fantastic Bacchus, filling two glasses. They touched glasses
and drank.
'Another, Vanny.'
Again they touched glasses, smiling over them at each other,
draining the tart Riesling to the bottom.
'And another, dear.' Again they drank.
'No, that is enough now.'
A pleasant ruddy mist settled over Edmond's minds,
blanketing the terrors that had been rising therein, smothering
them, so that the inexpressible was no longer conceivable to
him, and the Time-circle slipped smoothly back to its appointed
place and the dancing mist was no more. Vanny came to
him again in the robe that flashed red and violet in the fireglow,
and he reached out his thin wiry arms, his incredible
serpentine fingers, to draw her to him. Her eyes were bright
with wine, and the deep terrors behind them were hidden;
her cheeks were flushed, and through her half-parted lips
her breath flowed over Edmond bearing the perfume of wine.
So for a little while they were a unity, flesh and spirit merging
like separate notes in a chord, into a pagan paean, a rhapsody.
Vanny lay finally passive against him, the flush of her
cheeks paling, her eyelids drooping, her lungs gasping in the
too warm, over-sweet air of the room. Above the arch of the
fireplace, the skull of Homo leered sickeningly at her.
'Your coming, Edmond--the wine--they are going to be
too--much!' Her head drooped.
Edmond rose, and with an effort raised her, bore her unsteadily
up the broad stairs. He felt a peculiar pleasure in the
weight of her body, always so vibrant and tense, now listless
and unresponsive against him. He lowered her to her bed, and
by a means known to him, cheated that body of the pay it
would have demanded for an evening of ecstasy. But he himself
lay tossing most of the night despite a deadly languor.
CHAPTER TWENTY
LIVING
There began now for Edmond a new sort of life, a dreamy
indolent existence through which Vanny moved like the
shadow of his fancy. Day after day slid quietly below the
threshold, so peacefully that nothing marked their passing
save Edmond's increasing weakness, and a lassitude that
grew with deadly steadiness. For this, of course, there were
compensations.
He had dusted off his tubes and wires in the laboratory
upstairs, and sometimes spent a whole day pursuing his old
will-o'-the-wisp of knowledge that danced before him now
very far over the swamp of the unknown. At times he surprised
himself by curious discoveries that lay far beyond the borders
of science; and in these hours labored with a vigor and
enthusiasm that he had almost forgotten. But at other
times he sat most of the day idle with his head upon his
hands.
Occasionally Vanny came in, seating herself soundlessly
and timidly in the corner, never daring to speak in this mysterious
sanctum unless Edmond first addressed her. She
witnessed many great things, but saw them only as rainbow
shafts of light and flaming bits of metal; of their import she
comprehended precisely nothing. Once she saw him fling a
leaden ball against the ceiling by an invisible force, and press it
there until its outline marred the plaster, though nothing
apparent held it. Another tune for her amusement, he twice
caused her to slumber so deeply that she seemed to awaken as
from a distant world; when she revived the second time, flushed
and happy from not-quite-remembered dreams, he told her
that she had been dead. For this miracle he used a small shiny
gold needle that trailed itelf into a copper wire.
Still other times, by means of a little spinning bowl of
mercury, he showed her knife-sharp crags and a disastrous
landscape on the moon; and once, when he bade her peer
therein, she looked down upon a wild roseate glade through
which two winged beings moved, not human-like but of
transcendent beauty, swift and iridescent. She felt a strange
kinship existing between these and herself and Edmond, but
he would not tell her on what world she gazed, nor on what sort
of creatures.
The terrible things of their former days together were
forgotten by Vanny, and Edmond guarded carefully against
the vision of the inexpressible, marshaling his thoughts into
selected channels lest she sense implications dangerous to
her tense little mind. He was not always successful. One
afternoon he returned to the library to find her trembling and
tearful over a very ancient French translation of the Necronomicon
of the Arab. She had gathered enough of the meaning
of that blasphemy colossal to revive the almost vanished terrors
of her old houghts. Edmond soothed her by ancient and not at
all superhuman means, but later she noticed that half a dozen
volumes had been removed from the library, probably to his
laboratory. One of these, she recalled was the Krpyticon of
the Greek Silander in which Edmond had once during the
old days pointed out to her certain horrors, and another was a
nameless little volume in scholastic Latin by one who signed
himself Ferus Magnus. With the removal of these books, an
oppressive atmosphere vanished from the library and the
room seemed lighter. Vanny spent more of her time there,
reading, listening to music, keeping her household accounts,
or simply day-dreaming. Even the skull of Homo above the
fireplace had lost its sarcastic leer, and grinned as foolishly as
any dead monkey. One day she came in quietly and surprised a
sparrow on the window ledge; this was a portentous and
significant event to her, as if a curse had been lifted from the
chamber.
Alfred Stein, too, had unearthed Edmond's latest whereabouts,
and sometimes dropped in for an evening. Edmond was
somewhat amused by the puzzlement of the brilliant little
man, and found a mild pleasure in confounding him. At
intervals he demonstrated some marvel from his laboratory or
propounded some thesis that left the amiable professor
sputtering and choleric but nonplussed. He grinned sardonically
at Stein's rather desperate attempts to fathom mysteries
that were simply beyond his potentialities, knowing that to
beings of a single viewpoint even the nature of matter must
remain forever incomprehensible. After a while Stein reconciled
himself to the deadlock, though Edmond perceived
that he still considered himself the victim of chicanery; he
never abandoned the attempt to pry out some bit of knowledge
or information. He had come to accept Edmond as
Vanny had, a being to be enjoyed as one enjoys music, without
analysis, without questioning the technique of the creator.
His initial dislike had vanished with familiarity; he had acquired
a taste for the superman.
Vanny loved these visits. Little desire for human association
remained to her, but she reveled in the sense of relaxation
that Stein induced; it was breath of sea-air to a dweller on the
mountain peaks. She had learned to serve wine or an aperitif,
since alcohol seemed to temper Edmond's knife-like presence;
under its rosy touch he seemed milder, more understandable,
less inhuman in his icy cerebration. Often they sat a whole
evening while discussion ranged over the gamut of mortal
experience, all sciences and arts, social theories, politics, and
the eternally recurrent sex. Vanny and Stein bore the burden
of the conversation; Edmond mostly smoked silently, following
their trend idly with half his mind, sometimes replying to a
direct question with an incisive finality that seemed to bury
that question forever, or again pointing out an absurdity with
his scathing smile.
One night Vanny picked up a volume of Swinburne and
read aloud from it. Stein listened fascinated--'The Hymn to
Proserpine'. The piece was new to him, and flowed into him
like music. Vanny, intense vitalist, lover of all things sensuous
and beautiful, breathed an exaltation into the long, musical,
mystical lines that she half murmured. Even Edmond felt the
sonorous liquid syllables agreeable, though assaying them in
the scales of intellect he found them wanting.
'Ach,' said Stein, as she finished, 'that is great poetry. "The
last of the Giants" they call him, and that is right. They do
not produce such things today--nobody!'
'Times fall away,' answered Vanny. 'Poetry flourishes when
men are stirred to the depths; we fritter away our emotions in
the too vast complexity of the machine city.'
'Yes,' said Stein with his slight accent. 'Even a great upheaval
of a war is dissipated into a billion little units, and we
get a lot of hysterical mush and some mediocre literature. But
there is no outstanding figure to dominate his time.'
'I think the spirit of a time must be embodied in one man or
a group, and that is why in this too swift, too powerful period
there are no great artists,' Vanny spoke thus, while Edmond
sat smoking, staring into the shadows beyond the lamp. 'Am
I right, Edmond?'
Edmond crushed out his cigarette. 'My dear, you and Stein
take your poets like cheese: they have to molder a bit
before they're palatable.'
Vanny smiled; she was always proud of Edmond even when
his mockery turned on her.
'Then you think some current literature is permanent?'
queried Stein.
'I do not doubt it, but like all else, the term is relative. A
change in fashions of thought or schools of criticism can elevate
mediocre work to greatness or doom great work to
mediocrity.' He lit another cigarette. 'I always have found
difficulty in discriminating between what you term great and
mediocre literature. The differences are rather negligible.'
'Ach, the man-from-Mars pose is working again,' grinned
Stein. 'Our poor little human efforts are all about on a par to
him.'
Edmond smiled and fell silent again. Through his other
mind ran a series of disquieting thoughts, and the growing
languor oppressed him with its inertia.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
SARAH
During the latter months, Edmond had husbanded his
little store of vitality, loosing it drop by drop like a man dying
of thirst. Vanny's hungry human body drained it like dry sand,
but something of desire had gone out of her, to be replaced by
a more intense love of all beauty. Denied the common lot of
women, seeking other pleasures, finding different sorrows, she
adapted herself thereto and considered herself happy. She
demanded less of Edmond's waning strength, and found her
compensation within herself.
Edmond too found himself content with his renunciation.
He lived surrounded by that sensuous beauty for which he
had surrendered his hereditary self, and found it sufficient.
His audit balanced; when the moratorium was over he could
render full payment for value received to a certain River
creditor.
Twice Edmond had glanced from a window at night to
glimpse a desolate figure lurking about the house--a figure
that invariably fled before his gaze. This bothered Edmond
not at all; he held the opposition of humans inconsiderable.
But Sarah had not forgotten him. Four months after their
parting, in middle Spring, she came to him in a manner
possible to her, and told him his son was born. She came long
after midnight, while Vanny slept and Edmond lay tossing
and weak, in such fashion that he was suddenly aware of
Sarah standing beside him, regarding him with that intensity
he knew of old. His eyes ranged languidly over her spare
masculine form, her awkward carriage.
'He is born,' said Sarah wordlessly.
'Show him to me.'
She obeyed; Edmond gazed without interest at the curious
little tearless whelp, lean as Sarah and himself, the little
wrinkled brow and eyes already somber with the oppressive
weight of mind yet to come. It clutched Sarah's thin hair with
tentacular fingers, and stared back at its sire with a premonitory
hint of his own fiery gaze.
'Enough,' said Edmond, and the imp vanished.
'Edmond,' said Sarah 'the outcome is imminent. I perceive
your weakness, and I see that you are foredoomed. Nevertheless,
there is still time--if you return.'
Edmond smiled wearily, and wordlessly denied her.
'Then you are lost, Edmond.'
'I have that which compensates me.'
Sarah gazed with the fusing of her twin minds, probing
Edmond's brain, seeking for some clue to his incomprehensible
refusal. That one should with open eyes approach the
foreseen and--welcome it!
'I do not understand you, Edmond,' she said, and departed
with a trace of puzzlement in her eyes. Again he smiled a
weary and somewhat wistful smile with no trace of irony.
'Beauty is a relative thing, and certainly only a dream and
an illusion of the observer,' he reflected, 'but to that observer
it is a reality unquestionable. I should be more unhappy than
I am could I believe that this beauty which costs me so dearly
is less real than life and knowledge and power, and certain
other illusions.'
At irregular intervals Sarah came again, and one night
brought news that she had found two other men of the new
race, and that they bided their time until the change had
brought forth more. This night Edmond sat facing the skull of
Homo in the library, rather too weak to rise and retire. Vanny
was sleeping some hours since. Sarah came by that way which
was open to her, and gazed long at Edmond without disclosing
her thoughts; then she told him the news which had brought
her. Edmond answered nothing, fixing his eyes silently on
eyes that returned neither malice nor longing, but only a
faint puzzled questioning and a languid little regret.
'The outcome is very near,' said Sarah.
Edmond silently assented.
She swept closer, murmuring in that wordless speech she
used. 'There is yet time, Edmond. You are needed; out of
your knowledge you are needed. Return to me where I am
even now waiting.'
Again and again Edmond denied her.
'I have chosen my course, and it yet seems to me that I
chose wisely,' he replied. 'The things I gain outvalue those I
lose.'
'This is an incalculable madness and a delusion,' said Sarah.
'Ruin faces you.'
Edmond smiled in a weary fashion. 'I do not argue,' he
said. His eyes sought Sarah's thin awkward form as she stood
erect and facing him; there was something of suppliance in
her appearance, but her eyes were cold and proud. He scanned
her, his twin minds probing and seeking; he perceived with a
tinge of astonishment that Sarah too was unhappy. And
again after many months, the aura of sympathy descended
upon them, the inexpressible lay open before their minds.
They had found a common ground.
Sarah felt it, and her cold eyes lit up with their ancient fire;
she leaned tensely forward and sought to convey to Edmond
what thoughts were in her minds.
/*
Sarah:
'This is a concourse of dead gods--
They gather wraith-like in the night
Summoning futile powers.'
Edmond:
'Synods
Of half-forgotten names of might,
Of names still potent to affright--
Sarah, defy them not!'
Sarah:
'There rods
Are broken and their priests are fled
Save only you!'
Edmond:
'I serve my gods.
I will not see them starved and dead--
I make my ancient sacrifice
And drink my ancient anodyne.'
Sarah:
'But only you must make it twice
Since only you know other wine!
Edmond; your deities have failed.
Rise from the River! Cast off the slime
Of Life; look down with eyes unveiled!'
Edmond:
'I think my thoughts and bide my time.'
*/
Thus Edmond again denied Sarah, and having ceased, deliberately
broke the cords of sympathy that bound them so that
their conveyance of thought was constrained to language. Sarah
was pale and cold before him, regarding him with deep unwinking
eyes.
'I shall not ask again,' she said.
'I have fulfilled my destiny with you, Sarah,' replied Edniond
wearily. 'Why do you not go back to those others, to weave
your nets with them?'
'Once,' said Sarah, 'you told me that there were truths beyond
my grasp, and thoughts outside the reach of my minds.
Now I say to you that while your intellect may reach out and
circle a star, yet there are simple and unassuming little facts
that slip through your mental grasp like quicksilver, and you
are as incapable of grasping these as if they lay buried at the
uttermost bounds of the world.'
She vanished. Edmond sat staring at the skull of Homo, with
a faint wonder in half his mind. 'Certainly,' he thought, 'it is
surprising to hear Sarah so bitter. I had not dreamed she was
capable of even such mild emotional disturbance as this; there
is something wrong with my analysis of her.'
And his other self brought forth the answer, a solution so
banal, so hackneyed, that he smiled again his slow, weary smile.
'Like all women, Sarah is reluctant to admit defeat. She is still
feminine to the extent of wanting her own way!'
Nevertheless he felt that some element in Sarah had eluded
him. He was aware of a certain doubt as he dragged himself
erect and betook himself to Vanny.
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
DIMINUENDO
So things spun out their course in a peaceful diminuendo for
Edmond; his vitality dropped from him as easily as from an
aged man, with as little bodily discomfort. His intellect remained
unclouded, even, he thought, dearer that before; certain
veils that hung there of old had vanished, opening vistas
hitherto obscured. The old hunger for knowledge grew less as
he perceived its ultimate futility, but the love of beauty remained.
'My last reality is a sensation,' he thought, 'and so I complete
the cycle that lies between the superman and, let us say, the
oyster. For now the only difference remaining is that I possess
a slightly more varied repertory of sensory organs. But doubtless
a truly aesthetic oyster finds its compensations for this; it
drinks more deeply of the wine at hand.'
And his other self replied, 'Beyond doubt the oyster is the
happier, since it makes full use of the body it possesses, and
fulfills its destiny completely, as I do not.'
He sat now in his chair before the fireplace. Behind him the
early autumnal dusk was darkening the window; the usual fire
of cannel glowed its reflection on his face. His languor was not
unpleasant, as he sat in a dreamy half-reality, a reverie; his
twin minds ranged at random through devious courses. He
wandered from memories of the past to hypothetical visions of
might-have-been. Images of old experiments in fields he had
wished to explore came to him, carrying breath-taking intimations
of things incredible; of that diffuse cosmic intelligence
which is everywhere, called Natural Law, or God, or the Law of
Chance, according to one's nature. And this universal Entity,
Edmond reflected, breathed a fiery purpose and vital fertility
in every part, but in the infinite aggregate was sterile, purposeless
and static.
Pictures of Vanny--flaming, incoherent visions that burned
in an aura of emotion! Vanny dancing before the fire--Vanny's
eyes with the haunting terror on them, and then those eyes lit
up with an ecstasy. Vanny sleeping-Vanny laughing-Vanny's
body tense and sweet and vital, or that body warm and languorous,
with the perfume of wine upon her breath.
'I have made a good trade,' he reflected. 'Now I pay without
regret that which I value little, for this that I prize highly.'
Instantly a memory of Sarah moved quietly into his minds,
her dry little voice sounding almost audibly her dolorous admonition.
'Edmond, the way of glory was my way; now at the
end look back upon the ruin you have made of that which might
have been a noble thing.'
Edmond replied: 'I look back upon a ruin indeed, but I see
a charm about it. For the austere pale marble is softened, its
outlines merge into the background which is living, and about
the broken columns trail the vines of the grape. There is an air
about ruins that the structure never owns; Sarah, do wild doves
nest in a temple that is new?'
'Words!' said Sarah. 'You blanket your life with verbiage,
and tuck it in soft and warm while about you the lightnings
flash. You argue with your own reason and temporize with
your body, and are in all ways unworthy of your heritage--a
beater of bushes and a trapper of flies!'
'Doubtless you are right,' said Edmond, and dismissed her
presence from his mind.
Now he sat for some time weighing Sarah's remarks, and his
rational self saw their justice, but he found no real meaning
therein. Sarah spoke from a viewpoint he could not assume;
understanding was possible between them, but sympathy never.
Edmond smiled again as he reflected that between himself
and Vanny, exactly opposite conditions obtained; there was
sympathy without understanding.
Vanny and Sarah--his physical complement and his intellectual.
'It is true, then, that bodily things are far more than
intellectual; the important elements are not the highest. The
mental is not the fundamental.'
He reflected in this vein, lapsing again into a reverie, until
Vanny returned from some errand. She dropped a package or
two, and slid to the footstool between Edmond and the fire.
'Of what do you dream, Edmond?'
He told her, since the thought was harmless.
'I think you under-value those things, Edmond, because they
are what you possess in abundance. To me, everything else is a
foundation for the intellect you despise.'
He smiled at her, gently as his thin lips and satyric features
could manage. 'I may not explain further.'
Vanny flushed. 'Oh, I know!--I'm not a thorough fool! But
you see that's why I prize this quality of understanding.' A
trace of the old haunted light showed in her eyes, and her mien
grew a little wistful. 'See, Edmond, I traded my soul for the
chance to understand you, only the price I had to offer was not
great enough.'